Training with Wolfie
By Karen Singer
Chapter 13 – Part
4 of 4
“So you’re going to keep calling
him Bobo?” Connie asked over dinner that night.
“He’s a dog! I mean, she’s
a dog. I guess I’m going to need to get
used to thinking about her that way too.
But as a dog, I see no need to change her name. I’m quite satisfied with it the way it is.”
Connie looked down at the floor
where Bobo was eating one of those big dog treats. “I do love what you’ve done with his
hair. It almost looks like ears hanging
down.”
Rosa smiled. “Yes, I thought that was quite
appropriate. And I’m so happy with the
affect. I’m really quite ecstatic about
all of it. You saw the way he can wag his
tail.” She shook her head. “I’m afraid that tail has got to be my
favorite part of him.”
“Yes! Without a doubt. I hate that his feet inside all that leather
have to stick out so much from his back, but still, it’s really not too bad at
all.”
“It not only lets him wag the tail,
but according to Tolliver, it puts it in about the right place for where the
tail should be, and it keeps it entirely out of the way for when he had to
relieve himself outside.”
“That should be helpful!”
“Yes! I can’t imagine having to clean his tail
every time he poops! Ugh!”
Connie laughed.
When dinner was over, Rosa opened a
can of dog food and dumped it into Wolf’s bowl.
She broke it up a bit with a fork and set it on the floor for him. As always, Wolf attacked it voraciously. Right in front of Connie, she opened a second
can of dog food and dumped it into Bobo’s bowl.
She broke it up into chunks the same way she had for Wolf and set it
down on the floor.
Bobo nearly died when he saw what
was in his bowl. It wasn’t the first
time he had been forced to eat dog food.
She had done it a couple of times before. So was this all she would be feeding him from
now on? He hoped not, but from
everything she had said earlier, it certainly looked like it.
He looked up at Rosa and
Connie. They were both looking down at
him. Resigned, and having no choice, he
lowered his head into the bowl and took a small bite. Dog food!
Yuck! It tasted…horrible. She was treating him even more like a dog
now. But didn’t she say she was going to
be trying even more to think of him as nothing more than a dog. As nothing more than an animal. Obviously, that was truer than he thought. Dog food.
For a dog. Him.
“So are you going to feed him dog
food from now on?” Connie whispered as she and Rosa went into the living room.
“Not really. But probably more often than I should. I just want to drive the point home with him
for while that he’s nothing more than an animal…and that I’m trying my best to think
of him that way too.”
Connie shook her head. “Poor guy.”
Rosa shook her head. “Poor girl.
You saw what Tolliver did to him.
It’s all tucked away, and trust me, there’s not a chance in hell of that
thing under there growing at all. He’s
going to be stuck looking just like a female dog down there from now on, and
for all intents and purposes, he doesn’t have any of that other equipment
anymore. At least, not as far as I’m
concerned.”
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That night, just as he had done
many times now, Bobo laid down next to Rosa’s dresser to sleep. The light went off and he had no choice but
to lay there. But laying there, did
nothing but give him more opportunity to think about his day. He was bound up in all new…things…that
limited what he could do even more.
Things that made him look even more like a dog than he did before. Things that prevented him from even trying to
behave like a human.
Restless and feeling sorry for
himself, he got to his feet – his four feet, and headed out to the living
room. He went directly to his favorite
place between the two chairs and laid down.
She had turned him into a dog, and she was going to keep him like that
for a very long time. And even then, his
only way to become human again, was to completely forget that he really was
human. How? Not to mention, he didn’t want to do that,
and he really had no intention of forgetting what he really was…or who he
really was.
And of course, at that point, he
just had to remember that very often lately, even before today, he had been
thinking way too much like a dog already.
A real dog. He didn’t know what
day it was. He didn’t know anything
beyond his life as a dog. Nothing. She had already stripped all that away from
him. But there was no way he could ever
forget that he was human. He suspected
that she didn’t want him to forget that either.
She just wanted to…punish him.
Punish him for being…a wimp.
Which, he now realized that he was.
He was a wimp because he had let
her turn him into a dog. A complete
dog. He wasn’t human anymore because he
didn’t have it in him to stand up to her and argue about it. Because of that, she had reduced him to being
nothing more than an animal. A dog. And she intended on making him live that way
for a very long time.
In the dark of the night, laying
between the two chairs, he cried.
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Rosa was restless. The events of the day had been fun and
glorious. She had achieved with Bobo
something that she had never intended from the start…or had she? She supposed that she really had, if only unconsciously. But never the less, she had now taken a man,
and reduced him to being nothing more than a dog. And she fully intended on treating him fully,
like nothing more than a dog. She needed
to find more ways to do that though.
More ways to keep this situation fresh and fun. Not that it wasn’t fun. She was loving the heck out of it.
Not being able to sleep. She rolled over and turned on her bedside
lamp. Wolf looked up from the floor. She
rolled over to see Bobo, but he wasn’t in his usual place next to her
dresser. Quietly, she slipped out of bed
and headed out to the living room.
Before she got there, she could hear something strange. Soft crying.
She turned around and went back to bed.
Let him cry. He had plenty to cry
about. She knew from long experience
that he was going to have to live with the sorrow of what he had lost, before
he could fully accept it. He was going
to have to go through a lot of mental changes before he could fully accept that
he was now a dog, and nothing but a dog.
Let him cry. It was
the next step in Bobo’s evolution. His
evolution from being a man, into to being an animal. A dog.
1 comment:
Great as usual, Karen, though I was kind of hoping she would start calling Bobo by a girl's name. Babette? Fifi? Oh well, I can wait. Would love to see her give him a permanent so he would have poodle curls. Please keep writing this wonderful story,
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