Too Old to be Young
By Karen Singer
Chapter 17 – Part 1 of 2
Thursday
morning, Jim got up knowing that he hadn’t unconsciously wet his bed the night
before. Then again on Friday, he got up
knowing it didn’t happen either, and both nights he had listened to a hypnotic
recording before going to sleep that was supposed to help him wet the bed. Obviously, the recording didn’t work, or it
was a lousy one to begin with. He wasn’t
exactly knocked out by the contents of the thing, but at least it had been
free.
Friday
morning, he and Jackie again went grocery shopping together, this time he wore
his low-heeled black pumps that he loved wearing so much. While he was still embarrassed over it, he
didn’t feel like the low black pumps were as noticeable as the red high heels. In fact, since nobody had said anything to
him about his red heels the week before and nobody was saying anything about
the shoes he was wearing this week, he actually enjoyed wearing them out in
public. Getting away with it, or not
getting away with it and at least nobody bothering him over it, made it all
that much more exciting for him. The
stuff of his dreams.
When
Jim woke up Saturday morning, still knowing he hadn’t wet in his sleep, he
decided to ditch the hypnotic recording he had listened to for the last three
nights and find a better one. He knew he
needed to give the recordings more time.
Weeks or months maybe, but the truth was, the recording he had been
listening to had been pretty darn bad.
He had found a number of free ones on the internet. It was time to pick something better.
He
got out of bed and automatically headed to the kitchen to get his coffee maker
going. He barely glanced at the three
baby bottles on his counter. They were
all still on his counter because he had never bothered to put them in a
cupboard. His fourth bottle was still on
his desk in the office. With the coffee
maker brewing a fresh pot, he headed for his desk. He never even paused as he felt himself
peeing slightly. The thought that he was
doing it so easily and with only a few seconds notice excited him. In the past few days, he had gotten much
better at keeping all those muscles in his body completely relaxed. In fact, the way they all were now felt
completely normal to him. He was hoping
that before long, peeing with no control would feel normal too. That thought had his cock growing again
inside his diaper.
He
sat at his desk and pulled up a web browser.
As the browser opened, his hand automatically headed for the baby bottle
on his desk. He stopped himself. The coffee in the half-full bottle would be
cold. Because of having to drink from
nothing but baby bottles now, he was winding up drinking less coffee, and
coffee was the primary thing he drank all day.
Most days, coffee was the only thing he drank.
Desperately
waiting for his coffee maker to finish brewing, he started looking for hypnotic
recordings he could listen to every night to help him learn to wet himself in
his sleep. On the site he was on, there
were a lot of them. He selected the
first one from the list and started downloading it to his computer. When that finished downloading, instead of
listening to it, he found the next one and started downloading that as well.
While
the file downloaded, he grabbed his baby bottle and headed back to the
kitchen. He dumped the cold coffee out
and grabbed the fresh pot. He started to
pour it into the baby bottle, then stopped himself. What he was doing was dumb. Because he was stuck drinking from the
bottles, he was drinking a lot less, and despite the insulating Koozie around
it, his coffee continuously got cold. He
set the large size bottle aside and removed the nipple from one of the smaller
bottles instead. He filled it and
screwed the nipple back on. When he
grabbed it though, the darn thing was too hot to handle. He grabbed the other drink Koozie and stuck
the small bottle inside. The smaller
bottle for some reason was slightly wider than the larger one and the koozie
fit more snuggly, which was good. But
what wasn’t good was that the koozie was too tall for the small bottle. The tip of the nipple barely stuck out above the
edge of the koozie. The solution to that
problem came quickly and easily.
Grabbing a pair of scissors, he removed the bottle and trimmed the
koozie down to a smaller size that just covered the bottle but not the
top. When he put the bottle back in, everything
fit perfectly. He picked it up and drank
as he headed back to his desk…once again peeing slightly along the way.
As
he downloaded hypnotic file after hypnotic file to his computer, he held the
smaller baby bottle and drank from it often.
Before long, he finished it…something he had rarely done since he
started drinking from the darn things.
He went back to the kitchen and refilled it. Ahhh!
Hot coffee. The smaller bottle
was working out much better! This time
he didn’t pee as he headed back to his desk.
