The Wererock
By Guest Writer: Mike
Chapter 8 – Part 2 of 2
Suddenly I
became a little worried. Or maybe I simple became nervous. I had thought that
this would end as soon as I saw Cynthia. I had been counting down the hours,
even planning on skipping out of work a half hour earlier. Now, it seemed, that
my time with the purse wasn’t quite as near to the end as I thought. Cynthia
had something up her sleeves. I typed in the question she wanted to read: What do I have to do?
What’s in your
purse?
Nothing.
Exactly. A girl
doesn’t carry her purse just because it looks good. There should be some things
inside your purse. The things that
every girl should carry. Once you have the five items I think should be in
there, well, then you can take off your heels or set down the purse without
growing those magnificent titties.
What do I have to
buy? Now I was going shopping. Hadn’t I done the same thing to her? It
seemed poetic in a way, and utterly terrifying. At work, I was the boss. Even
if my employees thought it odd that I was carrying a purse, most wouldn’t say
anything. Not that I would fire them for mocking my situation, but it wasn’t
something they would bring up just in case. Well, Carley brought it up, but she
was leaving in less than a month. Besides, of all my employees, l worked with
Carley the most and over the years she and I have developed a close, working
relationship and even a friendship. As the one that worked the closets with me,
it would be Carley that understood me the most and could mock me easiest.
That
little emoji sticking out its tongue was Cynthia’s answer.
You’re not going to tell me, are you?
Nope.
That
would make things more challenging. You
said you had two things to tell me.
You can’t come. I
took that away from you, too. But, to make it more interesting, as you shop,
and as your purse gets heavier with the items you think I want you to put in
there, well, let’s say you’ll find that quite stimulating, you just won’t be
able to do anything about it. You can try and I really hope you do, but you
can’t come unless I give you permission.
That thought
scared me and yet I found it appealing. I had been too focused on my heels and
purse to even think of touching myself but now that Cynthia said she’d taken my
ability to orgasm from me, I found my mind and my hand drifting to my cock. I
snuck a hand into my pants, slipping it underneath my pretty green panties. I
touched my cock, finding my conversation with Cynthia had already engorged my
flesh. I stroked the tip with my fingers, savoring the electric feeling. Now
that she had taken away my ability to come, I found myself thinking of nothing
else.
You’re touching yourself, aren’t you? I
could almost hear Cynthia laughing at me as her text came through.
With one hand, I
responded: yes!
You’re far too
easy. Shit, I’ve got to go; phone’s ringing. Love you. See you tomorrow; have
plans with girlfriends tonight.
Tomorrow? What
about the curse and was it a curse? It felt like one but it was more than that.
It was an exciting game between lovers as well. I waited for an answer, but she
was gone. And what was that about love? I knew we were growing close and it
seems she was feeling it every bit as strongly as I, but could I call it love?
I had never been in love. At least I don’t think I have. I’ve dated over the
years. I even had a woman move in with me for about six months before she
became distant and uncaring. I thought I loved her but looking back I think I
was just desperate to have someone in my life for more than a week or two. The
thought of all those relationships seemed to wane in comparison to what I was
feeling for Cynthia. But was it love or something else? Was it just a shared
experience fueled by the magic of the Wererock? But didn’t the best
relationships start with a strong bond over a shared experience. Surely the
rock was that.
I
heard Carley on the phone and then I heard her laugh. She seemed to be enjoying
her conversation. I didn’t know it then, but she was talking to Cynthia. That I
would learn later.
I
thought back to our conversation and opened of my web browser. I typed in a simple
search: things every woman should carry in a purse. I wrote myself shopping
list. I didn’t know what Cynthia wanted me to buy and if I was being honest,
that made the game a lot more exciting. I wrote down two dozen different items.
I didn’t know if I was going to need them all or if they were what Cynthia had
planned, but to my programmer’s mind, going in and making a single trip to the
store would be far less humiliating than making multiple trips and testing the
magic of the curse in the privacy of my car before heading back into the store.
Instead
of leaving early, I worked until I was the last one there. Carley looked in on
me as she was leaving for the day, wearing a grin I didn’t understand. It was
like she was sizing me up or picturing me in some revealing pose. That look
seemed to rob me of my power and transfer it to her, like I’d somehow been
diminished in her eyes. “See you tomorrow, sir,” she said.
It sounded like
she was mocking me and I had to swallow before I could answer, “Have a good
night, Carley. Take care of that little one.”
She clutched her
belly, “Oh, I will.”
I left the
office as the clock chimed seven, my purse draped over my shoulder and my heels
tapping out a song on the floor. Once I put my purse on the seat next to me, I
felt the weight appear on my chest as my tits filled out my pretty, lacy bra. I
had done well, going through the whole day with my purse in my lap. I had kept
it with me, and the heels on my feet, exactly as Cynthia had wanted. Now, I had
to go shopping just so I could take my heels out without growing breasts. It
was an exciting dichotomy, having breasts, or wearing heels and carrying a
purse. Both were solely feminine things to do and I was trapped in a situation
bouncing between them. It made me excited but there wasn’t anything I could do
about that. Not unless I had permission. Hell, even that thought sent a jolt of
pleasure to my cock.
I drove to
Walgreens, a local pharmacy that had a wide array of cosmetics and feminine
products. I had my list of things to buy clutched in one hand, my purse draped
over my shoulder and my long pants hiding most of my heels. I wobbled into the
store, my feet still sore. I was looking forward to getting home just to take
off my shoes. With luck, I’d find everything that I needed in the store to
break the curse Cynthia had inflicted upon me. Of course, I didn’t know what I
needed. That made it challenging.
