Elinor
By
Karen Singer
Chapter 4
Stan pointed toward the open doorway. “Your room.”
He pointed at the open doorway directly across from it. “My room, so I can be close and keep an eye
on you all the time.”
“What?” I mockingly joked. “You don’t sleep with me too?”
“Not with you I don’t! At least, not if I don’t have to. Don’t make me have to.”
I said nothing and walked into my room…rooms, because I
soon realized there were a few of them.
I looked around my entire living room full of comfortable furniture,
including two couches across from each other.
A bit of walking soon led me to a small office off the living room. I was surprised to see a desk with no
computer there. Not even an ancient
one. I found a small kitchenette tucked
away in another area, and then my bedroom.
I went inside. The entire bedroom
appeared to be larger than my upstairs apartment over top of my store. Like the rest of the suite, it was decorated
with a definite feminine flair. I found
the bathroom and marveled at how huge the thing was.
There was an entire wall of the bedroom that consisted of
alternating doors and mirrors with the two side mirrors angled inwards. I was shocked to discover that all three
full-length mirrors were mounted on still more doors. I opened one and found a walk-in closet
filled with clothes. A few doors later,
I realized that every door led to a separate walk-in closet. The old Elinor had a lot of clothes!
I was surprised when someone knocked on my outer
door. I hurried to open it and found a
woman standing there in a maid’s uniform.
“Elinor?” the woman asked hesitantly.
“So they tell me,” I replied.
“I’m Nichole, one of the maids here in the house. I usually take care of your room and…well,
all the rooms upstairs here.”
“Oh. Okay,” I
replied.
“Mr. Stan called me and asked me to help you…um…find
something you can wear to dinner tonight.
But…look. I like my job and I’ll
do almost anything for you, but something like this isn’t really my place.”
I shook my head.
“Nothing I’ve done all day is my place,” I told her. “But somehow, I seem to be stuck with it all,
and most of it is weirder than anything I’ve ever imagined. So, if you can help me with anything at all,
I’d really appreciate it.”
Nichole nodded. I
stepped back and she followed me into the suite. “Just so you know,” she said, “when you leave
your room every day, just leave your door open.
That tells me I can get in here and clean. If you have any clothes you need cleaned,
just leave them in a pile next to your door.
I’ll have them taken care of and brought back to you later. Everything else, towels, sheets and stuff,
just leave them wherever they are.
That’s my job to handle. Okay?”
“Sure,” I told her.
“But just so you know, I don’t know how long I’m going to last
here. Probably not long. Stan across the hall there can’t wait to
shoot me, and he hasn’t figured out yet why Mr. Germo hasn’t done it himself
already. But, here I am, and it’s the
weirdest place on earth.”
“I don’t know anything about that,” Nichole told me. “Mr. Stan just asked me to try and help you
tonight.”
“Yeah, I get it.
Thanks. And trust me, I’ll thank
Stan myself later.”
In the bedroom, Nichole opened several closet doors,
obviously being familiar with what was in them.
Then she turned to look at me.
“Where do we start?” she said as she shook her head. “What was Mr. Germo thinking?”
“Don’t ask me,” I replied. “I just want to stay alive.” The look Nichole gave me told me that she
thought I was joking.
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I sat in my personal living room and gripped the arms of
the padded chair tightly. I couldn’t
seem to let go. Not that I even realized
I was gripping so tightly. The knot in my
stomach was simply that bad. The dress
that covered my body was long and surprisingly comfortable…for it being a
dress. It was all red background with
large white flowers. The sleeves were
short and the neckline was some kind of wide elastic thing that just barely
covered the bra straps that Nichole had insisted I should wear and stuff with
panties from my new drawers. The white
belt around my waist was pulled so tight I could barely breathe, but between me
and Nichole, we had managed to actually buckle the thing. I was also wearing a necklace and a bracelet,
and makeup that Nichole had helped me with, although she had flat out told me
that if I ever needed any again, she wouldn’t help at all. It wasn’t her job. On my feet, I wore…nothing. My feet were bare since none of the old
Elinor’s shoes would fit. With Nichole’s
help, it was the best we could manage.
When my new cellphone suddenly rang, I grabbed it from
the nearby end table. “Hello?” I said
tentatively.
