Extracted
By Karen Singer
Chapter
18 – Can I Ask You A Question – Part 2 of 2
As soon as everyone had concluded their lunch, the
experts asked for Congressman Stiller’s daughter first, just so that the
congressman and his family could get out of there as soon as possible. When Nancy went into the room, both the
congressman and his wife tried to go in with her. All three men were quick to stop them. So did Agent Rosenberg who was already in the
room.
“You’re not going to allow us to be there?” Mike Stiller
protested. “Nancy is only twelve! That’s illegal!”
“Congressman Stiller,” Curmett replied. “Illegal or not has nothing to do with
this. National security trumps
everything! We were tasked by the
president to determine if this situation could possibly pose any kind of threat
at all to our nation’s security. That’s
exactly what we’re trying to do. Don’t
worry, we’re not going to browbeat those children or harm them in any way at
all. We just want to talk to them…as thoroughly
as we possibly can. And I mean
thoroughly! As we see it, those two
children are the key to everything.
They’re the only ones who can unlock what we need to know.”
“Besides,” Doctor Blake told him, “Agent Rosenberg here
will be sitting in on the entire process to make sure your daughter remains
just fine.”
The three government men didn’t seem to be backing down,
despite Mike trying to throw his congressional weight around. It seemed the president of the United States
had more weight than he did. Nancy was
soon sequestered with the three men, with Rosenberg sitting nearby to observe.
“Hi Nancy,” Curmett said to the young girl. “I’m sorry this is taking so long, and I fear
your portion is going to take even longer.
Most likely much longer.”
“We’ve got your school records,” Doctor Blake told her,
“and we want to do some additional testing to see how much your school memory
may have been affected.”
“But first…” Holfstrom said, “we’d like you to tell us
everything you can remember, right from before you were abducted.”
“What I remember of being kidnapped?” Stephen inside of
Nancy’s body replied. “Nothing. Not one little thing. I went to bed in my own body…in
Philadelphia! And I woke up in this
body, in a hospital in New York. And I
haven’t got the first clue how I got there, not to mention I’d really like to
know how I can get back to my own body where I belong.”
“We’d like to see that too,” Holfstrom told him. “Very much.
We just haven’t figured out how yet.”
“You said you were a physicist from MIT. That means you’ve got to be really
smart. Figure something out!”
“I’m trying,” Holfstrom told him. “Believe me, I’m trying.”
Curmett knew he had to move the girl along. “Okay Nancy.
Tell me about waking up in the hospital.
What do you remember?”
Little by little, Nancy told them every tiny thing she
could piece together from her time in the hospital. Her constant dizziness. Her confusion over who she was as her brain seemed
to go back and forth between the two identities, and finally the dizziness
subsiding as she was only Stephen, and not able to remember anything at all
about being Nancy, other than a few brief glimpses of memories that had
happened inside her hospital room.
Nothing more of Nancy was in her head at all.
The experts tried hard to probe into that, attempting to
help her remember anything at all about being Nancy, but nothing they could
think to try did any good at all. As far
as any of them could conclude, for all intents and purposes, Nancy simply
wasn’t in the little girl’s head, but they had no doubts at all that Steven
certainly seemed to be. They had already
listened to the testimony from everyone else telling them that Nancy was
somehow Stephen and that Stephen was somehow Nancy, but now talking directly
with Nancy and hearing her answers for themselves had them all quite disturbed.
After that, all three experts came up with questions for
Nancy based on her school records, that they all figured she should know. There were a few mistakes on minor things,
but overall, it appeared they were dealing with someone far above the seventh
grade level, including a semi-easy calculus problem that Holfstrom asked him to
write out and solve. Stephen inside of
Nancy’s head had no problem solving it after taking pre-calculus in high school
the year before. Besides, he loved math,
and he told them so.
Two hours later, Stephen walked out of the room and
everyone took a break. Then it was
Stephen’s turn. Stephen, who was
actually twelve year old Nancy. Instead
of Rosenberg watching, this time Detective Nolan sat in on the proceedings.
After introducing themselves, Doctor Blake immediately
asked, “What can you tell us about football?”
“I hate it!” Stephen told them firmly. “It’s the stupidest game on the planet.”
Just that much alone told all three of them that they
were dealing with a younger mind here.
As they had been doing all day, they led Stephen through a world of
questions, picking apart his answers to get more detail, and prying into things
that Stephen either had no clue about since they were questions that only the
real Stephen would know, or giving them a wealth of information about things
that he knew all about since they involved his prior life as Nancy.
