The Wererock
By Guest Writer: Mike
Chapter 2 – Fed-Ex
Wednesday
morning came early. I woke up long before my usual time and well before the
alarm clock I had set. I felt like a kid on Christmas morning anxious to see
what Santa had brought. I had come up with the plan and I wasn’t going to waste
any time waiting to see it done. I had come up with a number or scenarios but I
was still in the testing stage and so, while I took risks, I didn’t take huge risks. Those came with Cynthia and
the two miraculous things she discovered about the Wererock.
I took a shower,
ate a quick breakfast of instant oatmeal, and got dressed in one of the suits I
normally wore to the office. I knew exactly what I was going to do. I was going
to make a change. A big one but not one that I couldn’t be repaired if things
turned out poorly. I knew it was stupid but I couldn’t help it. I was a junkie
needing a fix. I didn’t know what was happening but somehow the Werestone was
changing me. That’s the best way to describe it, I guess. It was talking to me, calling me to play and
I listened. I obeyed.
I drove to the
office, the Werestone in the front pocket of my light blue shirt. I could feel
it there. There was this coolness that seemed to seep through my shirt, making
my left nipple hard. I laughed at that, knowing what was coming.
I parked at the
office. I had fourteen employees with six programmers, four men and two women,
each sitting in their own cubicles writing out the code for whatever project
they were assigned. My salesman, Jason, was out, probably drumming up new
business. Seated at her desk in front of my office was my assistant, Carley.
She was a pretty, black lady with tight, curly hair and full red lips. She
frowned at me, “What are you doing here? I thought you took the week off?” She
had this tone, like she was scolding a recalcitrant student. She hobbled to her
feet.
“You’ll be the
one taking more than a week off,” I said, watching Carley holding her stomach.
“How much longer?”
“Oh, about
another two months. With my luck, he’ll be late, the little shit.” She smiled
at her own words. “Now, what are you doing here?”
“Just wanted to
ship something out.” We had preprinted air bill labels at the office and a full
supply of boxes. “FedEx show up yet today?”
Carley shook her
head. “Nah, probably won’t be here for an hour yet.”
Perfect.
I gathered up
the shipping supplies before shutting myself into my office. I filled out my
home address on the FedEx label before assembling the small box. The box hung
open, taunting me. I thought of what I was about to do. It would be scary. It
would be exciting. It would be crazy. I knew I shouldn’t do it. I knew that but
I couldn’t not do it, too. I was a drug addict needing my next fix even knowing
that the fix would cost me dearly. The Werestone was calling to me. I could
almost hear it telling me to go ahead, it’ll be fun. And it would be fun. Scary
fun, like a haunted house or a roller coaster.
I took off my
blazer and unbuttoned my shirt. My chest bared to the room. I fished the stone
out of my pocket. I held the icy rock in my hand and gave myself breasts. At
first they were small, barely noticeable. Of course, that wasn’t good enough.
The stone was my pusher, telling me to keep going. Go big or go home, wasn’t
that the saying? I made them bigger and then bigger still. I stopped with two
perfectly formed breasts on my chest, each a little bigger than a grapefruit. I
would guess I was a C-cup or maybe a bit bigger.
I hopped up and
down, feeling them move. They wiggled and wobbled. I rubbed them, feeling their
heat. I lifted them, taking in the full weight of them. I pinched my right
nipple, making it as hard as the left. One more quick nudge and the nipples
became a little more sensitive. I blew on my nipples, first one and then the
other, and felt a tingle in my cock. My breathing sped up as my nipple
electrified my senses.
I buttoned my
shirt, my breasts pushing out as two large mounds. I donned my jacket. I looked
at my reflection in the glassy computer screen sitting on my desk and then down
at myself from above. I was sure they were hidden enough to escape the office
without being seen.
I looked at the
stone still clutched in one hand. It wasn’t too late to change my mind. I kept telling myself that but it was too
late. I had to do it. I wanted to even more.
