Too Old to be
Young
By Karen Singer
Chapter 18 – Part 2 of 2
Before
going to Jackie’s, he dressed himself in normal, all male clothes – except for
his shoes of course. He wore his
favorite low-heeled pumps on his feet.
He spent his time watching the clock.
He peed a few times and barely gave it any notice. How could he?
He was too worried about his evening to come.
At
the appointed time, with one of his large baby bottles, a thick nighttime
diaper, and his tablet in his hands, he opened his door and crossed the lawn to
Jackie’s house. She opened the door with
a smile. “Hi Jim,” she greeted him
pleasantly as she let him inside.
“Hey
Jim.” He looked further into the room
and saw Beverly already there, sitting at the card table.
“Hi
Bev,” he returned. Had his voice sounded
nervous? Since Jackie seemed to be
ignoring him, he headed for the couch.
“Do
you need coffee?” Jackie asked.
He
held up his full baby bottle. “Not yet,”
he replied. Did her smile look more evil
than usual? He was imagining things.
The
doorbell rang a few minutes later and Jackie had him get up to let Pam and Lisa
in.
“I’m
disappointed,” Pam said the moment she saw him.
“You’re not wearing anything pretty at all.”
Jim
wasn’t sure how to answer that, so he didn’t.
He closed the door behind them and went to the kitchen to get them each
a mug of coffee.
The
usual Tuesday night Bridge game commenced, and he sat on the sofa trying to
read a story from his tablet…with no luck.
He couldn’t read anything. He was
too focused on what they would do to him.
As the worry in his stomach increased, even the few times that he peed
while he sat there barely interested him.
Until…
“Jim,”
Jackie called.
He
looked up, dread filling his stomach. He
was suddenly worried he would poop again.
“Yes?”
“Come
on over, we’ve got…something to tell you.”
He
got up from the sofa and headed for the table.
Yeah, he might poop again, he was surprised to find himself peeing
instead. Profusely! “Yes?” he said nervously as he did everything
possible to hide the fact he was peeing.
Why were they all smiling so much?
“We’ve
thought and thought about what to do with you next,” Jackie told him. “And the problem is, we had too many ideas.”
For
a moment there, Jim had dared to believe they wouldn’t saddle him with
anything. But too many ideas didn’t
sound good.
“So
we decided,” Pam said, “to each pick something new for you this week.”
That
sent a wave of fear down his spine.
“Each of you?”
“Yes.”
“Lisa,”
Jackie said, why don’t you go first.
Jim
faced Lisa, ready to hear what she had to say, and dreading it.
“Mine
is probably the easiest thing of all,” she said with a laugh. “We decided that you’re going to go out to
dinner with us somewhere next Sunday.”
“Dinner?”
he asked, not sure he was believing it.
“Yes,”
she replied. “You don’t get out of that
house yours enough. You need to live a
little. It was my idea that you should
get out, and we all thought we’d like to go too. So next Sunday we’re planning on going out
for dinner…with you.”
That
was it? Nothing more? “Uh…okay,” he replied happily.
“Oh,”
Lisa said, “I almost forgot.”
Jim
suddenly felt like he was going to have a fit.
“I
want you to wear those nice red heels you have when we go.”
That
was it? It would be embarrassing, but so
was the rest of his life. And he had
worn those heels in public before. How
bad could dinner possibly be? “Um…sure,”
he replied.
Jackie
waved her hand. “That’s it for now
Jim. Go sit. Get some coffee if you need it. We’ll get to more later.”
Jim’s
eyes nearly bulged out of his head. She
was dismissing him, without telling him anything more? As he headed back to the sofa, he couldn’t
help but wonder about things. They all
had something to saddle him with, and all he knew so far was that he would be
going out to dinner, not soon, but next Sunday!
Why wait that long? Was one of
them going away for a few days? That was
entirely possible.
Once
again he had to sit and wait. When his
baby bottle emptied, he went into the kitchen to refill it. While he was up, Jackie had him refill the
coffee for all of them. Sitting down
again, he was so nervous that he kept the nipple of his bottle in his mouth,
taking small sips fairly often. Peeing
with such little notice was definitely fun.
Half
an hour later, he heard Jackie call him again.
“Jim… Time for another one.”
He
got up and headed toward the table. Once
again his nervousness made him start peeing as he walked. Yeah, there was a chance he might wind up with
a messy diaper before the evening would be over too. That would be major embarrassing. He stood near the table and waited.
“My
turn,” Jackie told him.
The
churning in his stomach grew worse.
