The Bet
By Karen Singer
Chapter 54 (Wednesday – week 8 Part 2 of 9)
Mel got up from
her chair with her coffee cup and went back to leaning against the
counter. “I read the email you sent me,”
she told him. “We didn’t get a chance to
talk about it last night.”
“I just feel
like we need a better way to decide,” Chad told her. “What if it’s real close?”
“Are you
expecting it to be close?” she asked.
Chad thought about that for a
second. “No. Not really.”
“Well you must
be worried about it since you went to all the trouble of thinking up all the
scenarios and arguments you put into your email.”
“I just got to
wondering, that’s all.”
Mel nodded. She never intended to ask the question, but
it was becoming a sore point with her.
“Why can’t you just admit defeat now so we can get on with other
things?”
Chad wasn’t at all sure what “other
things” meant, but that wasn’t the point.
“But I’m not going to lose! I
can’t lose!”
“What do you
mean you can’t?”
“I can’t! It can’t be done! I know that for a fact!”
“How?”
“Because of what
I’ve read!”
“On the
internet?”
He nodded. “Yeah… and… because I know myself too well.”
“So you’re
basing everything on what you believe from something you read on the
internet. And you think that if it’s on
the internet it must be true?”
Chad wasn’t exactly happy about the
way she had put that question. But… “I believe it!” he replied. “But not just because it’s on the internet. I just… believe it. And because I know my body too well.”
His basic
reasons for thinking he could win were the basis of their bet. And he still believed those reasons. And, it looked like he still thought he could
win. But… “And yet, you’re still worried about this bet
being close?”
“No. Not really.
But… well… maybe I am. I mean…
what if it is close?”
“I still think
you should just admit defeat… the sooner the better!”
“I won’t!”
“So I guess
we’re going to have to decide how were going to decide!” It was an odd way to phrase it – but
accurate.
Chad nodded. “Yeah.
I guess so.”
“You know of
course, the only real way is to have someone else decide for us.”
“But that’s just
the problem! Everyone else who knows
about it is going to be biased toward you!
It won’t be fair!”
Unfortunately, he
was probably all too right about that.
“But it’s still the only way!
Besides, I think you’re wrong.
More wrong than you think.”
“Why? Who wouldn’t do what you say? Nobody!”
Mel shook her
head. “I happen to know that Cassie
feels more sorry for you than you think!” she told him.
“Then can we get
Cassie to decide?”
“But that
wouldn’t be fair to my side. We need
someone else to balance Cassie’s vote.”
“So ask Sandy… I guess.”
“I can certainly
do that. But what if it really is close
and Cassie votes for you and Sandy
votes for me?”
Chad could see where she was going
with this. “So we need a third person
too. And that’s where the problem comes
in… because there isn’t anyone else who wouldn’t side with you!”
And Mel knew for
a fact that he was right. But it still
remained the only way. So now it was
time for her big proposal. “What if… we
asked everyone who knows about the bet to decide… but only if they completely
agree to not be biased toward either one of us.
Only if they agree to judge things on the facts and not on which of us
they would like to see win.”
Chad shook his head. “It’ll never happen.”
“But if it’s close,
it’s the only fair way. Besides, to be
totally honest with you, if it really is close, then I want it to be decided
fairly myself. I don’t want to win just
because someone is more my friend than yours.
Not only would it not be right, but… I don’t think I could live with the
fact if it came out wrong.”
There was
something about the way she had said the last statement that made Chad
believe her. “But who would do that?”
“We’ll just have
to ask,” she replied. “And believe me,
if I don’t feel perfectly sure that they’re going to be nonbiased, then I don’t
want them deciding this thing either.
You know,” she added, “that as much as they are my friends, they could
just as easily vote against me just because they don’t believe in what we’re doing.”
That was
something that he hadn’t thought of. And
he guessed it was possible. But overall,
he was more sure that everyone would side with her. He was screwed. But what choice did he have? “I guess.” he replied somewhat
noncommittally.
“Do you want me to ask everyone for
you? Or would you like to do it yourself
since you’re the one most concerned about it?”
Chad knew he would rather make sure
himself, but as he thought about that, he could just picture himself trying to
ask everyone… Curtsey, ask stupidly in
his sissy voice, curtsey again like an idiot.
Yeah, they would be real convinced to be serious about it then.
“No,” he finally
replied. “You better do it. But please… please make sure they’ll try to
be honest about it!”
“I will,” Mel
agreed, “I promise.”
Chad had no other option. He would have to trust her. But he was still worried about it… and he
wasn’t happy about it either. But
hopefully it wouldn’t matter. Hopefully
he would win this thing easily and quickly.