When the school questions came, there were simply too
many that Stephen couldn’t answer, especially the math questions. Overall, Blake was guessing that they were
dealing with a pre-high school kid here.
She was obviously bright, just not on a senior high school level. Not even close.
Stephen walked out in a daze, and his entire family could
only sympathize.
As they were walking toward the front of the resort on
their way back to their rooms, they ran into the Stiller family who were all
just leaving to go home.
“Wait!” Stephen called.
He started running. He hugged his
real father. He hugged his real
mother. He hugged much longer his sister
Emily. And then he looked into Nancy’s
eyes. There were things he wanted to
say, but couldn’t.
“Yeah,” Nancy finally said. “I know.”
Nancy in Stephen’s big body, wrapped his arms around
Nancy’s little body, and gave her a hug.
“I guess you’re my sister too,” he said.
“And your brother,” Nancy added.
Stephen laughed.
“Yeah. I never had a brother
before, even if it’s myself.
Nancy laughed, and the two of them separated. Nancy started to get in the car when a
thought hit her. “Oh my God!” she
screamed. She turned quickly to look
back at Stephen. “Could it be that
easy?” she asked.
“What?” Stephen replied.
“How to get us back in our own bodies.”
“How?” Stephen asked.
Nancy hurried up to the large boy and said. “Hug me.
Just hug me tight. Maybe
something in our bodies will recognize our true selves and we’ll somehow switch
back again.”
Stephen stared at her for only a moment, then reached out
and wrapped his arms around her, hugging her so tightly that he picked her up
and stood up straight. Nancy, her legs
dangling in the air, hugged him as tight as she could.
“I don’t feel anything happening,” Stephen told her.
“Me either. Just
keep trying. Maybe think about wanting
to be back in my body. Try to picture
your spirit moving from you into me.”
Stephen tried to do just that, squeezing Nancy so tightly
he was in danger of seriously hurting her.
“I still don’t feel anything,” he said after a while.
“Me either,” Nancy said.
“Put me down, you’re killing me.
I can’t breathe.”
“Oh. Sorry,”
Stephen apologized.
“Wow, I’m strong,” Nancy said as she rubbed her sore
breasts.
“You mean I’m strong,” Stephen corrected her.
“Yeah, and I’m…”
She didn’t finish.
“Me,” Stephen finally said.
Nancy hugged him quickly, then turned and hurried into
the car.
“Nice try Nance,” her mother said. “Really, nice try.”
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Curmett, Holfstrom, and Blake worked separately in their
rooms for hours, pouring over their findings from all the interviews. They would each spend a few more hours
separately, then meet several times before taking their conclusions to the
president. That night though, they sat
together in the back corner of the bar, quietly discussing their individual
thoughts with each other before Curmett brought out Doctor Isabella Montcliff’s
paper. Over glasses of whiskey, they all
read it. When they were finished,
Curmett looked at his two colleagues for their reaction.
“Damn!” Holfstrom said.
“She thought of a few things that I didn’t.”
“Me too,” Blake agreed.
“What scares me,” Curmett said, “is that she put all this
together so easily, and it closely mirrors my thoughts on the subject.”
“Mine too,” Holfstrom admitted.
“This is just frightening,” Blake told them, “because I’m
thinking along the same lines. I just
haven’t reached as many conclusions as you two…or I guess her. I’ve been concentrating as hard as I can on
the medical angle. Just thinking about
what it might involve to accomplish such a thing is…overwhelming, not to
mention absolutely frightening. Who could
possibly do something like this?”
Curmett shrugged.
“The Chinese. Russia. Libia perhaps. India.
North Koria. Who knows. With technology the way it is around the
world, it could be anyone.”
“I personally don’t think that activist group is
involved,” Holfstrom noted.
“The Planetary Eco Alliance?” Curmett said. “Me either.
I’m sure it would take the resources of a major government or perhaps a
large corporation to accomplish such a thing.”
“Have you heard of anyone working on anything like this?”
Blake asked.
“Not exactly like this, but Russia and China are of
course working on other mind expanding capabilities. I’m sure we are too.”
“Could it be one of our corporations then?”
Curmett shrugged.
“Maybe, but it’s doubtful.
Believe it or not, we know more about what’s going on inside even the
most secure facilities than most people would realize. We have to know. Again, national security is at stake.”
“What do we do?” Blake asked.
Curmett shrugged.
“Just what we planned to do. We
each work on our own thesis, then we meet and come up with our combined
recommendation and present it to the president.”
“And where does that leave the kids?” Blake asked.
Curmett looked at him, then said, “In New York and
Philadelphia.”