I dropped the
Wererock into the FedEx box and sealed it shut. My heart was pounding now. I
felt an excitement I could barely contain. My whole body was tingling. I tried
to remove my breasts but nothing happened; I wasn’t holding the stone. I could
rip the box open, touch the rock and take my tits away but that wasn’t what I
wanted to do. I wanted to be stuck with tits until my package was delivered. I
wanted to be helpless.
Before reason
took over I left my office, handing the box to Carley. “Make sure this goes out
today, please.”
“Sure thing, Mr.
Orlinski.” She looked at me a little funny but didn’t say anything. I watched
as she stacked the little white box on the table behind her desk, setting it on
another, similar box. Just one more thing in the outgoing mail. Nothing out of
place. Nothing out of the ordinary. But something extraordinary.
“Thanks, Carlie.
Say ‘hi’ to Zachary for me.”
Carlie nodded,
“Will do.”
“See you
Monday.”
I left the
office, feeling each step in my chest. The tits were distracting, demanding my
attention. No, not the tits. My tits. I had tits. I walked to my car, feeling
my tits bounce. I got a thrill as I felt my hard nipples slipping against my
shirt. I bucked my seat belt and felt the strap settle between those twin orbs.
I raced home,
watching the rear-view mirror more than the road in front of me. I was driving
on autopilot, concentrating on the box holding the rock getting further and
further away. I made it home and raced into the house. I couldn’t take it
anymore. One hand fumbled with the key to get me inside while the other was
pulling at the button on my blazer. I was in the house with the door slamming
behind me when my hands ripped my shirt open. Buttons scattered away, sounding
like rice falling into an empty pan. I fell to my knees, rubbing my tits. My
nipples were hard nubs and so very sensitive. Each caress felt like a thousand
tongues. I pinched my nipples and came in my pants, without ever touching my
dick.
It had all been
too much. The sensations of my breasts bouncing as I walked. The electric
feeling of my engorged nipples shooting pleasure straight to my cock and my
brain, fueling it all, with the same overwhelming thought. “You’re stuck with
tits. You can’t take them away.”
And I was stuck. That was the most exciting
thing. I’m not sure I could ever explain why that was so exhilarating. It was
thrilling to be able to make the changes I could make but somehow it was even
more amazing to be stuck with the change I had made. Without my Wererock I was
stuck with my tits. Even the word “stuck” sent lines of pleasure from my brain
to my dick.
So far, this
first experiment had been amazing. My mind kept coming up with new, riskier,
scenarios and I knew I’d have to try them all. I spent the day playing with my
tits. I grabbed one boob and brought the nipple up to my mouth like I’d seen in
so many pornographic videos. My knees buckled at the sensation; it was more
than arousing. It was amazing.
Topless I walked
from room to room just to feel my tits jiggle with each step. By the time my
stomach reminded me it was time for dinner I understood why women wore bras.
The weight of the tits, the pull of them, left me wanting to feel some support.
And I could only imagine how’d they look if I hoisted them, putting them out
for the world to see.
Once that
thought entered my mind I couldn’t shake it. Hastily I redressed and left my
house, throwing one glance at my front door. The day had disappeared and it was
nearly dinner time. By now the FedEx box was gone, fully ensconced in its
journey back to me. I couldn’t go to the office and collect the box now if I
wanted. I was trapped, waiting for the stone to come home. Just the thought of
it made me tingle.
I drove two
suburbs over to a small outdoor mall that had a Victoria’s Secret. I needed a
bra and it needed to be lacy and overly supportive. Now, I’ve never thought of
wearing women’s underwear in my life; the thought was as alien as the breasts
on my chest but somehow when I thought it, the idea felt right. It dawned on my
briefly that the Wererock had changed more than my body; it had altered my mind
as well. As quickly as that disturbing thought entered my mind, I found it
replaced with an equally terrifying idea. That I was glad I was being trained
to accept the changes. “That makes it easier,” I whispered under my breath.
Then those thoughts were nothing but vapor.
I walked into
Victoria’s Secret, surrounded by bras and panties of every color imaginable.
The lights were bright, making the sexy underwear even brighter. I looked
around, seeing thongs and bikinis, boy shorts and tanga panties all adorned
with soft, frilly lace. I spotted panties with matching bras and garter belts
paired with sheer stockings. I was overwhelmed by the choices, lost in a world
I knew nothing about.