All he really needed was just a few hours to completely get his body
back to normal again. Just a few
hours! Half a day at the most! He was sure that’s all it would take. He did still believe he would win – and
easily!
He felt himself
uncontrollably peeing again. Yeah, he
was sure he could win! He had to
win! He had to! Just a few hours of normalcy, that’s all it
would take!
Chad got out of his car at work
with his diaper bag and his purse slung over each of his shoulders. He was glad for the way he was dressed today
– compared to the way he was dressed yesterday.
The shoes he was wearing could be a lot more comfortable, but compared
to everything else, he simply felt a lot better.
“Hi Sissy!” one
of the women he knew called as he headed toward the door. He waved his hand and returned a quick
greeting, then hurried on toward his desk.
He was a few minutes earlier than usual this morning – which was
good! Very good! He was determined to once again greet Robin
the way she wanted him to.
He went straight
past his desk to check Robin’s cubicle first – not there yet! Good.
He was about to turn around and go back to his desk, but he decided to
drop his diaper bag off on her desk first – it was only going to wind up there
soon anyway. Then he went back to his
desk where he stashed his purse in his bottom drawer and hit the start button
on his computer. Then he went back out
to stand in the hallway and wait for Robin.
As Robin got out
of her car, her thoughts were focused solely on Sissy – just as they had been
on him all the way to work. What would
he be wearing today? After yesterday, a
small part of her wasn’t sure she wanted to find out, but a bigger part
couldn’t wait. His outfit yesterday had
provided her with plenty of entertainment… the rest of the company too!
When she finally
turned the corner and saw him, she didn’t know if she was disappointed or not
that he looked so… normal. But after
what had happened yesterday, it was probably for the best. Still, there was something big in her that
was disappointed.
Chad curtseyed. “Good morning Robin,” he said in his sissy
voice before curtseying once again.
Robin
smiled. “I can’t tell you how nice it is
for someone to show me a little courtesy and respect! Morning Sissy,” she added as she walked past
him into her own cubicle. She noticed
that he had already put his diaper bag on her desk. “You’re learning… finally!” she said as she
dumped her usual armload of things on her desk.
She dug her mirror out of her large bag and checked her face and
hair. Then she stowed her bag in her
desk drawer.
She quickly
checked his diaper bag – everything looked the usual. She looked back at him to tell him to get to
work, but something about him was bothering her. What was it?
Part of the problem was that he looked so… normal! And maybe that was it. That and the fact that she didn’t want to see
him as normal. But she also knew that he
had things to get done. The tiny course
of action she thought up was the only thing she could think of quickly. “What’s it going to take to get you used to
keeping your thumb in your mouth whenever you’re not talking?”
Chad said nothing, but his right
thumb slowly found its way into his mouth.
Robin
nodded. Even little things like that
helped a lot! “You still have work to
do?” she asked, knowing full well that he did.
Chad removed the thumb from his
mouth and curtseyed. “Yes. Lots.” Curtsey – thumb back again.
“Good!” She pulled one of the baby bottles out of the
bag and handed it to him. “You can get
started on your work just as soon as you finish this!”
Mel yawned again
as she hung up her phone after talking with another client.
“Need some
coffee?” Andrea asked from the doorway to her office.
“Absolutely!”
Mel agreed.
“I’ll put a
fresh pot on while you sign these!” she said as she carried the stack of
paperwork in and set it on the desk for her.
“Thanks! I appreciate it!” Mel replied. “How bad is my schedule today?”
“Light. Just a few clients this morning. You said you wanted the time to work on the
latest version of the contract from Feinbaum that’s due today. I’ll let you know as soon as it gets
here. Oh, and don’t forget, you have a fitting
scheduled for later this morning for your new suits.”
“Yeah, I
remember,” Mel said as if the thought of the fitting bothered her, but
actually, she found herself pleased by the appointment. Not only was it a chance to do a bit of
shopping, but it would get her away from the office and her mind off of
business for a while – on a day when her brain was foggy and tired to begin
with.
Andrea left and
Mel got busy on the stack of paperwork.
But she was interrupted a short while later by her phone. “Mel,” Andrea’s voice came over the receiver,
“Your friend Gloria is calling.”
“Thanks Andrea,”
Mel replied before pushing one of the buttons on her desk phone. “Hi Gloria.”
“Mel,” Gloria’s
voice came back. “You won’t believe what
happened last night!”
Mel realized that
Gloria sounded excited by something.
“You sound like you just won the lottery or something. What is it?”
“I had a visitor
waiting for me out in the parking lot when my last patient left.”
“Oh? Who?”
“Ray!
Would you believe it? He showed
up with a bottle of Champaign!”
