This And That

Yesterday was a mostly “nothing-happened” day. Mostly. I hadn’t slept much the night before and was monstrously tired. That coupled with a really busy day at work had me exhausted by the time I got home. I would up falling asleep on the couch. I had to make a quick run to Wal-Mart to get a few things for this weekend, then I went home and slept very soundly all night long – and late.

I do have one or two things to mention though. To answer one question, no, I didn’t wear a bra to work – but I will have to do that starting next week. I did wear the bra to Wal-Mart though and I was worried about it being seen the entire time. I wound up putting on a t-shirt under my regular shirt to help disguise things a bit more. Now I have several bras, but only one that I feel will work under my male clothes. And still, if I look closely enough, I can see faint little bulges in the front. It’s hard for me to really tell if anyone can see something across my back and shoulders that could only be from a bra. I sure hope nobody notices. Just wearing that alone made me feel like an incredible sissy.

All this extra padding in my diapers with the soakers and the cloth diapers are starting to really get to me (in a good way). Just wearing one disposable, with a cloth diaper on under it and a soaker in the middle has me waddling a bit – before I pee in it the first time. After that, it only gets worse. I have a lot of things I have to do today, the first few will keep me in public. It’s something I be worried about for sure – plus my bra showing. Question, how do you deal with falling bra straps when you’re a guy trying to not let anybody know you’re wearing a bra?

Today was supposed to be a baby girl day for me. I rented four little girl videos to watch just for the occasion. I don’t know that I’m going to get that day today or not. I asked Mistress Gina for a special favor to do the day tomorrow instead since I have so much male stuff I need to get done today. I hope so. As it is, since it’s too early as of now to hear from her, I ate my baby food breakfast which was really a banana blended up with a little milk. Now let me tell you, I really like bananas, but what came out of the blender didn’t look all that appetizing to me. I poured it into a bowel and ate it with my rubber coated baby spoon while watching a little girl cartoon on TV. Let me tell you, I felt like such a baby – and it was such a turn on! The milk I had mixed with the banana had cut the flavor by a lot, but it was still ok. Unfortunately, between my diapers and this little chastity device I’m wearing, the closest I can come to getting hard is to think about it, and that’s it. I wanted to just “push” my cum out of me like I was peeing. Unfortunately, that’s impossible. Sigh! I don’t know if it was the bananas or not, but I didn’t feel any urge to mess my diapers till after I ate, but then a few minutes later, wham! There wasn’t much holding it back – and naturally the bathroom is totally off limits to me. But that’s nothing new.

Well, I have a busy day to get started on now. What will it bring me? I know I’ll be searching for every bit of pleasure amidst the toil that I can find. Will you?

Karen