“Can I help you
sir?” A pretty, Asian woman approached me. She was wearing a tight skirt that
barely covered her knees and a white blouse topped with a jacket just a little
darker than my own dress shirt. Her nametag read “Suyin.”
“I need a bra.”
Suyin turned her
head, putting her ear closer to me. “I’m sorry, I didn’t hear you.”
I repeated my
request, louder now so that it could be heard other than in my head.
Suyin seemed
nonplussed. “A gift?”
I shook my head,
suddenly embarrassed. I had come here with confidence; I needed a bra. Now that
I was here I somehow felt like a child caught stealing a chocolate bar from the
checkout line of the grocery store. I felt the heat rise on my cheeks. Where
had my confidence gone? I thought of the stone, somewhere in the FedEx system.
It could give me the strength to get through this. Another thought followed
that one, one that made me gasp. It could magnify my shame, too. Suddenly I
wanted it to do both. I was a junkie needing a fix and I didn’t care if the
resulting trip was good or bad. Hell, I doubted I’d know the difference.
“No,” I said,
finding my voice. “I have,” I looked
around me. A few women were shopping, looking at the panties in their little
wooden bins. Across the store two other women were talking about some new
fragrance of lotion and behind them a mom, pushing her child in a stroller, was
looking at some gray sweat pants with the word Pink written across the bottom
in the appropriate color. All of it was normal; only I was out of place.
“Breasts. I have,” the word eluded me, “a condition that gives me boobs,
breasts, and I need a bra. I guess,” I gave a shrug as I finished my tale,
feeling my cheeks turning an even brighter red, “I need to finally accept the
truth.”
She took it all
in, “Do you know the size?”
“No.”
“Okay,” Suyin
said. She escorted me to the back of the store. “We’ll do a fitting. Go inside
and take your shirt off. I’ll be right in.”
I hadn’t
expected this and I felt my chest growing hot. I felt embarrassed, true, but
somehow, I felt even more turned on. The humiliation was exciting. That was
new; I’d never been into that but now, as I stood topless, my tits bared to the
bright dressing room lights above me, I found myself aroused by the shame I was
feeling. And it was shameful; men didn’t have tits. In my house, my tits had
been fun. Here, in Victoria’s Secret, it was humiliating and even more
exciting. I felt my cock tighten, threatening to erupt.
Suyin returned
and let out a little squeak. “You weren’t kidding.”
Did she think it
was something I would make up? I was about to ask her when she told me to turn
around.
She measured my
chest below my breasts and again, crossing a soft pink tape with black markings
over my nipples. She jotted down each measurement she took and told me my size:
38-C. At her insistence, I got dressed again. I quickly donned my shirt and
jacket, needing both to hide what I couldn’t take away.
“Follow me,
sir,” Suyin said, leading me from the dressing room. She was quick, polite, and
most of all, professional. She didn’t make any snide remarks and I never once
heard her snicker at my plight but I wanted her to. At the time, I didn’t
understand my thoughts, I only knew that as I was following her from the
dressing room to a round, wooden table filled with lacy bras with matching
panties, I was hoping for her to shame me. I swear, had she had called me a big
girl, or anything even remotely demeaning, I would have come on the spot. It
was the Wererock that put those thoughts in my head. It was the only thing new;
I’d never been turned on by sexual humiliation, but I’d never magically
sprouted tits, either. One led to the other. Both were caused by that amazing
stone.
I selected two
bras. One, a plain black one with just a slight tinge of lace around the upper
cups. The other was bright yellow with an iron underwire that only had
half-cups. The wiring would push my tits up; the half cups would let them
bounce. Suyin gave me a strange look that caused my cheeks to flare with color.
“Thank you, miss,” I said, surprised my voice didn’t crack.
She gave a nod
and had me follow her to the register. Just like that I had two bras and I knew
my size. I left the store, feeling a flush as I carried that bright pink bag
out into the covered walkway that skirted the stores. The bag was a beacon; you
couldn’t miss it. People milling about, moving from store to store, didn’t seem
to care what I was carrying. If anyone saw the bag they’d think I’d bought a
gift for a wife or a girlfriend.
