The Bet
By Karen Singer
Chapter 64 (Saturday – week 9 Part 6 of 7)
As the group
turned the corner and started heading in the other direction on the opposite
side of the walkway, Sandy was at Chad’s
side again and pointed out that the next restroom possibility for him would be
in either of two stores just ahead. One
in the back of the sporting-goods store, and the other in the back corner of
home-goods shop. She also mentioned that
they were probably going to be stopping at the home-goods store since she
wanted to show Gloria some ideas she had.
The home-goods
store was packed with things literally everywhere. The aisles between everything were narrow and
it was hard to simply walk anywhere without bumping into something. While they mostly tried to stay together as a
group, doing so was simply impossible.
Because of that, Chad
did his best to “gravitate” closer and closer to where Cassie had told him the
bathroom would be. He managed to get
close enough that he could actually see the doorway back there. He figured that from where he was, hopefully,
that doorway wouldn’t be too far away and he could make it. But… could he?
The tiny feeling
was again so slight he would have dismissed it if it were any other time. But not this time! Remembering how close he had come last time,
he was already walking quickly in that direction when he called behind him,
“Got to go again!” He ignored the others
as he moved as fast as he dared, zigzagging his way through the store toward
the small dark doorway ahead.
“What was that?”
Andrea asked as she turned back to see what Chad had just said. But she quickly spotted him hurrying away
between all the displays. “He’s at it
again!” she yelled to get everyone’s attention.
“I’m on it!” Sandy replied as she
hurried off after him.”
“I’m with you!”
Gloria added as she hurried in that direction as well.
Chad’s delicate system simply had
no strength anymore in those underused muscles.
Or at least not much strength. So
by the time he reached the door leading into the back of storage room, he was
already fighting for all he was worth to hold it back. He desperately searched for the
bathroom. Where was it? He saw a door… that had to be it! He hurried toward it, knowing that his tortured
muscles were going to give way at any moment.
He opened the door… Yes! The bathroom!
He had found it! He hurried in
and pulled up his skirt… again, just as he felt himself losing what little
control he had. Some pee escaped, but he
was able to stop it again, at least long enough to get his hand inside his
panties and clamp down so nothing else could come out.
Sandy reached the bathroom first. He hadn’t even closed the door behind him so
she had no trouble at all getting inside.
She saw him standing right in front of the toilet with his hand inside
his panties, desperately trying to pull them down with his other hand. She heard Gloria hurry in behind her.
With his right
hand tightly clamping his penis closed, he grabbed the front of his now wet
panties with his other hand and fought to pull the front of them down and out
of the way. He could feel the
backpressure inside of him fighting to push everything out. He did his best to aim his member at the
toilet in front of him and he released the pressure. The pee rushed out, hitting the toilet seat
and the back of the toilet before he could aim it better and get it to go where
it belonged. Just as every other time he
had peed, not much came out, but by his estimation, most of it went into the
toilet where it belonged. He felt some
sense of accomplishment, but it wasn’t a lot.
As the stream of pee ended, he tried to decide if he had actually made
it or not. Mostly he had… but not
entirely.
“Gross!” Sandy said as she looked
at the pee all over the toilet seat.
“Remind me to never use this bathroom if I’m in here.”
“It’s not really
any worse than some women’s rooms I’ve been in,” Gloria noted.
“True enough!” Sandy agreed.
“Chad,”
Gloria asked, “how wet are those panties you’ve got on?”
Chad was still standing there in
front of the toilet like he still needed to pee… except, he was done. He let go of his member and pulled his now wet
panties up into place – the wetness didn’t exactly feel very good, but they
weren’t as bad as any of the other panties he had soaked before. With his skirt still held out of the way, he
turned to face the two judges.
Gloria and Sandy
both stared at the wet patch on the front of his panties, but neither of them
said anything about it. “I’ll go get the
backpack,” Sandy
offered.
Chad was filled with mixed
emotions. He had made it, and he
hadn’t. He felt a sense of
accomplishment, and at the same time, total disappointment with himself.
Gloria tried to
read the expression on his face while they waited. She knew he wasn’t feeling the best just
then. “You did pretty well that time,”
she noted, trying to cheer him up.
