The Last Jeskey
By
Karen Singer
Chapter 35
(Day 7 – Wednesday to Day
8 – Thursday)
Freaky
I was home again.
Finally. And it felt like such a
relief. And more than that, Shantel and
Lisa were here with me. I was so
happy! It all felt really strange when Natalie,
Pamela, and the cop left. Lisa, Shantel,
and me were alone in the house. It
struck me that I had never been alone in this house with other women
before. It was…nice.
“What can I do for you?” I asked them. “Do you need anything?” I was used to taking care of the guys. What else would I do?
“I’m fine, Honey Pie,” Shantel told me. “There’s no TV or anything, so I guess we
just…relax for a bit. Then I guess, bed.” She chuckled.
“Nobody tellin’ us when to go to bed here, and when to get up again.”
“We can sleep in tomorrow,” Lisa noted.
“Right!” Shantel agreed as she plopped herself down in a
chair.
Lisa took the couch, and we all sat and looked at each other
in silence for a moment, then Shantel began to sing. I loved it, and so did Lisa. But Shantel didn’t sing long before she
suddenly stopped.
“You ain’t got a guitar here, do you?” Shantel asked me.
“A…what’s a…”
“Guitar Honey Pie, and I can see that you don’t, so don’t
worry about it. If’n you don’t mind, I
can sing just fine without it.”
“Mind?” I asked.
“Go for it,” Lisa told her as she stretched out on the
couch. “Sing me to sleep.”
“Oh Honey,” Shantel said.
“Close those pretty eyes of yours.
Have I got a song for you.”
She sang for a long time, and we listened. Why would anyone rather watch one of those TV
things instead of listening to this? I
just didn’t get it. Like I didn’t get
most things outside of this house. But
here, it all made sense.
Until it was bedtime.
“Freaky,” Lisa said.
“Don’t sleep on the floor. You
don’t need to do that anymore.”
“But I’m a good girl!” I insisted. “Girls sleep on the floor!”
“No they don’t! Now
there’s two beds in some of those rooms.
If you want, you can sleep with me.”
“No! This is where I
usually sleep. Here, by the backdoor.”
“But it’s on the floor.
And there are bedrooms and beds available that were made to be slept in. Just…try it. For me?”
“No!” I insisted.
“I’m a good girl, and I’m going to stay a good girl. This is where I belong, here in this house. And I sleep here on the floor.”
Lisa gave up. “Okay,”
she said. “We’ll be in one of those
bedrooms together. See you in the
morning.”
I felt better. This
was where I belonged. This was what I
understood. It felt…comforting.
I think I slept better than any night since they took me
away from here.
As always, I was up bright and early. The only problem was, I didn’t have any of
the guys there to take care of…unless maybe Gary came home. I silently made my way through the house. I didn’t see Gary in the living room. I checked all three bedrooms. No Gary, but Shantel and Lisa were sleeping
in Ben and Steve’s beds in one of the rooms together.
I went back to the kitchen where I belonged. There wasn’t much food left in the
house. Bo, or one of the guys was going
to have to go shopping for some soon.
Except, the only guy left to do any shopping was Gary, and I didn’t know
when he was going to come back. But I
had heard Natalie and some of the others talking about shopping last
night. So maybe they would bring some
food for us.
In the meantime, I tried to figure out what I was going to
give them for breakfast when they woke up.
No eggs or anything like that. As
far as I could see, they were down to cereal and that was all. And more than likely, there wasn’t going to
be enough for me. But that was the way
things were supposed to be.
My eye caught the dog food bowl still on the floor. What was supposed to be was that I was
supposed to still be eating nothing but dog food until they told me I could
stop. With a sigh, I pulled out the bag
of dry dog food and poured some of it into my bowl. I soon found myself on my hands and knees,
lowering my face into that bowl. The dry
dog food pellets lasted nearly forever.
So did their taste in my mouth. I
remembered that hamburger that they had bought me at that weird place last
night. I couldn’t believe how good it
had tasted. How did they do that? The hamburgers I made for the guys never
tasted like that. Inevitably though, I
bent my head down again into the bowl and took another mouthful. Breakfast.
I was home.
It was a long time before Shantel and Lisa got up, which
gave me plenty of time to clean the kitchen again and visit my pee hole out
behind the shed. I was a good girl, and
I was going to stay a good girl, no matter what anyone else said.
I saw Lisa come out first, but she headed straight into the
bathroom. I didn’t expect her to go
anywhere else. It seemed like none of
the women I had met since I had left here even knew what a proper pee hole was. They probably wouldn’t even know how to use
it.