“Elinor,” the voice came back. “The Bolton’s just arrived. They’ll be there shortly.”
The knot in my stomach grew worse. “Okay,” I replied. “Thanks.
Um…do I…I mean did the previous me call you every night with what’s
going on tomorrow?”
“Sometimes us here at the gate, but usually you work with
Gonzalez,” the voice replied. “But you
usually call later than this.”
“Good,” I told him.
Then I’ll call…someone…later.” I
wanted to add that I would call if I was still alive, which I wasn’t expecting
to be. Especially not with the way I was
currently dressed. I ended the call.
Now what? I was
guessing that I should let Germo know that his friends had arrived. I found Germo’s number in the cellphone and
my call was soon answered. “Mr. Germo,”
I said. “The Bolten family just
arrived. They should be here shortly.”
“Excellent!” Germo replied. “Thank you Elinor. See you soon.” With that, he ended the call.
I kept the phone in my lap for a moment. It sounded like calling Germo as I had just
done had been the right thing to do. Now
I just needed to find the courage to go down to dinner…or go across the hall
and simply ask Stan to finally shoot me, which I was starting to think would be
the better option.
I took a big breath, then forced myself to my feet. I grabbed the date planner and my cellphone
and forced my feet to take me to the door.
I opened it and went a few feet further to the door directly across the
hall. I knocked. The door was opened quickly, and I was
surprised to see that Stan was now wearing a very nice suit. Much nicer than the suit he had worn all
day. “Nice suit,” I told him.
“Thanks,” Stan replied with a smile. “Mr. Germo has them custom made for us once
in a while.”
“I’m just glad you’ll be joining us for dinner,” I told
him.
Stan shook his head.
“Not the way you expect. Mateo
and I will be around, but not at dinner.
That’s not our job.”
“No. Your job is
to shoot me if I step out of line.”
“Exactly. Among
other things.”
“By the way.
Thanks for sending Nichole.”
“I thought you might need her. It seems she was of some help.”
“More than you know, even though…” I stuck out my bare foot from under the long
dress. “No shoes. Nichole finally suggested I go barefoot.”
“You’ll do,” Stan said.
“But next time, you might want to shave your legs first. The hair on them looks strange.”
“Stranger than me?”
“It doesn’t help,” Stan replied as he turned and headed
further into his suite. “I take it
Bolten is here?”
“Yeah. They should
be arriving at the house soon, or they’re already here. Which I guess means we, or at least I need to
get down there.”
“No rush,” Stan told him.
“The Boltens are very close friends.
Actually family. Rosita, that’s
Mrs. Bolten, was Mrs. Germo’s sister.
“I haven’t met Mrs. Germo yet,” I told him.
“And you won’t.
She died a few years ago. A
riding accident.”
“Any other family I should know about?” I asked.
“Just Michael and John.
Mr. Germo’s two sons. But they’re
not around. “Michael lives in Mexico
with his family and John handles business further down in New Mexico, near the
border. If you’re still around, you’ll
meet them eventually.” He grabbed a
bottle and poured himself a drink, then held the bottle out toward me. “Drink?
Mr. Germo asked me to delay you a minute or two so he could warn our
guests about you.”
“Sure,” I replied.
“At this point, I need all the courage I can get.”
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With bare feet, I held the stairway railing firmly as I
managed to make my way downstairs with Stan at my side. I looked down at the steps so I wouldn’t
fall, but I was having trouble seeing those steps because my long skirt was in
the way. Halfway down the stairs I saw
Mr. Germo seated with what must have been the Bolten family, a man, a woman,
and a teenage girl. I wanted to turn and
go back up to my room, but with Stan still at my side I forced myself to
continue on.
“Oooohhhh…” I heard the girl suddenly say as she caught
sight of me and stood up.
At the bottom of the stairs, Stan suddenly left me and I
was forced to walk alone towards the people who were all staring at me,
including the girl who I could see was laughing.
As I approached, I saw the woman stand up to face
me. As I got closer, the woman moved
away from the seats and straight to me.
I was shocked when she gave me a hug.
“I guess it’s Elinor?” she asked.
“Evidently,” I replied.
“Well, I’m Rosita.