I remember
feeling my cheeks flush thinking about Suyin mocking me and that led me towards
the bathroom. I ducked into the surprisingly clean restroom. An old black man
was washing his hands at the sink, while two teen-aged boys were drying their
hands and playing basketball with the paper towels. “You suck like Shaq,” the
taller boy laughed as his friend’s wet towel landed on the floor three feet
from the trash bin.
“Whatever,” the
second boy said. They were both laughing as they left the bathroom.
I scurried into
a stall. I hung my jacket on the hook on the back of the stall door. I raced to
take off my shirt. I fished into the bag and pulled out the black bra. Oh, the
yellow one would have given me more bounce but I wanted more than the jiggle. I
wanted the heat of shame to stain my cheeks. I needed it. I didn’t know why and
I didn’t care. I know now, of course; it was the stone. It was a sentient thing
playing with me like a cat toys with a mouse.
I fastened the
bra around my chest, those three hooks stacked vertically in the front. I spun
the bra around before fishing my arms through the heavy straps. I bent forward,
allowing my tits to settle into the padded cups. I adjusted myself, tugging the
bra, making sure everything was in place. My knees lurched inward as a wave of
intense pleasure raced down my spine. My tits looked hot in the bra but that
hair would have to go. The stone could do that. I wanted the Wererock to take
the hair away; I wanted the stone to make my tits bigger. The more I played the
more I wanted to play.
Like I said, I
was a junkie.
I put my shirt
back on. The bra amplified my tits, making them appear bigger. It put them out
there. One button was straining against the size of my boobs. I could see my
bra through my light blue shirt; the yellow one wouldn’t have been so evident
and I was desperate to feel the shame. I could see my chest though the bulge in
my shirt. I put the jacket on; my bra was hidden as was my chest, but you could
make out a definite mass underneath my clothing. Somehow, I knew that wouldn’t
do. I took the jacket off. Perfect.
I opened the
stall door, my chest demanding to be seen. The bathroom was empty but the mall
concourse wouldn’t be. It would be busy. My nipples, overly sensitive thanks to
the stone, were diamonds. They were so hard they hurt. I felt the soft lace of
the bra caress them and that sent another wave of pleasure through me, making
my crotch buzz and the hair on my arms stand erect. I almost came just walking
out of the stall carrying my pink Victoria’s Secret bag. I glanced behind me
and could just see the dark outline of my jacket still hanging on the door. Leave it behind, the thought came and I
couldn’t deny it. You don’t want to hide
behind your jacket, do you? Oh, I didn’t want to at all.
I walked out of
the bathroom, almost bouncing off a man about my age. He gave me a look, shook
his head and uttered, “fucking fag,” before disappearing into the bathroom to
take care of his business.
I came on the
spot, feeling my knees grow wobbly and the wetness in my pants. I had to clutch
the tiled wall next to me to prevent myself from falling to the ground. My face
glowed in shame; my nipples ached. I flexed my fingers, one hand sliding along
the cool title the other wringing the handle of my pretty pink bag. My breath
came out of me in a ragged, hitching pop. I sounded like a man shivering in the
cold.
It took a moment
to catch my breath. I stood up and began the shameful walk to my car. My jacket
was forgotten; I didn’t even notice until the next morning that it was missing.
The bag in my hand seemed to be a beacon, the color drawing the attention of
everyone around me. Mothers with their kids had their children look away. I
heard sounds of disgust and words of derision and everyone one of them was like
a lightning bolt to my balls. I was more turned on that I could every recall
being and I felt more shame than I thought anyone could tolerate. My cheeks
were flush, capable of leading Santa’s sleigh; they’d put Rudolph to shame. I
felt a heat across my hairy tits and my mouth was somehow an arid desert. I
couldn’t swallow; I could only endure. I felt stuck and that feeling was
amazing.
I walked through
the mall, past Starbucks and Macy’s, past GameStop and Bath and Body Works. The
cobblestone walkway was filled with people gawking and pointing and laughing. I
was cussed at and mocked, ridiculed and insulted. Every word, every gasp, every
mom making their kids turn away shot a beeline of pleasure through my system. I
was turned on by the shame and I wanted more.
