The Bet
By Karen Singer
Chapter 56 (Friday – week 8 Part 1 of 9)
In the wee hours
of the morning, she opened her eyes. Her
still fuzzy brain realized that the lights were on. She had fallen asleep without meaning
to. Still dressed, she forced herself to
get up off her bed.
But with
semi-wakefulness, her thoughts immediately returned to Sissy. Sissy!
And she realized that she hadn’t left him his usual note yet. At any other time, she would have decided to
forget the note, let him deal with everything in the usual manner as she knew
he most likely would. But she couldn’t
do that this time. Like yesterday, it
was important that she leave him his early morning instructions.
She left her
bedroom and headed for her desk. Brief thoughts of coffee flashed through her
brain, but it was too late… or too early… whatever! As soon as she could, she was going back to
sleep again! Five minutes later, her
instructions for him written, she grabbed her keys and headed over to his
apartment where she quietly let herself in.
She left the door
open for a minute till she could turn the light on in the kitchen. The very dim light coming from the parking
area through his door helped her to see.
She found the light switch and turned it on. The note, she left on his counter where she
always left it.
With the kitchen
light still on so she could see better, she went to his bedroom and stood in
the doorway a moment. His room was
mostly dark shadows, but she could just make him out on his little blow-up
mattress on the floor. There were three
bottles on the floor next to his mattress, hopefully all empty. She hadn’t even told him to drink them last
night when he left. He had simply done
it. He was that good.
She quietly went
over to his clock radio and adjusted the alarm for the time she figured he
would need to wake up – a few hours from now.
Later than yesterday, but still awfully early. Tomorrow… or rather later this morning, when
she woke up… it would only be a short while after he awoke.
She paused to
look down at the sleeping figure, amazed as always at how sound he slept every
night. The distinct odor of something
unpleasant in the back of his diapers was filling the air. She hadn’t even pretended to put one of the
suppositories up inside of him last night as she had meant to. And she hadn’t told Robin to do it
either. But it seemed that that was one
part of him that worked the way she wanted it to. Unfortunately, it was only while he was
asleep.
As she stared at
the sleeping figure. She could see how
he was sucking actively on his pacifier as he dreamed. She got a big kick out of that. She knew that if she took a full baby bottle
and put it to his lips he would suck it down like he did his other bottles, and
probably never even wake up.
As she watched
him sleeping, she wondered if he had any idea at all how much she thought of
him. Probably not much, she
decided. All her actions lately had been
anything but kind. But then, wasn’t that
the essence of his fantasies? There was
something about that thought that bothered her… her inner brain knew what that
something was, but she purposely turned and left him so as not to think about
that anymore.
She turned off
his kitchen light and went back to her own apartment. She finally got undressed and slipped a light
nylon gown over her head. She turned off
all the lights in her living room, leaving only the one light on by her
bed. She set her alarm for later than
she had the day before, but still far too early. Then she got in bed and pulled the covers
over her. She was so tired. It was only with great effort that she found
the strength to prop herself up far enough to turn out the light.
Darkness. Darkness and sleep. Restful sleep. Much needed sleep. And much needed dreams.
It was pure
chaos! People everywhere… commotion
everywhere. And in the middle of it all
she and Sissy were trying to do Sissy’s final testing!
People kept
running up to her with questions and demanding her time, and in all the
commotion, she kept losing sight of Sissy.
Fortunately, he was wearing his blue sissy baby dress so he was easy to
find amid all the dark grey suits in the room, but she still had to work to
keep an eye on him.
She answered yet
another question about Feinbaum’s contract and ran to find Sissy again. There he was, curtseying in his pretty blue
dress and talking to one of Feinbaum’s men.
“Sissy,” she said desperately, “did you wet yourself again?”
Sissy pulled up
all his layered skirts to expose his plastic panties that were all puffed out
by the many layers of diapers inside. “I
don’t know,” he said.
She stared at his
bulk of diapers. How could she see if he
had wet himself inside all those diapers?
“Mel! Get over here!” Feinbaum’s voice barked.
Frustrated, she
left Sissy to see what Feinbaum wanted now.
She was forced to talk with yet someone else about some vague part of
the contract. And the whole time she was
talking, all she wanted to do was to get back to Sissy to find out how he was
doing.
Finally, she got
free. She ignored several calls for her
attention from various people and went in search of him again. There he was, now in a different part of the
room curtseying and talking with several people. She hurried over to him. “Can you control yourself yet?” she asked
desperately.
“I don’t know,”
he replied.
“What do you
mean you don’t know!” she argued. “You
have to know!”
“I don’t know!”
Sissy insisted.
Someone was
pulling on her arm. “Mel, we need you!”
“But…” She needed to talk to Sissy, not discuss the
contract! Once again she was pulled away
to answer some of the same old questions.
It was maddening. And as soon as
she was done, she hurried back to Sissy again.
“Can you control yourself?” she asked yet again.
“I don’t know,”
was Sissy’s same answer.
“But you have to know!” Mel almost screamed in her frustration.
“But you have to know!” Mel almost screamed in her frustration.
“Mel! We need you.
The contract!”
“No! I need…”
“The contract! It’s your job!”
“The contract! It’s your job!”
“But I have
to...”
“Your job! It’s important!”
“But this is
important too!” she argued.
She was pulled in
two different directions at once. And
again Sissy disappeared from her sight while she talked with more men in dark
grey suits.