Enrique’s sister-in-law. She
pointed at her husband. “That’s Ricardo,
my husband, and this is Pamela, our daughter.”
“Um…hi,” I said to them all. The girl had finally stopped laughing, but
there was no doubt about the amused look on her face.
“Come, sit dear,” Rosita said as she pulled me toward the
seats.
I noticed Germo motioning toward the place on the couch
right next to him. I sat nervously.
“Tell us a bit about you,” Rosita said.
“Well, my name is actually…”
“Pfft!” Germo suddenly spat, cutting me off.
I got the point and started again. “Well, I guess, or rather I hope it’s okay to
tell you that I’m a computer guy…or person.
I have…or I guess now I had a computer store in Albuquerque that
I just opened last week. Before that, I
was a systems specialist in Chicago.”
“Chicago!” Rodrigo exclaimed.
Pamela’s head perked up.
“I’d love to see Chicago! What’s
it like?”
“Miserable,” I told her.
I didn’t add that if I were back there right now, I’d stay and never
leave, despite my other reasons for wanting to be away from there. “It’s cold and wet and windy. All the time!
Worst weather on the planet.”
“Who cares?” Pamela replied. “I just want to go. It’s a big city. Huge!
I can only imagine the shopping there.”
“Yeah well,” I said.
“There’s plenty of that. And
people, and cars, and…the whole place is a big, dirty, smelly mess.”
“Sounds like heaven,” Pamela replied.
“Mr. Germo,” a woman’s voice caught our attention. “Dinner is ready.”
I looked to see another maid who had announced dinner.
“Thank you, Francine,” Germo told her.
Everyone automatically got up and started moving. I followed behind them all. In the dining room, I watched as they each
seemed to head for seats that I was sure they usually sat in. I noticed Germo automatically sat at the head
of the table. Then I noticed him nodding
his head toward one of the seats that was right next to him and that I quickly
realized was where everyone expected me to sit.
“I couldn’t believe it when Enrique told us the bad news
about Elinor,” Rosita said to me. “I
mean, especially since it’s no secret that she pretty much runs everything
around here. And then when he told me
that a replacement had already been found, I was absolutely floored. But not nearly as surprised when he told
us…or I guess I should say he warned us about you.”
I looked over at Germo.
“Thanks. That was a good idea.”
He nodded then said.
“My decision was made because she seems to have certain…abilities. Abilities that I need right away.”
“What do
you mean?” Ricardo asked.
“Ah!”
Germo said as a gleam came to his eyes.
“Not only does she seem to be able to handle my schedule, but this
afternoon…” He shook his head. “She was rather amazing! Stupid, but amazing none the less.”
“But even
still Enrique,” Rosita said, jumping in before Germo could explain further. “He’s a man!
And you want him to wear dresses and become Elinor? That’s just absurd!”
I was
starting to like Rosita…a lot! Maybe she
could talk some sense into this guy.
“Yes,”
Germo admitted. “Unfortunately, that’s
true. It seems our new Elinor is
regrettably a man underneath.”
“Then why
are you calling him Elinor?” Rosita asked.
“Why are you making him be…this?”
Yeah, I
was really starting to like her.
“Because
that’s what I want! So that’s what I’m
going to have! Besides, the way the last
Elinor died, there is still some confusion as to whether this…person is
responsible for her death or not. In one
way, yes, he is absolutely responsible!
But there are evidently things that say her death was due to other
reasons. So because of the questions,
and because of the apparent abilities he seems to have, I decided to use him
where I need help the most. Elinor.”
“But
Enrique!” Rosita tried again. “Forcing
him to try and dress like a woman is crazy!”
Germo
leaned forward and spoke a bit less forcefully.
“My dear Rosita. Elinor has been
my assistant for the last forty-one years.
My personal assistant has always been Elinor, and everyone expects
my assistant to be Elinor. In forty-one
years, as you know, the last Elinor was the third one I’ve had. The first one lasted twenty-four years before
she died. The second one not quite as
long, and the last one, I fear just six years.
Now, I guess this one is technically Elinor the fourth. But just Elinor is all anyone needs to
know. I certainly don’t intend on
calling her anything else. I am simply
used to having a woman as my personal assistant, and that woman has always been
Elinor.”
Rosita
looked at him with disbelief.