I didn’t plan
anything more than leaving the mall but I stopped at a cupcake stop instead. I
ordered a vanilla cupcake with cream cheese icing. The teenaged girl rang up
the order and gave me my change, “here you go, miss.” She said. She was laughing at me. My balls tightened
listening to her mocking tone and derisive laughter.
“Thank you.”
I took the
cupcake and sat on a green wooden bench in the middle of countless shoppers
that all became gawkers and commentators. I ate the cupcake, reveling in my
shame, with the Victoria’s Secret bag sitting between my feet. My back was against
the bench, my tits were jutting into the world for all to see. The bra was
clearly visible beneath my light blue shirt. I finished the cupcake and looked
at the wrapper. I had to get rid of it and I had a bag with me. At the time, it
made perfect sense. I pulled out my bright yellow bra and set it on my lap. The
cupcake wrapper went into the pink striped bag. I carried my garbage bag in one
hand and my lacy yellow bra in the other.
Five minutes
later I was back in my car, trembling in embarrassment and sexual lust. I
dropped my hand to my lap and came again.
I slept well
that night.
Thursday morning
came and with it the memory of what I’d done the night before. I felt a wave of
regret, promising myself I’d never to that again. I sat up and felt my tits
shift. My nipples hardened in the cold room. Draped across the recliner that
sat in the corner were my two bras, lying there as twin reminders of what I’d
done. The memory of the shame returned which was far greater than recalling
what I had done. This was a reminder of what I felt. That lead to another
glance at the bras. Suddenly I wanted to wear the yellow one and see how it
made my tits bounce.
I hopped out of
bed, anxious to see the yellow bra caressing my breasts. I donned the bra much
faster than the one the evening before. Naked except for that lacy yellow bra
that pushed my tits out and left my nipples uncovered, I walked around my
house, moving from room to room. My eyes were riveted to my tits. The jiggled
and jostled, bounced and bobbed. It was painfully exciting.
I stayed naked
all day except for the bra. I kept looking down, finding myself excited by my
tits and afraid of them, too. I was stuck with them until my Wererock arrived.
I tried to wish them away, but without the rock they were a part of me; only
surgery could remove them. The hair on my chest looked out of place and while I
didn’t have the stone I could do
something about that.
I climbed in the
shower and lathered up my chest, feeling a pang of regret as I removed my bra.
I gently scraped away the hair until my tits were free of that course bundle of
brown hair mixed with an errant gray. My armpits felt the pull of the razor as
well; I wanted nothing to disturb the view I expected when seeing a beautiful
pair of breasts barely enclosed by a sexy, lacy bra.
Finished with
the shower I donned the bra again. I watched TV. I browsed the web. I made
lunch and dinner all while doing nothing but watching my tits bounce in that
sexy little bra. They looked amazing and without the hair I found myself turned
on by them. The fear of the Werestone not arriving was there, simmering on the
back burner, a nagging, scary thought that kept my nerves on edge and my overly
sensitive nipples crystalline hard.
That night I
masturbated, one hand on my erection and the other pinching and pulling my
deliciously hard nipples. I sucked them into my mouth, hoisting them with one
hand. If my tits were bigger I could get the nipples to my mouth easier. That
thought was enough to send me over the edge. My come launched upward, landing
on my ripe chest. Some come landed on my tits; without thinking I licked that,
too. It revolted me but excited me at the same time. It was another new thing
in an ever-growing pool of new experiences. I felt a new wave of shame as I
tasted the warm, saltiness of my spunk. It wasn’t anything I had ever thought
of doing before but that didn’t stop me from doing it then. I regretted it and
knew I’d do it again at the same time.
I fell asleep
wearing that pretty yellow bra.
FedEx arrived
just before ten Friday morning. I signed for the package wearing a pair of
shorts, a T-shirt that had somehow become far too small and my pretty yellow
bra. My tits lifted the shirt and the way they bounced when I walked was
nothing short of mesmerizing. Truth is, I didn’t think anything of opening the
door with my tits jutting proudly forward. Sure, I wanted them gone before I
went to work on Monday, but I wanted them to be bigger, too.