It was with
relief when she finally realized the meeting was over. She saw Sissy in his silly blue dress
curtseying for everyone by the door and saying goodbye to each one as they
left. When the last person was gone, she
and Sissy were finally alone.
“Can you control
yourself?” she asked yet again.
“I don’t know,”
he replied.
“But you have to
know!” she said yet again. “Let me see
your diapers.”
He pulled his
skirts up exposing his overly padded loins.
But she could tell nothing from what she saw. Nothing.
How could she find out? He didn’t
know and she had no way to tell. The bet
was over, but they had no results! But
there had to be results! There had to be
a winner!
A buzzing sound
pulled at her frustrating dream, finally pulling her away from the dream
situation and into real life where she opened her eyes. Ugh!
Another day. Another very early
day.
She sat up on the
side of the bed and shut the alarm off.
She remembered having to get up in the middle of the night to take care
of Sissy’s note. She guessed she was
grateful for the sleep she had gotten before that, but she still felt groggy
and unrested. Of course, it was earlier
than she wanted it to be. But at least it
wasn’t nearly as early as it had been yesterday.
She got to her
feet with only one thought on her brain – coffee. Just like every morning, she had to make the
coffee. It would be so nice when Sissy
could bring the coffee, already made, into her bedroom every morning. So nice!
As she stood in
front of her coffee pot watching it work, she thought about just that, Sissy
bringing her coffee in the morning. Soon
now, very soon. Just another week… at
least until the testing started.
But… And then the realization hit
her. Why wait till after the
testing. This was going to be Sissy’s
last day at work. She could actually
have him bring her coffee to her starting tomorrow morning! Why not?
Yes! She would do it! She could even have him start sleeping here
if necessary.
She pulled a cup
out of the cupboard and poured the fresh coffee into it. She took a sip, then
another one. And she remembered one
little thing that would be wrong with her plan.
Sissy… and how sound he always slept.
If she set an alarm for him, she didn’t want it waking her up too
soon. But she still liked the idea of
moving him in with her now rather than later.
The alarm was just a little detail she would have to work out.
With her mind
picturing Sissy, perfectly dressed in his maid’s outfit, serving her morning
breakfast in bed, she carried her coffee into the living room where she sat in
her chair to enjoy it for a few minutes.
Only when she was seated did the thoughts and worries from last night
find their way back into her brain. He
was fairly certain he could gain everything back in just a few hours! He had no idea at all how long he was capable
of holding back. And to go along with
that, he still firmly believed in the concepts of self-respect, friends, and a
life.
Despite what
Robin had told her about his inability to control himself… despite what Cassie
had been telling her about the same thing... all she could see were the
obstacles that now stood in her way. How
could she win? She had to win…
because… But the reason she had to win
wasn’t something she was capable of putting into words just yet. Though she didn’t want to think fully about
the why of it, she only knew she had to win!
Grunting, she
forced herself to her feet and went to her bedroom to put some shorts and a
t-shirt on while she made his morning breakfast of baby cereal.
So how was she
going to manage it? How was she going to
overcome the obstacles? How was she
going to win? A few hours? No idea?
Self-respect?
The loud blaring
rock music suddenly set Chad’s
nerves on edge. As quickly as he could,
he rolled off his blow-up mattress to his knees and turned the offending music
off. Whew! He stared at the time on the clock. Early!
Later than yesterday, but still awfully early. So why the difference? Why was it earlier than usual, but later than
yesterday? As he fought his way to his
feet despite his overly bloated and very heavy diapers, he could only think of
one reason for the time change – another humiliation. Mel had something else new to humiliate him
today cooking in that scheming brain of hers.
Yet the way things stood right now, what choice did he have but to
endure it? None! He would have to go through whatever she
threw at him. And the best part of it
was, that despite how much he would hate it, he would secretly love it just as
much! That was the problem with
him. He was a sissy. A big sissy.
A super sissy. And the
humiliation was one of his major needs.
It would be nice to have a break every once in a while though… or at
least have it slow down a bit.
The bra holding
his glued-on breast forms felt extra heavy for some reason today. As he waddled his way out to his kitchen, he
tugged at it to resettle everything in place.
And there was her note, right where it should be. Now to see what she had planned for him
today!
Sissy,
Three bottles before you do anything else.
Like yesterday, only do your hair – not your makeup.
Wear only one diaper and your bra again when you come for
breakfast – as early as you can.
Chad read the note a second
time. Like yesterday? Only one diaper again? As early as you can? That didn’t sound good! Was she planning on taking him to work again
wearing one of his silly sissy dresses?
That’s what it sounded like. So
why was it so much later than yesterday morning? If that’s what she was planning, then the big
time difference didn’t sound good. Maybe
he’d better hurry as much as possible!
He removed the
pacifier from his mouth and quickly grabbed three bottles of her lousy tea from
his refrigerator. He carried them into
his living room where his one and only chair faced his wall of ridiculous
pictures… and his framed copy of the bet contract. But once again he didn’t see anything on the
wall in front of him. He was too worried
about what Mel had cooked up for him today!
1 comment:
Yay more dreams, they're always something interesting to read, I like how they give a peek into the character's heads :)
*waves* Enjoy your vacation, but don't accidentally turn into a platypus while you're away, it would be really confusing, and super hard for you to type :)
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