“So as
long as he remains useful, capable of handling the position of Elinor in my
household,” Germo continued, “then he can stay.
Otherwise…” he shrugged his shoulders.
“You mean
you’ll shoot him,” Pamela said.
“Pam!”
Rosita admonished.
“What?”
Pam replied. “Mom, I’m not a baby! Besides, I think the whole thing is
hilarious.”
Yeah, I
was thinking I liked Rosita, but I wasn’t too sure now about her daughter.
“What does he think about having to be Elinor?”
Rosita asked.
Germo leaned forward again. “Rosita, it doesn’t matter to me what he
thinks. All that matters is what he
does! And so far?” He shrugged.
“She seems to be handling what few matters have come her way
quite well.”
“So you’re moving someone from the outside, a complete
unknown, into the most powerful position in your organization?” Ricardo asked.
Enrique nodded, then sighed. “So it seems.”
“What happened earlier?” Ricardo asked. “You said he has skills. Abilities.”
“Ah!” Enrique replied, brightening. “You should have seen her! She was magnificent! We had a meeting. New buyers.
In fact, it was the Johnson group you and I talked about. But Johnson decided to get uppity in a major
unfortunate way. You know how these
things sometimes happen. But Elinor
suddenly stepped in and started giving orders like a drill sergeant! You should have seen her! Everyone soon dropped their guns while she
let out some kind of made-up spiel about us being connected with the Columbian
cartels and that we were networked from California to Florida. Although she also made up something about
Florida not being up and running yet which only seemed to sell the lie more
firmly. Let me tell you, she was
magnificent! Trust me, Johnson fell
right in line after that and agreed to pretty much anything we wanted.”
“She…I mean he did that?” Rosita asked.
“Believe it or not, it is the gospel truth!” Enrique told
them.
Rosita shook her head.
“I just don’t know what to make of it all.” She turned to me. “My dear, I simply don’t know what to tell
you, other than you have my sympathy…and my well wishes.”
The conversation was interrupted as several maids began
delivering the dinner dishes. All during
dinner, I expected to get asked questions I didn’t know how I could possibly
answer, but the few questions they did ask me were simply light and
polite. Nothing personal.
As soon as we were finished eating though and it appeared
we were all doing nothing but sitting and talking, Germo turned to me. “Elinor,” he said. “I know you’ve got work you need to tend to
as usual before tomorrow. I’ll call you
when I’ve retired for the evening. We’ll
meet then in my room for a few minutes…as usual.”
As usual. Germo
had used that term as if it was important.
As usual. Nothing about my life
was usual. I nodded and said, “Thanks,”
glad for a chance to get out of there. I
got up from the table and addressed everyone else. “Goodnight,” I wished them politely. “It was nice meeting you all.”
“You too,” Rosita replied. “I look forward to getting together with you
soon and hearing more about you.”
I nodded.
“Thanks,” I replied.
“Me too!” Pamela said with a giggle.
I nodded towards her and made my way toward the
stairs. Stan joined me out of nowhere
the moment I got out of the dining room.
“How was dinner?” he asked.
“Like the rest of my day, weird! But also nice. The food was certainly good. I just don’t like the fact that I had to be
there wearing a dress.”
Stan let out a small chuckle. “My guess is that Elinor is, or has always
been a woman, which means that everyone is going to expect Elinor to be a
woman. End of story.”
“Maybe for you, but not for me. And Germo told Rosita something like that
earlier.”
“As I said, end of story for you. You just haven’t fully realized that yet.”
Once back in my suite, I found the number in my new
cellphone for Gonzolez, whoever he was.
I called it and learned that he was the chief of security for the
place. I then went over tomorrow’s
schedule with him. After that, I did
nothing more than sit and wait, knowing that eventually, probably quite late,
Germo would be calling me for a meeting.
The call didn’t come until nearly eleven o’clock. I left my suite and saw that the door to
Stan’s room was open and Stan was inside.
Stan only nodded towards me. I
turned and headed back up the short hallway and into the central area at the
top of the stairs. Mateo was there
waiting for me. He escorted me to
Germo’s suite, which like my suite was located along the entire front side of
the house on that end.
Germo was sitting with a drink when I went inside. “Ah, Elinor.