I signed for the
package, not saying anything to the strange stare the burly FedEx employee gave
me. What could I say? Until I opened the white box there wasn’t anything I
could do about it anyway. Still, I felt a surge of shame and desire crash down
on me by that disgusted glare. Why was
humiliation suddenly so exciting? That was the first thought. The second
was more gleeful, the stone is back!
I shut the door
so hard the little window above it rattled. I tore open the box and pulled out
the stone. It felt good to touch it, my fingers slipping over the cold, smooth
surface. I rubbed the stone, feeling its weight. It seemed to vibrate in my
hand like one of those little buzzers they give you at restaurants to tell you
your table is ready. There was an energy in the stone I hadn’t really felt. It
seems my stone missed me, too.
I stripped and
made my tits disappear. I needed to do that first, to make sure I wasn’t truly
trapped with tits until I could have a doctor take them away. My breasts
disappeared. My chest looked out of place without the hair that was normally
there.
I marched into
the bedroom and donned a pair of jeans. The Werestone stayed in my nightstand.
I had an errand to run and I didn’t want the stone to be a distraction. The
same T-shirt I’d been wearing when I signed for my package looked normal now
that I didn’t have those magnificent orbs hanging from my chest.
I drove back to
the mall I’d visited two days before. The sun was bright, spilling warmth onto
the cool morning. By mid-afternoon it would be almost ninety degrees but that
morning it was still barely seventy and the day felt good. I drove with the
windows down and a cool breeze mussing my brown hair. I felt good. My
experiment had been a success. I had come up with a way to trap myself with
whatever change I wanted and it was delicious. I had so many more things I
wanted to try. I had to escalate, that was the thought that kept my excitement
high and my mind racing. That next time it would be bigger. It would be longer.
It would be scarier. Could the stone
amplify my feelings of humiliation? I thought it could. Could it make me a slave to my own desires?
Could it make me do things I didn’t want to do? That thought made me
tremble. I had some more experimenting to do.
I parked at the
mall and made my way to the center of the three concourses that merged at a
covered tent. A pretty woman about my age was sitting behind a circular desk.
She smiled as I approached. “Can I help you?”
“Hi. I
accidently left a jacket in the men’s room. I was wondering if anyone turned it
in?”
She nodded.
“Yes, sir.” She had a pretty smile. She had short brown hair pulled back into a
tiny pony tail that barely reached halfway down her head. She had blue eyes
that reminded me of Dory from those Pixar movies. There were even a few flakes
of gold in those pretty eyes. The woman opened a little cabinet beneath her
desk and pulled out my jacket. She placed it on the counter. “Here you go; is
this it?”
It was. I picked
it up and draped it on my arm, “That’s it. Thank you, Cynthia,” I said, reading
her nametag. She was wearing a smart black blouse, buttoned to her throat; she
had on tiny heels and a skirt that ended just below her knees. She was very
pretty and yet I couldn’t chase the thought that my tits had been bigger than
hers. It was catty and I felt bad for thinking it but a little bit proud, too.
She gave me a
smile that lit up her face. I glanced at her hand; no ring. Was she single? She
was pretty, very pretty, so somehow, I doubted it, but I was feeling confident.
I had my stone back and if she was taken, well, I’d never have to see her
again. I could be someone else. Anyone else. That reality was empowering. “This
might sound forward, but are you free for dinner tonight?”
Her pretty smile
became even prettier. “Are you asking me out?” Her voice was playful and
melodious.
I nodded, “I
am.” I held out my hand. “Adam,” I gave her my last name.
“I have plans
tonight,” she said, feigning an exaggerated frown. “How about tomorrow night?”
That was even
better. I could play with the stone. “Great!” We exchanged info, putting our
information in each other’s phones. Business cards of the digital age.
And that was how
I met Cynthia. Cynthia who would teach me a few more things about the Wererock.
Cynthia who became just as enraptured as I was by what that stone could do.
Cynthia, that took over and made me do things I had imagined but never truly
realized.
Cynthia who
would one day become my wife.
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