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Jackie
used her key to let herself into his house, once again carrying her own mug of
coffee with her. “Hi Jim,” she called
out as she entered.
“In
here,” Jim called back.
Jackie
found him in front of his desk. “Writing
again, or just reading?” she asked.
“Neither,”
he said. “Just…looking around.”
“Having
fun though?” she asked, noticing the smaller bottle in his hands.
“I
guess,” he replied. The file he had been
downloading finished and he closed down his browser and headed for his bedroom,
more than ready for his morning shower.
When
he came out, he found Jackie waiting for him, but the diaper she was holding
surprised him. “That’s one of my
nighttime diapers,” he noted.
“Yeah,”
she replied with a smile. “I just
thought you might enjoy something different for a change.”
“Different?”
“You…I
mean we…are doing this for your enjoyment, right?”
“Uh…yeah,”
he agreed hesitantly.
“Then
lay down and enjoy it.”
Jim
settled himself on his bed and let Jackie pull the thick diaper under him. But she left it there and got a second thick
nighttime diaper too.
“Two?”
he asked.
“Very
good!” Jackie replied. “For a big baby,
you can count to two.
Congratulations!”
Jim
watched with wide eyes as she carefully grabbed a pair of scissors and started
cutting slits in the lining all over the thing, especially in the crotch. She had him raise his butt and carefully slid
that one between his bottom and the first diaper she had laid out on the bed. She tightly pulled the inner diaper around
him and fastened it securely. She had to
work a bit harder to pull the second diaper tightly over top of the first one,
but in moments it too was fastened securely.
Jim
got up from the bed trying to come to grips with the ridiculous bulk between
his legs. Before he could make a comment
about it, he found Jackie handing him something – his white tights.
“Here,”
Jackie said. “Put these on too.”
Jim
was still trying to fathom the double night diapers he was wearing as he worked
to pull the tights up his legs. But of
course, after that, Jackie handed him a bra to put on. When it was in place, she stuffed the cups of
it as full as possible with some of the things she found in his dresser. Jim already knew what was coming next. No surprise, one of his onesies soon locked
every bit of it onto him so he wouldn’t be able to remove any of it. And after that, came the locking little girl
shoes. Locked, of course.
“Might
I suggest your darling little girl dress again?” Jackie suggested. “But of course, what you want to wear over
that is up to you. That is, if you even
want to wear anything over it. With a
laugh, Jackie turned her back to him and headed for the door. “Enjoy yourself Jim. I know I’ll be enjoying thinking about
you. How much fun is it to wear diapers
that thick?”
Jim
stayed in his bedroom listening to the sound of his front door opening and
closing. What did he want to wear…if he
wore anything at all over top of what he had on? He couldn’t decide. Wear the fancy dress, or dress more
normally? Of course, he had other
dresses and skirts he could wear too. Still
mostly concerned with the huge bulk between his legs, he couldn’t decide. All he could think about was the feel of the
thick diapers trapped under his onesie.
He
walked around a little bit in his room with his hand pressed against his crotch
as he tried to get used to the massive bulk between his legs, pressing his
thighs apart. He couldn’t even close his
legs!
He
had a feeling that wearing a pair of men’s pants might be out, not that he had
any interest in wearing them anyway, he was once again too turned on by his
situation. Another situation he couldn’t
get himself out of. He looked at his
bed, already picturing himself humping to get himself off. He got as far as beginning to climb up on it
when he stopped himself. No! He didn’t want to lose the feeling so
quickly. He wanted to savor it and enjoy
it as long as possible.
Not
knowing what he wanted to put on, he wandered back to his office where he
automatically grabbed his baby bottle and put it to his lips. After what Jackie had dressed him in…and
locked him in…his legs were splayed uncomfortably in his seat. His mind was practically blank with
shock. He sipped unconsciously from his
bottle while waiting for his web browser to come up, he felt the now faint
feeling that he was going to pee soon.
His mind latched onto it as something to concentrate on. It happened only moments later, then the
feeling was gone. In the huge bulk of
his diapers, the bit that he had peed seemed to make no difference at all.