“Holy cow! You’re kidding?”
“No! He was there!”
“I can’t wait to
hear all about it at lunch!”
“Eat your heart
out girl, because he was here… and it was juicy! If you know what I mean.”
Mel laughed. “I don’t have to eat my heart out because I
had company last night too!”
“Derek?”
“You guessed
it!”
“Lunch girl!”
“Definitely! Oh… Gloria… while
I’ve got you on the phone… I wonder if
you’d do a favor for me? Well, actually,
it’s a favor for both Sissy and me.”
Gloria was
instantly hesitant. “What?”
“Well… Just in case this bet between us is real
close, we’re looking for people who can judge us fairly and make the decision
for us. And I don’t think anyone can be
more fair about this thing than you.”
“No way! Sorry Mel but I told you before, I’m staying
as far away from your bet as I can now – aside from the little info gathering
I’m doing during your sessions. But
that’s it from now on. Sorry.”
Mel was
disappointed. “Okay, Gloria. Thanks.
I’ll talk to you at lunch.” She
hung up her phone. Gloria was out. But she had half expected that.
Andrea came in
bearing a cup of steaming coffee. She set
it on Mel’s desk. “At the rate you were
yawning earlier, I figured I better bring this to you before you fell asleep!”
Mel smiled. “Thanks Andrea,” she said as she took the cup
and immediately took a small sip. “Oh,
Andrea, while you’re here. Sissy and I
are looking for people to help judge our bet in case it’s a too close for us to
decide on our own. But the thing is,
you’d have to be perfectly honest about it and not be biased by our
relationship.
Andrea was very
surprised. She took a moment to mull it
over. “I guess I can,” she replied. “I do feel kind of sorry for him. Not as much as I love hearing about what you
do to him, but I guess I can try to be fair.
To tell the truth, if you had asked me to do this without asking me to
be fair, I still wouldn’t do it any other way.
Yeah, I think I can be fair about it – whether it goes against you or
not. So if you don’t like that, don’t
ask me.”
Mel smiled. “No, that’s exactly what I need… what we
need. Thanks.”
“When is this supposed
to happen?”
“If… we need
you,” Mel corrected. “There’s only about
a week and a half left.” She looked at
her calendar. “According to the terms in
the contract, he has two days to get his control back. His first day will be a week from Friday, so
if we need you to judge it will be on Saturday.
Will that be okay?”
Andrea
nodded. “Sure. Saturday should be good. If you need me, let me know.”
“Thanks,
Andrea. I appreciate it.”
“You might not
appreciate it if you lose!”
“It doesn’t matter!” Mel replied. “I still appreciate it.” One down Mel thought as Andrea walked
out. Now who should I call next?
Robin glanced at
her clock. It had been almost forty-five
minutes since Sissy had finished his first bottle. She had decided that today she was going to
try to get him to drink all six bottles before he went to lunch, then make sure
he finished all six again before he went home for the day. He would get those… as well as the cups of
coffee he usually got during his break periods.
She made a mental note to make sure he got a good sized drink of
something with his lunch too. She
figured if that didn’t keep him wetting, nothing would!
Since it was
about time again, she gabbed another baby bottle and called over the wall. “Sissy…”
It was a moment
before Chad
could get there. He curtseyed – like he
was supposed to. “Yes?” Then he curtseyed again.
Robin started to
hold out the bottle for him to take, then she stopped and shook her head. “Go back and come over here again. And this time I want to see you turning the
corner to come in with your thumb already in your mouth!”
Totally
surprised, Chad
curtseyed, put his thumb in his mouth and left.
A moment later, he returned again – with his thumb still in his
mouth. Then he removed it and curtseyed
again. “Yes Robin?” he asked. Then he curtseyed again… and reluctantly
stuck his thumb back in his mouth again.
“Much better!”
Robin declared as she held out the baby bottle for him to take.
A moment later, Chad was slumped down on her
cubicle floor with the bottle in his mouth.
It hadn’t even been an hour yet since he had finished his last
bottle! In fact, it was much less than
an hour! Why? Was Robin bored or something and just wanted
to see him acting like a fool? His usual
state?
His whole life
lately seemed to revolve around two things – drinking baby bottles, and doing
everything possible to keep wetting to make his diapers leak. Fortunately… or unfortunately, depending on
how he looked at it, the bottles helped a lot with the leaking. The problem was though, that he didn’t want
to be wetting here at work! And even
trying to hold back at all had become impossible! With a bit of a mental sigh, he closed his
eyes and resigned himself to drinking yet one more baby bottle.
1 comment:
Another awesome chapter posting! Need to to infantalise his lunch, and get him baby toys to play with at work when he's not busy with a project! :)
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