The Bet
By Karen Singer
Chapter 54 (Wednesday – week 8 Part 6 of 9)
There were a lot
of empty spaces in the parking lot as Chad drove back to work. Not many people around yet. But as early in the lunch hour as it still
was, he didn’t expect to see very many people.
He parked his car where he usually did and got out with his purse slung
over his left shoulder. He opened the
back door and pulled his diaper bag out and threw that over his right
shoulder. Then he went back to the front
seat and grabbed the bag that held his large hamburger and fries. He had gotten large size because lunch was
the only time he seemed to be allowed to eat “normal” food lately. Everything else was just baby food and he
wasn’t going to waste one of his few opportunities to eat something
better.
Careful not to
let his diaper bag fall off his shoulder, he reached in and grabbed the first
large sized drink out of his cup holder and transferred that into his left
hand, then he grabbed the second drink from the other cup holder and set that
down on the floor next to the third large-size drink that he had placed there
when he bought them. He only had two cup
holders in the car so he had done his best to hold the third one in place with
the heel of his shoe while he drove back to work. And it had worked – surprisingly.
He leaned his
whole body in into the car and carefully grabbed all three large size drinks at
the same time between his two hands. His
purse slipped off his shoulder to land with a jarring pull on his elbow. Fortunately, he didn’t drop or spill any of
the drinks. He stood up and kicked his
car doors closed and headed toward the building, his hands totally occupied
with trying to carry so much. He had to
use the pinky of his right hand to pull open the door to get inside – that had
been difficult, but he made it. Then it
was just a matter of traversing the hallways in his sexy heels all the way back
to his little cubicle where he gratefully set everything down on his desk. Whew!
He could have managed it all much easier if it was only two large
drinks. But three! And the worst part was that he was fairly
sure Robin would make him drink all of them before the day was over with – one
way or another.
He gratefully
dropped his purse and diaper bag on another area of his desk before opening the
diaper bag and pulling out one of the empty bottles. He knew he should really rinse the thing out
first, but he wasn’t about to chance any more trouble by going down to the
ladies room to do it. Especially not
going down there with a baby bottle in his hands.
He carefully
pried the lid off of one of the drinks and opened the empty baby bottle. He filled the bottle slowly to the top, then
screwed the nipple back on it. He looked
into the cup he had poured from. The
liquid inside had gone down more than he had hoped for. He realized that the ice in the cup was still
taking up most of the room. He also
quickly realized how much less he might have to drink if he poured all the
liquid out before the ice melted! With a
bit of a smile on his face he grabbed more bottles and kept pouring.
The first drink
had only completely filled two bottles and most of a third. Unfortunately, not quite enough that Robin
wouldn’t make him add more. He finished
filling that bottle with the second drink and also filled the fourth and fifth
bottles. He sixth and final bottle only
got a little in it from his second drink cup.
He finished filling it from the third.
Before he did anything else, he put the lids back on all three large
size drink cups and put the two that now only held ice into the trash. He was still left with a third that was about
three quarters full. But that was better
than he expected.
Feeling a bit
better about things, he sat down and gratefully sank his teeth into his
hamburger – fully enjoying the pleasure of the taste and the chance to actually
chew something solid. The French Fries
were just as good. Having to wash it all
down by drinking from a baby bottle didn’t even register on his mind – he was
that used to it.
“Hello
gorgeous!”
Mel smiled. “Hi Ray.
How are you?”
“Great, baby,
great!” he replied.
“I heard you had
quite a night last night,” Mel told him before he had a chance to say anything
else.
That wasn’t what Ray wanted to hear just
then. It sounded like Gloria had already
told Mel about his little visit last night.
Not exactly the best of situations for asking Mel out on another
date. “Uh… Yeah, I guess you already talked to
Gloria. I hope she didn’t say anything
bad about me.”
Mel almost
laughed. “Bad! She was positively ecstatic!”
Ray smiled. “Well then, wouldn’t you like me to make you
that ecstatic too?”
In a way, Mel was
a bit put off by the fact that Ray had made her best friend so happy last
night, and now was trying to two-time her already! But then, that was Ray. And both she and Gloria knew that about him.
“Sorry,
Ray. I told you yesterday… and the day
before. Not this week. Next week either for that matter. After that, well… like I said, just don’t
give up.”
“You’re still
going to be stubborn about it?” Ray asked.
“Sorry. Got to.
But I know for a fact that Gloria wouldn’t mind seeing you any time she
can.”
As much as Ray
almost hated to admit it, he knew already that he was going to see Gloria
again. Glorious Gloria! Gloria the tiger! Gloria the… damn the woman was good in
bed. But Mel… Mel was rich! “I’ll keep that in mind,” Ray replied. “But I want you to keep me in mind as well!”