Still
sipping from his bottle, he put deciding on something else to wear out of his
mind and found where he had left off earlier and started downloading another
hypnotic file. When he had twenty of
them in his collection, he decided he had enough. It was time to start weeding out the good
ones from the bad. He refilled his small
baby bottle with fresh coffee and went back to his desk. He pulled his headphones on over his ears and
started listening to the first file.
The
continuous almost monotonous droning of the voice as it went through the
lengthy induction process was boring beyond belief, even though he thought it
was better than the file he had tried to use already. He kept listening though because he needed to
hear all of it so he could compare the contents with the other files in his
list. It felt like it took forever
before the file finally finished and the next file in his list automatically
began to play. By the time he reached
the end of it, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed.
Why
had he downloaded twenty files? Yes, he
was enjoying listening to them.
Actually, he was enjoying them when they finally got past the induction
processes so he could hear the suggestion content, but he felt he needed to
evaluate the induction part of them too. Unfortunately, the induction for the
recordings so far was most of the content.
At least it felt that way. With
his head back and his eyes closed, he fell sound asleep halfway through the
fourth file.
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“Hi
Jim,” Jackie called as she entered his house just before lunchtime. She had come over, even though in reality,
she had no intention of letting him change.
She had double diapered him in those thick nighttime diapers. It was time for him to figure out that he
wasn’t going to get changed today until much later…if at all. In fact, if his diapers held up well enough,
maybe she wouldn’t change him until bedtime.
She wasn’t sure about that. She
would have to see.
Not
getting an answer from him, she went searching for him and found him laying
back in his desk chair with headphones on his ears. She heard him snoring softly. Should she wake him? But what would be the point if he was
enjoying a nap. She had no intention of
changing him anyway.
Feeling
a bit devilish, she grabbed a pen and a piece of paper and left him a note
telling him that she had been there, but since he was so sound asleep when she
came to change him that he would have to miss this diaper change and wait until
the next one. With a small chuckle, she
quietly left his house and went home.
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Jim
felt groggy beyond belief as he slowly woke up.
His body ached from not sleeping in a more comfortable position. There was the soft voice of someone telling
him that he would wake up feeling very refreshed playing in his headphones. Just then, refreshed was the last thing he
felt. He pulled the headphones off and set
them on his desk. In truth, he couldn’t
remember much of anything he had listened to before he fell asleep. It was all one big jumbled mess. He shut down the file that was playing, not
even knowing how far the system had gone.
He had fallen asleep in the middle of it all, so it didn’t matter.
Standing
up, the unfamiliar bulk of his diapers was thick and heavy. He felt hungry too, but he would wait until
after Jackie came and changed him before he ate. Grabbing his baby bottle, he headed to the
kitchen to refill it. Walking was even
more uncomfortable than it had been earlier when Jackie had first locked him
into it all. But he knew it was all just
from it being such a new experience for him.
He
refilled his bottle and put it to his lips for a quick drink. Ah! Good
and hot. Taking another drink, he headed
back to his office. When he got there,
he found the note that Jackie had left him.
She had been there? He couldn’t
believe it. He checked the time. Damn! It
was almost two in the afternoon. How
long had he slept? No wonder he felt so
groggy. No wonder he was so hungry. He sat down in his chair again, the
unfamiliar bulk of his diapers momentarily feeling strange underneath him as he
contemplated the fact that he had napped for so long. As he sat, he stared at his list of hypnotic
files. Since he had fallen asleep
listening to them, he couldn’t even remember which of the first few he had
listened to were better than any other.
He was going to have to start again, and hopefully, this time, not fall
asleep.
Frustrated,
he got to his feet and waddled back to the kitchen to make himself some
lunch. How long before Jackie was going
to come back to change him? He
remembered peeing a few times earlier, but he certainly didn’t remember needing
to pee while he had been napping. With
the huge bulk of diapers inside his onesie though, he didn’t really feel like
he needed changing yet. Thinking about
that, he once again felt the telltale signs that he was going to pee. A few moments later, it happened. Nope!
Didn’t pee while he was sleeping, not if that much came out of him now
that he was awake. As he had been doing
all morning, he took another sip from his baby bottle. Now, what did he want for lunch?
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