Extracted
By Karen Singer
Chapter
19 – Friends and Lovers – Part 1 of 2
At breakfast the next morning, Wanda watched Nancy
carefully. To all appearances, Nancy
seemed to be her old…well, her new old self.
She certainly wasn’t the old Nancy by any stretch of the
imagination. Still, at least last
night’s tirade seemed to be behind her now.
In truth, Wanda wasn’t sure she could blame Nancy for it at all. How would she react under the same
circumstances? It took very little
thought to realize that Nancy might kill herself. She certainly hoped Nancy wasn’t thinking
along those lines.
She and her husband had spent a long time last night
discussing what they should do about Nancy.
Nancy’s tirade had made it very clear that something had to be done
soon. But what? As things stood right now, they would have to
remove her from school for a while. But
each of them had realized that removing her from school would also leave Nancy
as alone as she was now. They both felt
that her being so alone and bored all the time was doing nothing but
compounding her problems. How do you
help a young girl, who is in reality a seventeen year old boy?
“As I see it,” Mike had told his wife last night, “she’s
going to have no choice.”
Wanda shook her head.
“I know. No matter how we look at
it, it has to happen. It has to be that
way. We’ve just got to make her
understand that.”
“Not after the way she behaved tonight,” Mike told her.
“That makes it much more difficult,” Wanda admitted. “But still, it’s going to need to be done.”
“Is there any way we can just sneak her into it? Let her realize it herself?”
Wanda considered that.
“I don’t know. But I do know that
right now, talking to her about it might do nothing more than upset her more
than she already is.”
“Maybe it won’t,” Mike suggested.
“Maybe, but I doubt it,” Wanda replied. “You saw her tonight. You were the one who talked her down. Thanks for that by the way. You were…great.”
Mike shook his head.
“Maybe we should get some advice from someone else.”
“Like who?”
“How about her psychiatrist?”
“I guess I can call her and ask,” Wanda replied. “I can’t see where asking can hurt anything
at all.”
“Go for it,” Mike suggested.
Wanda realized what she already subconsciously knew. Her husband was leaving all the work and
responsibility to her. As usual.
Once the breakfast dishes had been cleaned and the girls
were upstairs straightening up their rooms, Wanda pulled out her cellphone and
called Doctor Montcliff. “Doctor,” she
said as soon as she got the woman on the line.
“I’m afraid that Nancy had a bit of a tirade last night. A bad one.”
“What happened?” Montcliff asked, fully concerned.
“She went into some kind of major rage and was screaming
her head off and pounding the pillows on her bed as hard as she could.”
“Did she hurt herself?”
“No.
Fortunately. But Mike and I both
realized that we’ve got to do something to help her. She feels like when she woke up as Nancy, she
lost everything in her life, and evidently it was a lot. Now, I think all the changes are eating her
alive. We’re wondering if you had any
suggestions.”
“None I can think of right now,” Montcliff told her. “We can discuss it when I see her again.”
“Yes, but what about until then?”
“It’s only going to be a few days,” Montcliff reminded
her. “I still want to keep seeing her as
often as possible, and after having a tirade like that, I’m sure it’s more
important than ever.”
“Mike and I decided we’re going to remove her from school
for now, but at the same time, we know that’s going to leave her more alone and
bored than ever. What do you think?”
“Right now, Nancy would never survive in school. She isn’t what she looks like, and how do you
think the other kids in school would react to her. Plus, her school knowledge is way above
them.”
“Yeah. So we pull
her out for sure,” Wanda agreed.
“At least for now,” Montcliff told her. “Later, when she’s had a chance to adjust
more, it might be a different situation.”
“Hopefully,” Wanda agreed, considering that. “What if…” she said, trying to think things
through.
“What?” Montcliff asked.
“Do you think Nancy might be able to get along if I bring
in just one of her old friends?”
“I don’t really know.
I think that would depend on the friend.
I’m sure she would have to know that Nancy isn’t exactly Nancy
anymore. Another thing she might need is
a lot of patience. In fact, maybe not so
much patience, but she may need to be stubborn.
Patience and stubborn both.
Otherwise, Nancy might chase her away.”
“Yeah,” Wanda said, considering all that. “I’ll think about it.”
“Good, and we can discuss it when you come here next.”
“Thanks,” Wanda told her.
She hung up the phone and spent the next little while considering
everything. She finally decided on two
courses of action to help her youngest daughter.
Her first phone call went to the local dance academy
where Nancy had been taking ballet lessons since she was six. “Hello, Sonya?” Wanda said once she got the
owner to answer. “This is Wanda
Stiller.”
“Wanda! I heard
about your daughter being kidnapped. My
husband and I were absolutely shocked.
And then you got her back. How is
she?”
“Not good,” Wanda admitted. “And that’s why I’m calling. I’d like to see if I can get your help.”
“Anything,” Sonya told her.
“Well, you haven’t heard the problem yet.”
“Problem?”
“Sonya, when we got Nancy back, she no longer remembered
anything at all about her life.
Nothing. Not us. Not her friends. Not even herself. She didn’t know who she is, and she still
doesn’t. And she absolutely doesn’t act
like herself either.”