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That night, Emily was getting ready for bed when she
heard the most frightening, horrendous sounds.
She rushed from her room and realized they were coming from Nancy’s room
across the hall. Inside, she saw Nancy
kneeling on her bed, growling and yelling like a raving monster, while she
pounded as hard as she could on her pillows with both fists. Afraid to even enter the room, she ran as
fast as she could for her parents’ room.
“Mom, Dad, come quick!
There’s something wrong with Nancy!”
Running quickly back to Nancy’s room, Mike and Wanda
looked in to see the raging, growling Nancy still attacking her pillow with
every bit of dire strength she had.
Mike put his arms out to keep his wife and older daughter
from coming into the room. “Nancy!” he
yelled. “What’s wrong?” He nearly died when he saw her turn her head
and look at him, her eyes…her entire face appeared to be raging. Instead of saying anything, she let out a
terrifying roar and went back to pounding the pillows on her bed.
“Stay back,” Mike said to Wanda and Emily. Slowly and carefully, he approached Nancy who
was still in such a rage. “Nancy!” he
said firmly, but calmly. “Nancy. Stop and at least tell me what’s going on.”
“I hate this!” Nancy screamed. “I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!”
“You hate what?” Mike asked, trying to take a step
closer.
Nancy looked over at him, the rage still in her eyes,
along with a wealth of tears. “I’m not a
little girl! I’m a guy! A big, strong, guy.”
“We know, Nancy,” Mike told her as calmly as
possible. “Can I sit on the bed with
you?”
Crying now, Nancy nodded and turned sideways. Carefully, Mike sat down beside her. He was aware of Wanda and Emily coming
closer, but not too close.
“What’s wrong?” Mike asked softly.
“I’m not a girl,” Nancy repeated. “I’m especially not a little girl. I don’t know how to be a girl, and I don’t
want to be. I just want to be me
again. Me. The real me.
A guy. That’s what I know. That’s all I know. But what am I supposed to do?”
“We don’t know,” Mike said. “None of us do. But we’re trying to be as understanding as we
can. None of us can even imagine what
you’ve got to be going through.”
Nancy nodded and wiped her running nose with her
hand. “It’s hard,” she admitted.
“I’m sure it must be,” Mike agreed softly.
“I had everything,” Nancy lamented. “Now I don’t.”
“Everything?” Mike asked.
“Everything! I had
a car. I had a girlfriend. I had money.
I had all the friends in the world.
Everyone at school not only liked me, they respected me because I was
such a good football player and so smart in all my classes. Everything!
Now…what have I got? Confusion,
weak muscles and…” She didn’t know how
to finish, then looked over toward the shelf and said, “Stuffed animals.”
“Nance,” Mike said.
“We’ve got money. We’re not poor
by any means. The rest is all things you
can get again.”
“Not the body I had.
Not all my friends.”
“Not those friends, no.
But other friends. New friends.”
“How? Everyone is
going to expect me to be a girl, and I’m not.”
“Not in your mind,” Mike told her. “But maybe with a bit of work, you can fix
that.”
“I don’t want to be a girl!” Nancy shouted and pounded
the bed next to her for emphasis.
“We know, but maybe you can work towards some kind of
happy medium or something.”
Nancy rolled her eyes and flopped backwards on the
bed. “It’s impossible,” she muttered.
“Who knows,” Mike replied. “I’m sure it’s going to take some effort on
your part, and probably some time.”
“A lot of time!” Nancy added.
“A lot of time,” Mike agreed. “But I have no doubt that with that time,
you’ll get there and hopefully, someday, be happy.”
“You’re talking like I’m going to be stuck this way
forever.”
It was a moment before Mike could answer. “Nancy, if we don’t find a cure… If we don’t figure out how it happened in the
first place, then we may have to face facts, you’re stuck with it. Which means that we’re stuck with it too.”
“You mean stuck with me.”
“Yes. You can say
that. But there’s no reason for you to
be so negative about it.”
“Ugh!” Nancy grunted angrily. A moment later she sat up next to him
again. “I really thought that hug thing
today would work, but all I did was to make a fool of myself.”
Mike was surprised to hear her say that. “Nancy, you came up with the first idea to
try to get you two back together that I’ve seen yet. And in my opinion, it was an absolutely great
idea. Who knew, maybe it might have
worked.”
“But it didn’t.”
“No. But still, it
was the first and only idea we’ve seen so far. That’s better than anyone else has thought
of.”
Nancy rolled her eyes again. “True!”
She flopped back on the bed again.
“What am I going to do?”
“We’re working on it Nance,” Mike told her. “I promise you, we’re working on it.”