“Yeah, your panties are wet again, but not that bad. And we did see you pee in the toilet.” She didn’t mention that they had also seen
him pee all over the toilet seat as well.
Chad tried to smile. Was she telling him that he had made it? “So I actually made it that time?” he asked.
Gloria thought
about that. “I’m not sure. I think we’ll have to discuss it.”
“But it was
close!” Chad
noted, a hint of desperation in his voice.
Gloria
nodded. “Oh yes, I think we can
defiantly say at least that much.”
But what Chad
was thinking now was… was it close enough?
Wearing a fresh
pair of pale blue panties, Chad
and Sandy left
the bathroom. When they reached the
others, Gloria was whispering in Andrea’s ear what she had seen.
“How did it go?”
Mel asked desperately. She had seen Sandy come out for the
backpack, but the way things looked, she couldn’t tell what happened. She saw Chad give a rather non-committal
shrug of his shoulders in reply, and she was able to guess what it was that
nobody would tell her.
Robin checked her
watch. “It’s getting close to four o’clock
and I’ve got a family to get back to.
Why don’t we head for the cars?”
Since they had a
bit of a walk ahead of them, they all agreed and the group moved out again,
surprisingly, a little faster than they had managed to move so far. Chad was glad they were going
home. He had totally embarrassed himself
– over and over again in front of them.
Things had not gone nearly as well as he had hoped.
To get back to
the car, they had to either take the escalator down, or the stairs. But the stairs were much closer so the longer
route wasn’t even mentioned. They went
down all the wide steps and continued on toward the car. But before they got near the entrance where
they had come in, Chad
suddenly stopped in horror. “No!” he
shouted. “No, no, no, no, no! Not now!
Not…” But it was too late. Having absolutely no control over his messing
at all, his system had simply decided it was time, and released everything –
straight into his thin blue panties.
Everyone stared
at him to see what the problem was, but it was Mel who picked up on it
first. “Are you a little stinky now?”
she asked, almost gleefully.
“Damn it!” Chad
exclaimed angrily. “How can I help it
with all those stupid suppositories you’ve been sticking up inside of me for so
long? You even put one up there on
Thursday night – just as we were finishing with everything! I’ve probably still got enough of that
chemical up in me that it will take a month to clear out!”
“No you don’t,”
Mel replied calmly.
“He never knew,”
Cassie noted. “He never figured it out.”
“Figure what
out?” Chad
asked, still angry and now very uncomfortable because of the mess in his
backside. At least the thin panties had
managed to hold it all – so far… he hoped.
But he knew they wouldn’t contain it for long.
“You haven’t had
anything put up inside of you for several weeks now,” Mel replied. “And before that, we were gradually tapering
you off for a long time. So there’s
nothing up there anymore.”
Chad couldn’t believe it. “But I felt you doing it! You’re lying!” he accused.
Mel shook her
head, but it was Cassie who answered.
“No, she’s telling the truth.
I’ve been faking putting them up you for a long time now.”
“And I’ve been
faking it as well,” Mel added. “You
weren’t supposed to know… and obviously, you didn’t.”
Chad was flabbergasted. He simply couldn’t believe it. “So… you mean… I’ve had none at all for…
weeks?”
“None,” Cassie confirmed.
“Well, not
quite,” Mel admitted. “I did shove three
of them up in you last Saturday just before your little dance at the Riverwalk,
but that was it. We hadn’t used any
before that for a while and absolutely none since.”
Chad remembered how badly he had
messed himself that day at the Riverwalk – right in front of a huge
audience. But the fact that they had
totally fooled him remained hard to believe.
“Come on,”
Cassie said, let’s go find someplace to change you. You’re starting to stink the whole place up.”
“I’ll go with
you,” Robin said as she glanced at her watch – she did have a family to get
back to. She looked up. “Ladies, it’s just one minute now before four
o’clock. I’m thinking that this little
exercise is over!”
It took them five
minutes to get to a restroom where they could help Chad change. Actually, Robin and Cassie didn’t help him
much at all, they stood back and handed him whatever he needed to clean himself
up. When he was ready, Cassie held out a
pair of pink panties for him. Chad
started to reach for them… and stopped.
“Any chance I can have that other diaper now? Just in case?”