Did you enjoy dinner tonight?"
“It was better than I expected,” I admitted. “The food was certainly good.”
“Good!” Germo replied and motioned toward a seat, then
waited until I was sitting. “I think
Rosita may be more than a bit curious about you,”
“Yeah. I could see
that,” I answered.
“She had an excellent suggestion for you too.”
“Oh?”
“Yes. She seems to
think that we should hire a professional fashion consultant to help your
image.”
“A fashion consultant?”
“Yes. And I think
it’s a good idea. I’m going to need you
to look into finding one tomorrow. And
as my dear sister-in-law suggested, I guess I should probably consult with her
first, before she meets you.”
“Um…okay,” I replied as I opened the date planner I had
brought with me and made a note. I
noticed that Germo seemed to be pleased to see me doing that.
“I’m sure you have a lot of questions about things,”
Germo told me. “Some of them are easy
for me to tell you, others are, well, I think you’re going to have to figure
them out for yourself. Things like that
are part of your job. But then, as I’ve
noticed a number of times already, you seem to have an instinctive ability to
figure things out.”
“Thanks. I think,”
I told him. “I won’t lie to you. I’d like nothing better than to go back to my
store right now where I live and forget about all of this.”
“But that’s just it,” Germo said. “You can’t go back. Hasn’t Stan explained to you yet that you are
dead? The only question now is, how much
more of you would you like to be dead, along with your old life?”
I stared at him for a moment, taking in yet another
threat that was in reality on top of so many previous ones. “As you just said,” I finally replied. “Right now, I’m figuring out that I need to
do everything possible just to stay alive.”
He nodded approvingly.
“And that’s the way it needs to be,” he told me. “Now, what is on the schedule for tomorrow?”
I didn’t even need to look at the schedule. There were very few things. Things I had memorized from looking at it so
many times. “Not much,” I told my new
boss. “You have an appointment with
someone named Tom at ten thirty tomorrow morning, but I don’t know who that is
or where it will take place.”
“Thomas is my chief accountant for the hacienda and horse
business. And this time we’ll meet him
at his office in Albuquerque. He’s going
to have to know about you anyway.
Especially since you’ve been…I mean the former you has been having an
affair with him for the last few years.
An affair I approved of very much.”
He laughed. “Your affair was
almost as if I was fucking the man myself.”
He shook his head. “Poor Thomas
is going to be so upset. I believe he
really loved you.”
I was a bit horrified to hear that, but I continued. “After that, you’ve got a meeting with
someone named Gerard.”
Germo nodded.
“Good! Gerard is my tailor. Some of my suits are getting a bit
tight. Evidently, I don’t get as much
exercise as I should.”
“The only other thing on the schedule says John. Is that the John that Stan told me is your
youngest son?”
“Yes. John is
coming up tomorrow afternoon for a visit.
He’ll have dinner with us and possibly stay a day or two. He’s going to need to meet you too, and so
will Michael. But that will have to wait
for another day. If things continue to
go well, I’ll take you down to Mexico to meet his family.”
“Mexico! I don’t
have a passport.”
“Don’t worry. You
won’t need one.”
I wasn’t sure I wanted to know why I wouldn’t need a
passport. “Just so you know, I’ve
already coordinated with Gonzalez about tomorrow. He told me that your car will be ready
tomorrow when you need it.”
“Good!” Germo exclaimed.
“So tomorrow you’ll of course accompany me to Albuquerque to meet
Thomas, and then you can help me pick out some new suits. Now, something else for your schedule
tomorrow. We need to bury my poor last
Elinor. Mateo arranged for it to be done
late tomorrow afternoon. Fortunately for
you, I would prefer that you not be there. Not for that.
Instead, after John gets here, you can have the day to handle whatever
business you need to tend to. Just don’t
forget the fashion consultant, and also let Hector know you need riding
lessons. I’m hoping that in a day or two
you’ll be able to accompany me when I ride.
That is very important. I often
get my best ideas while I’m on a horse.”
He nodded at me then.
“Goodnight Elinor. I’ll see you
tomorrow. Oh, and wear something
appropriate tomorrow. Remember. Everyone will be expecting Elinor to be a
woman. And like it or not, you are now
Elinor.”