Jackie was the one he feared the most.
“It
seems to me,” Jackie said, trying to sound thoughtful, “that just wearing
pretty shoes out in public all the time isn’t quite enough. So you and I are going out shopping on
Friday.”
“Friday?”
Jim asked hesitantly.
“Yes. Friday.
We’re going together to buy you a new purse.”
Jim
was flabbergasted. “A…”
“A
purse. A handbag. A pocketbook.
I don’t care what you want to call it, but you’re getting one. Or two.
Or three. However many you
want. But those purses will be obviously
made for a woman, and from the moment you buy one you’re going to be required
to carry one whenever you leave the house.
I don’t care if you’re just going down to your mailbox to check the
mail. You carry a purse!”
Jim
was ready to die.
“What’s
more,” Jackie said, “from that point on, you won’t be carrying anything at all
in your pockets anymore. Nothing! Ever!
That’s what your purse…or purses…will be for.” She smiled evilly at him. “I have a no doubt that a big sissy like you
is going to enjoy that so much.”
His
stomach was rolling. Either from too
much coffee…or what she had just said.
Maybe both. She was saddling him
with having to carry a purse – all the time?
Everywhere he went? Even just to
check the mail? “But that’s… I can’t hide it,” he protested.
Jackie
laughed. “Can you hide the shoes you
have to wear everywhere? No Jim, better
get used to the idea. Maybe convince
yourself that you’re going to love it. Friday
you and I go shopping and you start carrying a purse.”
He
saw the amusement on all their faces. He
was simply…in shock.
“Go
sit, Jim. We’ve still got a game to
play.”
In
a queasy fog, he headed back to the sofa.
A purse! On Friday? Why Friday?
Why Sunday for dinner? Why not
sooner? But there were still things from
Beverly and Pamela to go. Did that have
anything to do with it? He grabbed his
baby bottle and chewed nervously on the nipple.
What else could they have in store for him?
“No!”
Beverly exclaimed. “You took my trick!”
“Ha!”
Pam replied. “You weren’t watching.”
“Shit!”
Beverly muttered. “Let’s hold up
then. I need to get this over with. And I can’t tell you how much I’m looking
forward to it.”
“I
know the feeling,” Pam replied.
“Oh
Jim,” Beverly called. “My turn.”
Jim
once again got up from the sofa and headed back toward the table. At least he didn’t pee this time. All he could think about was what kind of
horror did they have in mind for him. He
stopped just short of the table and nervously said, “Yes?” His voice squeaked, but he certainly couldn’t
blame himself for that.
“I
know you’re going to enjoy this,” Beverly told him. “Probably more than you realize. Or at least I will.”
Jim
was tempted to ask what, but the word wouldn’t leave his mouth.
“You
and I are going out tomorrow morning,” Beverly told him.
“We
are?” Jim breathed, scared down to his heels.
“Yes. We’re going for a mani-pedi together.”
“A…” Jim stared in disbelief.
“You’re
getting your nails done. Fingers and
toes,” she told him. “Me too!”
“Um…”
Jim tried to find something to say to that, but he didn’t get time to say
anything.”
“But
there’s more I’m afraid,” Beverly continued.
Jim’s
eyes went wide. More?
“Tomorrow,”
Beverly said, “I think we’ll have your nails done in a nice bright red. But from now on, every Tuesday night when you
come here, while we’re playing cards, instead of sitting and doing nothing,
you’re going to redo your nails.
Completely. And you’re going to
change your polish to a different color every week.”
Something
settled into Jim’s head that had him totally agog. “You mean I’m going to be wearing nail
polish…”
“From
now on!” Beverly said flatly.
Jim’s
jaw dropped and he suddenly felt a bit of poop slipping out of his backside
into his diaper.
“Now
for tomorrow,” Beverly said coyly.
“Would you rather we go in your car, or would you like to ride with me?”
“Uh…” But thinking about things like that were
beyond him just then. Not only was he
trying to process having his nails painted, in public, he was trying to process
the bit of poop in the back of his diaper.
“Maybe
we better take my car,” Beverly decided.
“I know where I like to go. Is
ten o’clock good for you tomorrow?” she asked.
“Um…”
“He’ll
be ready,” Jackie answered for him. “Go
sit again Jim. Now Bev and I have to get
payback for them winning that last hand.”
Jim
went back and sat down on the couch…on the bit of poop in his diaper. At least it wasn’t much…he hoped. It was hard to tell about those things
sometimes. Starting tomorrow, he was
going to be wearing nail polish all the time.