With a smile,
Cassie put the panties back in her bag and pulled out the one extra diaper they
had brought instead. Once it was in
place, Chad
felt much more secure. He felt defeated,
but much more secure – and normal. And
of course, the minute it was firmly taped on… he wet it. Without warning.
Mel and Chad
were again separated on the drive home.
But what angered Mel was that neither Gloria, Andrea, nor Robin would
talk to her about how they thought Chad had done. Nothing!
“We’re not going to discuss it in front of you!” Gloria finally told
her. “So stop asking!”
The rest of the
trip was pretty much in silence. But Mel
couldn’t help but wonder what the judges were all thinking. Did Chad manage to do enough to
convince them that he had regained his control?
Or at least enough so that he would win the bet? In the silence of the car, she worried more
and more about that.
In the other car,
Chad
noticed that Cassie and Sandy weren’t saying much of anything either. He was actually glad. He felt bad enough as it was. But he had to wonder, did he have a
chance? Did he have any chance at
all? Did he do enough to prove he had
regained his control? Or at least enough
to prove that Mel hadn’t been able to make him incontinent? That was the big question on his mind. Did he do well enough?
As soon as both
cars had parked, Gloria sent Mel and Chad to Mel’s apartment to wait for
them. “We have to discuss this,” Gloria
told them. “We’ll be over as soon as we
come to a decision.”
Before Mel even
unlocked her door, she and Chad
watched as all the judges disappeared into Sandy and Cassie’s apartment. Finally going inside Mel’s apartment was like
coming home – for both of them, and yet, her apartment felt subtly different –
for both of them.
“I’ll make
coffee,” Mel said, more for something to do than anything else. She was edgy with nerves.
“I’ll help,” Chad
offered for the same reason.
The women all
gathered around the table in Sandy
and Cassie’s kitchen. “Before we start,”
Gloria said, “let’s just see a show of hands of all those who think that Mel
won this bet.” She looked around the
table and nodded. “And how many think Chad
won?” Again she looked around. “Somehow, I didn’t think this was going to be
easy.”
The coffee was
brewing, but neither Mel nor Chad
paid any attention to it. Once it had
started dripping down into the pot, they both headed out to her living
room. Mel took a seat on her couch. Chad stood and looked at her. He didn’t know if he was afraid, or nervous,
or both. Both! Definitely!
Mel looked up at
him, the worry in her stomach made it difficult to sit still, but she forced
herself. “That didn’t quite go the way I
thought it would,” she said.
Chad shook his head. “It didn’t go anything like I thought it
would either!” He looked at her for a
few moments. “How long do you think it
will be before they’ll be back?”
“I wouldn’t
think more than a few minutes.”
He nodded… then
shook his head. “I just don’t know how I
did. I mean, I did sort of make it… a
few times. But then, most of the time I
was nowhere close. I just don’t know if
what I managed to do was close enough.”
“I know what you
mean. I feel exactly the same way. I can’t tell if what you did was enough
either – and it’s driving me crazy!”
There didn’t seem
to be much else to say, so Chad
nervously began pacing around the living room… much as he had done earlier in
the day.
“Will you please
sit down!” Mel complained. “You’re
making it twice as bad!”
With a silent
grunt of frustration, Chad
headed for the chair.
“Here, sit next
to me,” Mel offered as she patted the sofa next to her.
Chad changed direction and sat
where she suggested. “What’s taking them
so long?”
“Who knows!” Mel
replied. “Maybe there purposely trying
to build up the suspense.”
“They’re getting
on my nerves!”
“That’s for
sure!”
The two sat next
to each other and stared blankly at the opposite wall, each one lost in their
own personal thoughts.
“So tell me,”
Mel finally asked, “yesterday, when you said you hadn’t started to try to hold
back yet… why was that? Why didn’t you
try from the moment you woke up?”
Chad felt himself blush a
little. Embarrassed, he replied, “You
don’t really want to know.”
“No! I’m serious!
Why?”
“You’re going to
think it’s silly!”
“So? In some ways, isn’t your whole life silly?”
“Well… some of
it,” Chad
confirmed.
“Some of it,”
Mel agreed. “So why?”
“It’s just that…
and I know it’s silly but… I just… I wanted… I was trying to decide if….”
“What?”
“If… you felt
anything at all for me like I feel about you.”