“Don’t worry, I
won’t forget you,” Mel replied.
“And I won’t
forget to keep asking – every day! Just
like I’ve been doing.”
He was
persistent! That was one thing that Mel
could say about Ray. Persistent!
Robin hurried through
lunch and got back to the office early.
As she approached Sissy’s cubicle, she slowed down and stopped to look
in. He was there. She saw him turn his head towards her with
his mouth stuffed with food. A little
bit of a hamburger was still left in his hands.
Chad saw Robin looking at him. He quickly put down what was left of his
hamburger and got to his feet. With his
mouth still full of food he curtseyed and tried to say hello to her, but what
came out was mostly muffled nonsense – not that his silly lisping sissy voice
would have been much better. He
curtseyed again, despite how unintelligible his words had been.
“Still eating?”
Robin asked as she came all the way into his cubicle. She saw the baby bottle full of what looked
like a soft drink on his desk. She also
saw one large size drink there as well.
“I thought I told you to get three drinks,” she said.
Chad stood as he swallowed, and
curtseyed. “I did. The others are in the trash.”
Robin peered over
him to his trash can and saw the two other cups. “How many bottles did you fill?” she asked.
“All of them,” Chad
replied.
She took the one
drink he had left and opened the lid.
There was still a lot in the cup.
“When you’re done with that bottle, make sure you refill it again. Looks like you’ve got plenty left to work
with. But I’m glad I told you to get
three drinks instead of two. As I
suspected, two wouldn’t have been enough.”
She grabbed his diaper bag and walked out with it saying, “Enjoy your
lunch.”
Chad wasn’t thrilled about having
to refill the bottle, but then he had half expected that she would want him
to. He also expected that she would keep
him refilling the empty bottles – and drinking them – all afternoon.
“Andrea,” Mel said
into her office phone, “any word from Feinbaum yet? That contract should have been here by now.”
“Sorry,
Mel. Still nothing.”
Frustrated, Mel
hung up the phone… and picked it up again, this time dialing Feinbaum’s
office. Three minutes later, Dick
Feinbaum answered her call. “Hi Mel,” he
said cheerily into the phone.
“Hi Dick,” Mel
replied. “I’m checking on that
contract. I haven’t seen it yet.”
“We’re still
waiting here too. Slatter said they were
having some technical difficulties.
Personally, I think they’re trying to delay things. I promise we’ll send your copy over to you
just as soon as we get it here.”
“Okay,
Dick. Thanks,” Mel replied. She knew for a fact that things like this
happened frequently. Very frequently. And there was nothing that anyone could… or
would do about it.
Chad stared at his computer
screen. All seemed quiet enough, so he
opened up his spreadsheet for tracking the bet.
He stared briefly at the number of days still to go – nine. Just nine more days. They were down to single digits now. But somehow, nine seemed like an awfully big
number still. He tried to mentally
compare it to twenty, or thirty, or even forty, but he was unable to do
so. Nine days, and after all he had been
through, it still seemed like a long time.
His gaze moved to
the column of reasons for winning the bet – chief among them were self-respect,
friends, and a life. He wondered again
if they were good reasons and decided that yes, they were good reasons, very
good reasons. Reasons that shouldn’t be
ignored! They were reasons he had firmly
believed in – just a very short time ago.
So why didn’t they seem so important to him now? He had no answer for that.
He closed his
eyes and realized he was peeing a little bit again. He had dreamed of being incontinent. It had been one of his strange fantasies for
years. Powerful enough to become one of
his primary sexual thrills – for years!
He had thought it would be wonderfully humiliating. But was it?
And now, like it
or not, whether he actually was or wasn’t incontinent, his body was acting like
it was. As if, unbelievably, his dream
had somehow come true. But was he really
enjoying it? Was it everything he
thought it would be?
He had been in
diapers continuously now for almost two months.
For much of that time now, Mel had devised ways to force him to not only
not hold back from wetting himself, but those games had forced him to
continuously try to keep wetting himself – nonstop! And even when he wasn’t being forced to wet
himself continuously, she was seeing to it that he drank so much liquid all the
time that holding back would be virtually impossible anyway. He never had a chance to hold back
anymore! In fact, he felt more normal
now trying to wet himself than not trying.
Just the opposite of what he used to be… what the rest of the world was.
He opened his
eyes to check his spreadsheet again.
According to his last entry for holding back, it had been almost a week
now since he had even tried. And the
result? His body was now behaving like
he really was incontinent. It was
behaving – the way Mel wanted it to.
But was he
enjoying it?
He briefly
thought back to some of the things he had been through over the last two
months… things he had endured over the last two months. As always, the reality was far different than
the dream. Far different! But he had to admit – truthfully – that he
did enjoy it. And… he was still enjoying
it. Despite all the pain, despite all
the horrible embarrassment, despite all the inconvenience, despite all the
unbelievable humiliation he was forced to endure – day after day, and despite
ruining his life… he had enjoyed it, and he was still enjoying it.