“Oh my! What do
the doctors say?”
“That it looks like it may be permanent. Whatever happened to her while she was gone
simply left her as a totally blank slate.
I think we’re lucky to have what we do.”
“Wanda, I’m so sorry.
That’s horrible! I can’t even
imagine it. What are you doing about
it?”
“A couple of things to start,” Wanda told her. “And you’re the first.”
“Me?”
“Yes. Sonya, you
know how much Nancy loved ballet.”
“She certainly did,” Sonya agreed.
“Right now, Nancy doesn’t know a thing about it anymore
and couldn’t care less about it. What I
want to know is if you’ll agree to give her some private lessons.”
“In ballet?
Sure. Why not. Maybe it will jog her memory a bit.”
“I seriously doubt it,” Wanda told her. “Sonya, please know that it looks like none
of her memories are going to come back at all, even though it’s our greatest
wish.”
“Okay,” Sonya said.
“Let me check my schedule. I know
how busy you and your family are.”
“Wait Sonya,” Wanda told her quicky. “There’s a few other conditions to this.”
“Conditions?” Sonya said hesitantly.
“Yes. It’s very
important for my husband that nothing of what happened to Nancy gets out. Or at least, as little as possible. Because of that, would you be willing to come
here to the house to work with her?”
Sonya considered that.
“I guess I can try,” she agreed hesitantly. “Whether or not we continue may depend on how
it goes.”
“That’s fair,” Wanda agreed. “Right now, Nancy is doing nothing at all but
sitting around and moping, feeling sorry for herself.”
“Wanda, dance could very well help her. But have you considered perhaps other forms
of dance besides ballet?”
“I never thought of it,” Wanda replied.
“Tell you what.
Let’s set up a time for me to get there and let me work with her for a
bit. I don’t know if I can help her, but
at the least we can maybe give her something to occupy her blank mind for a
bit.”
“Good enough,” Wanda told her. “When do you think you can come?”
Sonya checked her calendar. “Um…if you like, I can come tomorrow right
after lunch. Will that work for you?”
“Perfect!” Wanda told her. “Thanks Sonya. I appreciate it.” She ended the call and considered
things. Now all she had to do was give
the bad news to Nancy. Nancy wasn’t
going to like it, but it was for her own good.
But first, she had one more call to make.
She punched the buttons on her phone to connect the
call. This one to a woman she knew
well. Since the woman’s daughter had
been to the house any number of times, and Nancy had been to her house, Wanda
looked at the girl as being one of Nancy’s best friends. Consequently, she knew Rhonda, the girl’s
mother, fairly well. She heard the phone
ringing.
“Hello?”
“Rhonda. It’s
Wanda.”
“Wanda! Oh
gee! I’ve been afraid to call since we
heard that Nancy had been kidnapped. But
we heard she’s back now. Is she okay?”
“Not exactly.”
“Oh no. What
happened?”
“Rhonda. I hate to say it, but Nancy lost her memory
during that abduction. And I mean all
her memory. And the doctors think it’s
probably going to be permanent.”
“Permanent! Oh
Wanda! I don’t know what to say except,
that’s beyond horrible.”
As she had explained to Sonya, Wanda told her that right
now, Nancy didn’t remember anything about her life, or her friends, or even
herself. She didn’t even act like
herself.
“Oh Wanda! That’s
so severe! Totally! How did it happen?”
“We don’t know for sure, but we think it had to do with
whatever drugs they gave her while she was gone. We simply don’t know for sure.”
“What are you doing about it?”
“Right now?
Calling you to see if you and maybe Chrissy can give me a bit of help.”
“Chrissy?”
“She’s one of Nancy’s few friends. She’s been here to the house and Nancy’s been
to your house. I just need to know if
Chrissy would be willing to just try talking to Nancy and maybe try to keep her
company. But Rhonda, Chrissy would have
to realize that Nancy isn’t going to be herself. She won’t even act like herself. And she certainly won’t remember who she
is. But if she can just be a bit of
company to Nancy for even a little while, it may be a good thing. At this point, we just need to know if she’s
going to be able to be around other girls her age.”
“If she’s going to be able?” Rhonda asked with some
concern. “Wanda, school starts in a few
weeks.”
“Nancy won’t be going to school. We know that for a fact. But right now, we just want to know how she’s
going to be around other kids. Rhonda,
right now Nancy is so depressed and lost because she doesn’t know anything that
I don’t know where to begin helping her.
I’m just hoping that maybe someone more her age can bring a little
interest into her life for just a few minutes.”
“Wanda, right now,
I’m really not sure. Please, let me
think about it and call you back. Okay?”
“That’s all I can ask Rhonda,” Wanda told her. “And Rhonda.
Either way. Thanks.”
“Sure. Talk to you
later.”
Wanda hung up the phone.
Well, that hadn’t gone as well as she had hoped.
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Lunch was over and with nothing better to do, Nancy went
back to her room and sat on the floor with her back against the bed. Her head was pretty much blank since she was
trying her best to temporarily block out the memories of everything that she
used to be and that were now gone.