Mel was shocked. “Like I feel…”
“I know! It’s stupid!
Especially since you go out with Derek all the time, but… I don’t know…
I guess a guy has dreams sometimes.
Especially me,” he added softly.
Unbidden the
words, “I would kiss you till your body shudders, and you know how I feel about
you,” flashed through her mind.
“Dreams?” she asked, somewhat surprised by what he had said.
“Well…
yeah! Dreams! I can’t help it, but somewhere in all this
mess… I developed… feelings for you. You
became someone I wanted to care about!”
“You want to…
care about me?” Mel was still somewhat shaken
by that. She shook her head. “Damn you!
Let me tell you about dreams! And
I know it’s stupid and there’s no real reason for it, but… but somewhere along
the way I started tying you directly to my dreams for the future. I wasn’t going to have us live here in the
apartment project anymore. I was going
to go out and buy us a proper house. A
nice house. A big house. Someplace we could be proud to come home
to. I just needed…” She stopped, as if afraid to admit it.
“You needed
what?” he asked softly.
She took the easy
way out. “Someone to take care of it for
me.”
“You needed a
maid!”
“Well… yes… and
no damn it!”
“No? That’s what you just said.”
“No! It’s more than that! A lot more!”
“Like what?”
Her voice was
almost a whisper. “I needed… someone to
share it with.”
“Like
Derek? Why not Derek? He’s a great guy!”
“Yeah he
is. But…”
“But what? You just needed a maid?”
“No! I needed…”
She stopped to collect her thoughts.
It was hard to admit. “All my
dreams. In every single one of my
dreams, you were the one who shared my house with me. Yes, you were my maid, and my personal sissy,
and… whatever else I wanted, but you were also the one single person I wanted
to be there with me… always.”
“So yesterday,
when I was still trying to figure out if I should go ahead and throw the bet or
not, I picked the wrong direction?”
“You were
actually considering throwing it to stay with me?”
“That’s what I
said.”
She started to
lean over and kiss him, but something held her back. The two sat together for a moment more before
she asked. “What made you decide to not
throw the bet?”
“Huh! A couple of things. First there was Derek. He’s the kind of guy you like to hang around
with. He’s the kind of guy you need… not
someone like me. And then there was
something else I realized. You have…
friends. Lots of friends. And if I lost, then not only would I
permanently lose all the friends I have now – if I even still have any, but I
would never be able to make any friends again.
Everyone would know about me. No
friends, and consequently… no kind of a life.
Yes, It would be great fun for a while, but it certainly wouldn’t be any
way to live my life. At least not for
long. So I would have no kind of life…
and if I spent a whole year living in total sissy mode, then I certainly
wouldn’t have much self-respect anymore.
I mean… how could I? So I finally
decided… well, you know. I had to win.”
He had just hit
her with the very same things she had tried to fathom for so very long. And even now, she didn’t have much more of a
clue how she could have solved those issues for him. “It’s a shame,” she finally said out
loud. “Maybe we could have figured
something out. Your dreams… and mine.”
“Yeah, he
agreed. It’s a shame.”
“And it’s too
late now. The ladies will be here any
minute!”
“I don’t know what’s
taking them so long,” Chad
replied.
Mel didn’t know
why she did it, maybe for mutual support, but her hand reached out and found
his hand. And she clasped it loosely –
just as he held her hand. And once again
staring blankly at the opposite wall, she whispered to herself. “It’s too late now.”
Chad glanced at the clock. “I can’t believe how long this is taking!”
Mel checked the
time too. More than half an hour! “I have no idea what could be keeping
them. It should be simple enough.”
“Should be,” Chad
agreed. “I’m starting to not care how
this turns out… just so we can finally have a decision.”
“I know,” Mel
replied. “I know.”
And once again,
the waiting continued.
The women all
looked around the table at each other.
There wasn’t a single smile on anyone’s face. They were that serious.
“I guess we
better get over there now and bring them the news,” Robin said.
Andrea
nodded. “Somebody’s not going to be
happy!”
2 comments:
Yay they finally discussed their feelings. Silly sissy go for the love of your life, dufus!
Karen.. I must say this is one of the better stories that had read in quite a while. I want to both thank you and commend you on this journey. I look forward to your next story. Thank you very much. BillC.
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