It was his
dream. He was doing what very few ever
had the chance to really do. Live their
dream. He was living it – and then
some. Perhaps with a big emphasis on
“and then some!”
So bottom
line? While it wasn’t exactly everything
he thought it would be, it was still horribly exciting, and fun… and dare he
say it… sexually fulfilling – despite Mel keeping him from being able to orgasm
properly.
But the bet would
soon be over – nine days from now. Which
meant that the games and the fun would be over with – nine days from now. And his dream would be ending – nine days
from now. Unless… Unless he threw the bet and pretended to be
totally incontinent so he could continue serving Mel – for the next year
anyway. But while doing so briefly
flashed across his mind, he knew for a fact that he would never do that. He had to win! He was no longer totally sure of why he had
to win, but he had to. Self-respect,
friends, and a life were all very good reasons – top of the list, but he knew
there was more to it than that. He
simply had to. And fortunately, he still
knew for a fact that Mel making him totally incontinent in just two months’
time was impossible. Completely
impossible.
So since it was
so impossible, he would enjoy the situation while he still could. He had always dreamed of the delicious
humiliation of being totally unable to control himself… of needing to be in
diapers like a baby because he really had to have them… of having no more
control of himself than a tiny baby. He
had dreamed of it, and now, as long as he didn’t fight it, his body was
behaving just like he had always dreamed it would. So he would enjoy it while he could – for
nine more days. Nine days to enjoy the
dream.
And suddenly,
nine days seemed like an awfully short time!
Robin stared at the screen in front of
her. They were getting down near the end
of the project now. Although she was
fairly sure it wouldn’t be totally finished until next week sometime. And since Sissy would be off on his vacation
then, she would have to finish it up by herself. But before next week, all the work that Sissy
needed to do should easily be finished.
There wasn’t that much that she was worried about anyway. It was all stuff she knew she could do
herself – just not as quickly or as well.
She glanced at
the time. “Sissy!” she called over the
wall. “Get in here!”
Chad heard her and immediately
stopped what he was doing. He hurried
around to her cubicle. “Yes?” he asked
in his lisping sissy voice as he did his first curtsey the moment he arrived.
Then he curtseyed a second time.
Robin looked at
him and shook her head. “Why isn’t your
thumb in your mouth? Go back and try it
again!”
Frustrated with
her requirements, Chad
curtseyed and hurried out, only to turn around again, this time with his thumb
in his mouth. He got to Robin’s cubicle
and stopped this time before removing his thumb and curtseying. “Yes, Robin?”
Then he curtseyed and put his thumb back in his mouth again.
“Better!” Robin
said. “Bottle time.” She pointed at the diaper bag she had
deposited on her desk and let him pull one out himself. She watched as he sank down onto her cubicle
floor with it and put it to his mouth.
Then she turned back to their project again. Should they change anything? She really liked most of it, but there was
just something about it all that bothered her.
It wasn’t like her to second guess her own designs – or work, but was
there was just something about it that bugged her. Not knowing what it was, she pondered it
while Sissy finished his latest bottle.
The moment she
saw he had finished, she took his bottle from him and said, “Help me out with
this.”
Chad stood up to look at what she
was talking about. “What?” he asked.
But Robin just
shook her head. “Why can’t you learn to
curtsey every time you open your mouth?”
Chad mentally screamed. But outwardly, he curtseyed, then asked,
“What do you need help with?” then he curtseyed again. But Robin just continued to glare at him
angrily – until he stuck his darn thumb in his mouth again and actually sucked
on it.
Then without
saying anything else, Robin pointed at the screen. “Look at this. Do you think it looks
right? I mean, do you think we need to
change anything?”
Chad took his thumb out of his
mouth, curtseyed and said, “Change what?
I think it looks great.” Curtsey,
thumb back in his mouth again.
But Robin wasn’t
sure it really looked that great. She
started pointing out this and that, asking about this and that, and basically
going through, in great detail, every little piece of their project, on every
page. Their conversation about it all
took forever. Under normal circumstances
it would have taken a very long time, but since Sissy had to curtsey and worry
about his thumb every time he opened his mouth, it took ten times as long. And the way Robin was speaking with him
required him to do that constantly.
It took long
enough that they had to stop halfway through so Sissy could drink another
bottle. And by the time they did finish
talking, it was time for yet another bottle.
And as Chad
sank down to the floor with his latest bottle, he realized that as soon as he
finished this one, it would be time for break.
Oh joy! More to drink!
1 comment:
Enjoy da dream for 9 days and one year, Sissy! :)
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