Lisa wasn’t in the bathroom long, and when she came out, she
came over to me in the kitchen. “Good
morning Freaky,” she said nicely. She
pulled out a chair at the table and sat down.
As she was sitting, I heard Shantel going into the bathroom. “Did you sleep okay?” Lisa asked.
I wasn’t sure I understood the question. Of course I had slept okay. I dredged up an answer. “Yes.”
“Good. I hate seeing
you trying to sleep on the floor.”
“I like it.”
“Well, I don’t like seeing you do it,” she told me. “Got any coffee?”
“Coffee?” I said. “Natalie
had a machine that made coffee. I tried
some when I visited with her, but I couldn't believe how bad it tasted. Why would you want some of that?”
“So I’m guessing, no coffee,” she said.
“No. Of course not.”
She suddenly sat up straight and looked surprised. “You had all those grown men living here, but
there’s no coffee?”
“No. Why would there
be?”
“Because men usually drink coffee. Most women too. What did they drink then?”
“Beer, of course.”
“What else? They had
to drink something else.”
“No. Just beer.”
“What about soda?”
“That was that stuff I drank at that weird place last night
where I had that hamburger.”
“Yeah. And you said
you’d never had any before. So I guess
no soda then. Milk? Tea?
Anything?”
“No. Just beer.”
She shook her head.
“What do you drink all the time, beer too?”
“No. Just water. I’m a girl.
Beer is for the men.”
“Figures,” she said disgustedly.
“Morning everyone,” Shantel called as she walked from the
bathroom to the table. She stopped at
the table but didn’t sit down. “I don’t
smell any coffee,” she noted. “Is there
any?”
“Don’t bother asking,” Lisa told her. “There’s none, and nothing else either. It seems the only thing Freaky’s uncles drank
was beer. All the time!”
“Oh. I’ve known a few
men who seemed to be that way,” Shantel replied. “We got anything at all for breakfast, or are
we skipping that today. I know the
cupboard is pretty bare.”
“We have cereal,” I told them.
“Perfect!” Shantel said as she went around me to the
cabinets. “Where?”
“I opened a cabinet for her and pulled the box out. I found bowls and spoons for her and Lisa.”
“You’re not eating?” Lisa asked me.
“I ate already,” I told her.
“I was up early.”
Lisa nodded, then got up and opened the refrigerator. “No milk either?” she asked.
“Milk? No. Bo only gets me milk when there’s something
he wants me to cook that needs it.”
“How about for the cereal?” Shantel asked. “You gotta have milk for that.”
“You do? They never
use it.”
“Then what do they use?” Lisa asked, then quickly shook her
head.
“Beer!” Shantel said.
“I guess we’re eating it dry.”
While they spooned dry cereal into their mouths, I sat at
the table with them, and we all talked about things we thought we needed to
buy. What surprised me was that Lisa
made it very plain to me that they expected me to not only leave the house to
go shopping with them, but that I would have to go into the stores to buy
whatever we needed too. I was having a
difficult time wrapping my head around that.
When they finished eating, which didn’t take long, Lisa
grabbed her bowl and spoon, and Shantel’s bowl and spoon and carried them to
the sink. I was shocked to see her start
washing them.
“That’s my job!” I told her.
“I’ve got it,” Lisa said.
“Don’t worry.”
“But…”
“Freaky!” Shantel said.
“Relax. You don’t have to do all
the work anymore. Theres’s three of us
here.”
“But…”
Shantel came over and put her hand on my shoulder. “Freaky,” she said. “You’ve got friends now. Us.
And friends help each other, and they watch out for each other, and they
take good care of each other. You’ve got
friends now, that’s us. Remember that.”
“But I’m not used to…”
“Baby Doll,” she said.
“Get used to it. Those men you
lived with are all gone now, and we’re here instead. And like it or not, there’s got to be
some big changes in your life. In fact,
it’s gonna be some big changes in my life and Lisa’s life too. But we’ve got each other now, and if we all
work together, we’ll get through them.
Got that?”
I didn’t answer.
“Get used to it Honey Pie,” she told me. “The world seems to change every day. Now it’s your turn. Our turn too, I guess. Get used to it, ‘cause it’s happening.”
“And it’s our job to make sure it happens,” Lisa added.
“Yeah,” Shantel said.
“Our job. We just ain’t getting’
paid for it.”
A few minutes later we were heading for the living room to
sit down when there was a knock at the door.