Basically, her entire life. Had
she really died and wound up in this body?
In her opinion, she’d much rather have stayed dead. Why hadn’t she? She didn’t know and didn’t care. She just wanted it all to end.
“Nance,” a soft voice came from the doorway to her
bedroom.
Nancy looked up and got a bit of a shock. There was a girl standing there. A girl about her own age. She looked at the girl curiously, but said
nothing, still trying to figure out why she was there.
“Nancy? Do you
remember me?” the girl asked.
“Sorry,” Nancy said, not really caring. “Not a clue.”
The girl nodded.
“They said you wouldn’t remember.
Can I come in?”
Nancy shrugged.
“Why not?”
The girl came in and sat cross-legged on the floor in
front of her. “Hi,” she said
brightly. “I’m Chrissy. Your best friend.” She stuck her hand out for Nancy to shake.
Best friend?
Nobody had mentioned Chrissy to her yet.
Still, Nancy reached out tentatively and shook her hand. “They say I’m Nancy,” she replied.
“Yeah, you are.”
Nancy knew right away that she couldn’t let this girl
know anything at all about her being Stephen.
She was also going to have to be very careful about everything she
said. “I don’t remember being Nancy, or
even who she is,” Nancy said to her.
“Sorry.”
“Yeah,” Chrissy replied.
“I don’t know what that must be like.”
“Not fun,” Nancy told her.
“I’m sure,” Chrissy replied. “What are you doing?”
“Before you came?
A lot of nothing. That’s all I
ever do is a lot of nothing, because I don’t know anything. I’m not even interested in anything.”
“How can you not be interested in anything?”
Nancy shrugged. “I
don’t know. I guess I’m not interested
because I don’t understand things.”
Chrissy wasn’t sure what that meant. “I just thought that maybe you might want to
talk…like we always do.”
“I don’t know what we always do.”
“Yeah. I forgot.”
“It’s not that I don’t want to talk,” Nancy
explained. “It’s just…what can we talk
about? That’s the problem.”
Chrissy realized that.
“Yeah. Believe it or not, that
makes sense.”
“So who are you?” Nancy asked.
“Me?”
“Well, I can’t tell you about me.”
Chrissy giggled.
“Yeah. I guess not.”
“You said you’re my best friend. I wish I could remember.”
“Nance! I used to
come to your house a lot. And you came
to mine.”
“I did?”
“Yeah. Of course.”
“We didn’t go anywhere else?”
“We went shopping with some of the other girls once,”
Chrissy told her. “But mostly, we see
each other at school and that’s it.”
“At school.”
“Yeah.
Uh…Nancy. Are you going to
school? It starts soon.”
“I don’t know.
When I think about school, I can’t even picture it. I get a sense of a bunch of kids, but that’s
it. What do you do at school?”
“Learn stuff of course.”
“Learn stuff?
Like…”
“But mostly, I guess we hang out and talk.”
“Hang out?”
“Yeah. You know,
get together with the kids you know.”
“I don’t know anybody, except you now.”
Chrissy leaned forward mischievously. “Not even Wyatt?”
“Who’s Wyatt?” Nancy asked.
“Who’s Wyatt?” Chrissy exclaimed as if she was in
disbelief. “Nance! You’ve got a huge crush on him.”
“I’ve got a crush on Wyatt?” Nancy exclaimed. “But who is he?”
“The boy you’re absolutely in love with, dummy!” Chrissy
said as she started giggling.
Nancy couldn’t picture that. She also couldn’t help herself. With Chrissy giggling in front of her, she
herself started to laugh.
“Everything okay in here?”
Nancy and Chrissy looked up to see Emily standing in the
doorway. “We’re fine,” Nancy replied
with a wave of her hand.
“Chrissy?” Emily asked the other girl in the room.
“I’m good,” Chrissy told her.
“Okay,” Emily said, unable to believe that Chrissy was
even there. “I’m just going to go check
in with my mother.”
“She’s in the kitchen with my mom, drinking coffee,”
Chrissy told her. “I’m only supposed to
stay for a couple of minutes to see how it goes.”
“Okay,” Emily told her.
“I’ll just…go check.” She left,
heading toward the stairs. As Chrissy
had told her, she found her mother and Chrissy’s mother in the kitchen drinking
coffee. “Uh…Mom?”
“Yes dear?” Wanda replied.
“Chrissy is up with Nancy.”
“Are there any problems?” Rhonda asked, immediately
concerned. She started to get up. “Maybe I better get her.”
“They’re fine,” Emily told her. “But…”
“But what?” Rhonda said, on her feet now, ready to rush
up the stairs.
Emily ignored her and turned to her mother. “Mom, you won’t believe it.”
“What?” Wanda asked.
“I just heard Nancy laugh. It was real short, but she and Chrissy were
laughing.”
“Thank God!” Wanda breathed a sigh of relief. “Maybe miracles do happen.” She turned to Rhonda who was still ready to
rush upstairs. “Another cup of
coffee? Maybe we can leave them for a
few more minutes.”
Rhonda considered that, then sat back down. “Sure,” she said. “Why not.”
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