I walked into
the store, my heels announcing my presence. The tile was clean and slick and
loud. I tried shuffling, trying to mask the sound but that made me look
ungainly. I straightened up. Own it, isn’t that what Cynthia had said to me? I
stood a little straighter and marched down every aisle, throwing item after
item into the little green shopping cart I had clutched in one hand. I bought a
tube of bright red lipstick, some eyeliner, mascara, and something called
cover-up. I didn’t really know what most of this stuff did, but it would fill
the purse and maybe it was what Cynthia had set up for me to buy.
I selected a
compact with some light brown powdery makeup mashed into a hard cake. It had a
mirror in it as well; that knocked two things off my list. I bought a comb, a
brush, some bobby pins, a hair bow made of black ribbon and a couple of those
elastic hair bands called scrunchies.
I bought a
bottle of perfume, surprising myself when I sprayed six different sample
bottles and selected the one I liked the most. I didn’t plan on wearing it but
I couldn’t hope to know Cynthia’s plans.
I bought
tampons, blushing as I put them into my carry-all. They seemed to be the most
alien and they brought the biggest flush of color to my already crimson face. I
bought a small plastic bag of winged panty liners and a bigger box of
maxi-pads. I was blushing furiously but feeling quite sure that I was making
the right purchase. I was sure that Cynthia had set me up to be humiliated and
the items I was putting in my cart certainly brought a blush to my cheeks way
more than the powered stuff I had selected from the make-up aisle.
I bought a pair
of pantyhose and some baby wipes, a sewing kit that included needles, thread
and a tiny pair of scissors. I bought gum and breath mints, soap and shampoo in
airline approved sizes. Every recommendation I had read online had gone into my
cart. I even threw in a small box of condoms, both because it was something a
woman might carry and because I needed something masculine to offset the
smorgasbord of lady’s products I was buying. Some items I overlooked, thinking
a woman wouldn’t carry a disposable douche kit in her purse. It was a risk; it
was possible I’d have to return to the store but Cynthia had said I needed the
things every girl should carry and I was pretty sure that a disposable douche
or scented candles weren’t exactly normal items.
I made my way to
the registers. A skinny black woman began ringing up my purchases. She gave me
a queer look but otherwise said nothing. I was thankful for that. Maybe she was
polite, or maybe she was good at customer service. I think she saw the blush on
my cheeks and let me go unchallenged. The few people in line behind me laughed
and snickered. One little girl with short, brown hair tugged on her mother’s
skirt and said, “Mommy, he has a purse just like you.” Even a little girl knew
noticed a man with a purse. The mother said, “Yes, he does. Isn’t it pretty?”
“It’s funny.”
Then she laughed. Mocked by a child. I felt every bit as small as she was. I
had selected way too many items for the checkout process to be quick. I had to
stand there, at the front of the line, holding my purse at my side, with the
strap digging into my shoulder. I stood taller than normal, my heels elevating
me so that I towered above the other patrons. I wished I had the Wererock so
that I could make myself look like a woman. I had a whole wardrobe at home;
this would have been far less humiliating if I had that powerful rock clutched
in my hand. Instead, I was powerless, forced to hear the laughter and the
muttered whispers about, “He’s wearing heels,” and the one that brought the
most color, “what a sissy.”
I paid for my
purchases and raced from the store. As the automatic doors whisked shut I heard
applause. They were applauding me. Now I felt smaller than that little girl. My
balls were tight, pulled upward as if they too were under assault. I guess they
were.
I rushed to my
car and dumped the three plastic bags full of stuff into my purse, with the
purse sitting on my thighs. With everything tucked away I set the purse on the
passenger seat. I did not grow boobs. I had the five items I needed. I didn’t
know what they were, but my research had paid off. For the first time that day
I felt victorious.
I stopped for
dinner on the way home, paying and receiving my order at a drive-through
window. I ate hot fries from the bag as I drove home and finished eating while
sitting on my couch with my heels resting on the floor in front of me and my
purse on the coffee table next to my dinner bag. For the first time in a while
I was wholly me. I looked at my purse as I chewed; I never even thought of
leaving it in the car. Was that because of the Wererock or because of Cynthia’s
training? A girl never goes anywhere without her purse. I guess that was true
and it was my purse.
After dinner, I
experimented with my shopping. It was easy to do; I pulled something out of my
purse and when my breasts expanded, I knew what I needed to keep, and back into
my purse it would go. The list was short: lipstick, nail polish, a brush,
tampons, and the small round mirror. I guess if I looked inside Cynthia’s purse
I’d find those same things. I kept them
in my purse and put everything else in an empty drawer in the master bathroom.
I didn’t think I would need them, but knowing how clever Cynthia could be I
reasoned it would be better to save them instead of throwing them away. The
condoms went in my nightstand. As an afterthought I put a few in my purse.
Cynthia texted
me as I was getting ready for bed. How
are the boobs?
Non-existent. I went shopping.
Good for you. I hope it wasn’t TOO
embarrassing.
Somehow, I
doubted her sincerity and told her so.
Did you have fun?
That was a
question I had a hard time answering. It was humiliating, that much was certain
and that made it far scarier than anything else. I recalled the taunting
laughter I had heard and how small I had felt when that little girl commented
on my purse. All of it had left me feeling, not really diminished, but slightly
inadequate and out of place. A freak. But, conversely, the way my heart had
been hammering and how tense I had felt, I had to admit that while it wasn’t
fun, it wasn’t exactly horrible either. It was like riding a roller coaster.
Scary, yes, but somehow more fun looking back at the ride than when you were
actually on it.
She responded
with an emoji of a bright yellow face blowing a kiss. What did that mean?
Can I come by?
Duh.
Good, I’m outside.
I spit out my
toothpaste and slipped on a pair of shorts. I heard the doorbell ring. I opened
the door and got the biggest surprise of the day.
I was staring at
myself.
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