I panicked! I’ve got to hide!” I
whispered as I hurried toward the back door.
“Freaky!” Shantel yelled.
“Freaky,” Lisa said right after her. “What are you doing?”
“I need to…”
“Hide?” Lisa asked.
“Baby Doll,” Shantel said.
“No you don’t. Not anymore. That part of your life is over. Forever!
Now get that out of your system and stay right here with us.”
The knock came again, and Shantel headed to the door. She opened it and stepped back in surprise.
“Hi,” I heard a woman’s voice say. “I’m just checking to make sure everyone is
okay.”
“We’s fine,” Shantel told her. “Excuse me if I seem…surprised. I never hung out much with the police.”
I could see who was at the door now. “Amanda,” I called as I headed for the door.
“Come on in,” Shantel told Amanda as she held the door open
for her.
Amanda came in.
“Morning everyone,” she said.
“I’m deputy….”
“Amanda,” I said. “The
woman cop from that place where all the cops are.”
“Uh…that would be me,” Amanda told her.
“Deputy Amanda then,” Shantel said.
“That works, or just Amanda if you like,” Amanda said. “No problems last night?”
“Not unless you count the fact that Freaky there refuses to
sleep in a bed and prefers the floor,” Lisa told her as she headed over toward
the woman cop. “Other than that, none. I’m Lisa by the way.”
I watched as Lisa shook Amanda’s hand. Why did people do that?
“Shantel,” Shantel said as she also shook Amanda’s
hand. “I ain’t used to bein’ around
cops. No offense.”
“I guessed that already,” Amanda told her.
“Have you heard anything about them coming to get us to take
us shopping?” Lisa asked. “We need some
groceries pretty bad here. And I know
Natalie and Pamela knew that, even though they were worried about where the
money was going to come from. Natalie
said she’d work something out though.”
“Nobody told me anything,” Amanda replied. “The sheriff just told me to stop out here
and check to make sure you were all still doing okay.”
“We’re fine,” Shantel told her.
“I know where some money is,” I told Amanda. “But…I don’t understand what good it is.”
Everybody looked at me.
“What do you mean, you know where some money is?” Amanda asked.
“I know where some is.
The guys talk about money all the time, but I don’t know why. It’s just little pieces of paper that don’t do
anything, but the guys seem to be real concerned about it for some reason, so
they hide it all over the place.”
“Like where?” Amanda asked.
I thought for a minute.
“There’s some right here in the house,” I told her.
“Can I see?” Amanda asked.
I wasn’t sure about that though. “It’s Bo’s money. He doesn’t show it to anyone. He’d be real mad if I showed it to you.”
“Bo is dead,” Amanda said.
“Remember?”
“Yeah, but…what if he comes back?”
“Freaky, dead means he’s never coming back. He’s dead!
Gone! Forever. The only one left is Gary now and hopefully
we’ll have him in custody very soon, so you won’t ever have to worry about him
either. Now where’s that money?”
I considered what she said.
I knew I was being silly. Dead
was…dead. And I knew without a doubt
that Bo, Ben, and Steve were all dead. They
had said Dave was dead now too, but I didn’t see that happen. “I know what dead is,” I said. “I’m just used to the guys always coming
home. They go for a few days sometimes,
then they come back.”
“The money?” Amanda reminded me.
I gave in and led the way toward the back door where I
usually slept every night. There was a
closet there where I had kept my bag of all the clothes I had. The closet contained almost nothing now. I pulled the few clothes I had left out of
the closet and got down on the floor. I
had only seen Bo open it once in my life, that was all, but since I kept my
things in the closet I knew where the little pull thing was at the very
back. I got my finger in it and pulled
up. It was heavy, but gradually the entire
floor of the closet came up. Ouch, that
thing hurt to pull.
When it got high enough, I started to grab the entire
section of floor, but Amanda was there quickly to help me move it. She set it aside and came back to look at
what we had uncovered. The first thing I
saw was guns. One for each finger of my
hand. But under the guns were a lot of
stacks of the money stuff that the guys were always so interested in.
“Holy mother of God!” Shantel said as she stared at what had
been under the floor.
“That looks like a lot,” Lisa noted.
“Don’t touch!” Amanda said as she pulled her cellphone
out. I watched as she made a call and
then asked for the sheriff. A minute
later, she said, “Sheriff, I’m at the Jeskey place…” … “Yeah, they’re all fine. But Sheriff, we’ve got money! And it looks like a lot!”