Then on Friday, he was going to have to start carrying a purse all the
time too. And on Sunday…. A thought occurred to him. On Sunday he was going to have to go out to
dinner…in public…wearing his read high heels, carrying a purse, and showing red
nail polish on his fingers. No wonder
they were waiting until Sunday.
But
then he remembered something else.
Pamela hadn’t told him what she wanted.
He didn’t even want to imagine what she was going to require of him from
now on, but he had no doubt that dinner on Sunday was going to be even worse.
Tomorrow…Friday…and
Sunday. Every other day, they were going
to drag him from his nice little cocoon of a house and show him off in
public. Every outing was going to get
worse. And he hadn’t even heard what
Pamela wanted yet. His mind raced with
the possibilities, even though he didn’t want to think about them.
“That’s
it!” Lisa declared. “We win, you lose!”
“Just
remember,” Jackie replied. “Payback is
hell!”
“Speaking
of payback,” Pamela said laughingly. “I
guess it’s my turn.”
“All
yours,” Jackie told her. “And then of
course we’ve got to shave and change him afterwards.
“Jimmy,
Jim, Jim, Jimbo, Jimmy boy, Jimmy!” Pamela called.
Jim
was guessing that was his cue to head back to find out the rest of his
fate. As he got up from the couch, he
was very aware of how his diaper was sticking to his messy backside. He did his best to ignore it. The only consolation for that was that he
knew the ladies were going to have to deal with it for him when they cleaned
him up before sending him home. He
stopped close to the table, trying to control his breathing as he waited for
Pam to tell him her demented idea. But
she wasn’t saying anything…yet. She was
just looking at him. He swallowed
nervously.
Instead
of saying anything, Pam reached down to the floor and pulled her purse up into
her lap. She opened it and pulled
something out of it. She set it on the
table in front of him. “Recognize that?”
she asked.
Jim
stared in disbelief at the tiny nub chastity device he had been forced to wear
for an entire week. Instead of
answering, he nodded.
“I
don’t see any reason why we should let this little thing go to waste. So I came up with this little idea for
you. From now on, every Tuesday night,
you’re going to roll one die. That will
determine whether or not you’re going to spend the next week wearing that
thing. When you roll it, an even number
will mean no, you don’t have to wear it, but if you roll and odd number, then
it’s going to get locked onto you for the next week. Do you understand?”
“Uh…I
think,” he replied nervously as he felt a bit of pee escaping into his diaper again.
“Good,”
Pam replied. “Jackie?”
Jackie
got up from the table and opened a drawer.
She came back with a singe die from a pair of dice that had come in a
board game she had. She set the die on
the table in front of him.
“Roll
it,” Pam told him.
Jim
hesitated. His arm didn’t want to leave
his side. But eventually he reached out
and picked the thing up. He was shaking
a bit as his arm gently tossed it back onto the table. The die rolled across the table and finally
stopped showing his fate for the next week.
“Five!”
Beverly announced, even though the result was clear for everyone to see.
“Sorry
Jim,” Pam told him. “But there’ll be no
fun for you this week.” With a laugh,
she grabbed the chastity device and got up from her seat. “Come on ladies, let’s get this clown taken
care of.”
A
few minutes later, Jim found himself strapped spread eagled on Jackie’s plastic
covered bed.
“Geez!”
Lisa exclaimed. “He’s soaked!”
Jim
felt Jackie pull his diaper open.
“Oh
shit!” Jackie exclaimed. “He’s messy
too.”
Jim
wished he could laugh, but he was still too much in shock over all the
different things that had piled on him tonight.
He could only lay there, tied spread eagled, while they cleaned him and
shaved him. Tied like he was, there was
no way for him to stop them from locking the extra small chastity device onto
him, rendering him basically without a cock.
The thick nighttime diaper was pulled up and taped firmly in place, he
was untied, and then locked into another onesie. A few minutes later, he was crossing the lawn
back towards his house.
Back
at home, his hand pressed as hard as he could against the front of his diaper,
but it did no good. He was locked
up. Locked away. Fixed!
For all intents and purposes, for the next week, he didn’t have a
cock. And tomorrow he was going to have
to go get his nails painted with Beverly.
The
thought of that made him so nervous he suddenly felt himself peeing again –
profusely.
He
turned all the lights in the house off and settled himself in his bed. He put the headphones on his ears and started
the hypnotic recording. But listening to
it was beyond him. He could only think
about all the things coming at him this week.
What
was he going to do?