The
Domination of Mister Mike
By Karen Singer
Chapter
40 – Part 2 of 2
Ding dong! The horrid sound of my doorbell ringing
pulled me awake. That sound was
something I had lived in dread of for years.
I’m sure anyone with my inclinations would know very well what I’m
talking about. Someone was at the door
to my home…my home where I was currently dressed like a disaster. I didn’t dare move a muscle. I barely breathed for fear someone would hear
me and know I was home.
But of course, I
wasn’t the only one home. Joanna was
heading for the front door.
“Is someone
here?” Ashley’s sleepy voice whispered.
I saw her holding
her pacifier in her hand, but the muscles that controlled my voice were as
tightly locked as the rest of the muscles in my body.
“Ugh! I was sleeping so good,” she told me as she
stuck her pacifier back in her mouth and rubbed her eyes.
I heard voices,
but couldn’t make out what was said. And
then Ashley spit her pacifier out again.
“Oh shit!” she exclaimed, fear very evident in her voice. She seemed to be looking around for some
place to run to, but not only was there no place easy to hide, she was tied to
me. Going anywhere was a major
chore. “Shit, shit, shit!” she exclaimed
as she looked desperately around.
The sound of the
voices became louder.
“Shit!” Ashely
exclaimed more vehemently. “We’ve got to
get out of here. I can’t let her see
me!”
But it was too
late. Not just Joanna came into view,
but so did Amanda and her boyfriend Jimmy.
“Ashley! What’s that pacifier doing out of your
mouth! Do you want me to put the soap
back in?”
Ashley let out an
eek of fear, and quickly stuck her pacifier back. But Joanna never stopped. She came right to our blanket and knelt down
on top of it. “I told you to leave that
in your mouth. No talking!” She immediately grabbed the ribbons still
hanging from Ashley’s pacifier, sat both of us up, and tied the ribbons behind
her head so Ashley couldn’t get the pacifier out again. A moment later, she was doing the same to
me. Well, at least I didn’t have to hold
a conversation and try to explain anything to our guests…as if I would need to
explain anything.
I looked over at
Ashley, she was sitting there staring in horror at her best friend Amanda. I could only imagine how she felt.
“Remember what I
said,” Joanna told her. “You treat them
like I told you.” She walked away and we
were left with Amanda and Jimmy staring down at us.
I could see
Amanda taking in every inch of us…especially Ashley. Ashley suddenly pounded her fist into the
blanket. There was a look of anger on
her face, but there was little else she could do except sit there under her
best friend’s scrutiny. All of a sudden
I felt Ashley trying to move around, but to where? I was sitting there, and she was first moving
this way, then that. Moving for either
of us required that we do it together.
“What the heck?”
Amanda exclaimed. “Are you two tied
together?”
Of course, there
was no way either of us could reply. But
Ashley was still moving. She finally wound
up straddling my lap where she buried her head into my chest and wrapped her
arms around me, holding tightly onto me.
She wasn’t moving from that position and I could hear her crying into my
chest.
“Hey Ash,”
Amanda said. “It’s alright. Come on, it’s fine Ash.”
But Ashley wasn’t
coming out of her tiny place to hide for anything. She didn’t want to face her friend in the
condition she was stuck in.
“Ash,” Amanda
said again as she knelt down in front of us.
She reached out and put a hand on Ashley’s shoulder. “It’s alright.” Ashley only cried harder.
“Your mom says I
have to treat you like you’re really a baby,” she said softly. “She said she doesn’t want you to think of
yourself as anything else for the entire weekend.”
I don’t know what
kind if reply she was expecting, but I had no doubt Ashley didn’t plan on
answering anything. Neither did I for
that matter.
“Ash…please look
at me. Please?”
Ashley’s arms
that were wrapped around my body suddenly moved. I felt her hands come up to my back, and grab
hard, digging her nails into my flesh. I
would have screamed in pain if my voice wasn’t locked up so tight. And that didn’t count that stupid oversized
pacifier in my mouth. I was guessing
Ashley was angry again.
Ashley suddenly released her grip on my ripping flesh and
turned her head quickly to face Amanda.
“Uuuuuhhh!” she screamed in rage at her best friend.
“Ash! It’s okay.
Okay? It’s okay.”
“Uuuuuhhh!”
Ashley screamed at her again. I had no
doubt that Ashley just wanted her friend to go away.
“Ash, stop
it! This is doing neither of us any
good!”
“Uuuuuuhhh!” Ashley started glaring angrily at
Amanda. I had already seen these angry
glaring matches that Ashley could get involved in. I would have peed just then to distract her,
but oddly, I didn’t have to go. Darn.
“Ashley, stop
it. You’re being silly.”
“Uuuhhh?” Ashley looked at her friend with disbelief.
“Stop it. Now relax.”
There was no reply
from Ashley. But I had no doubt relaxing
was something she wasn’t planning on doing.
No words came out
of Amanda’s mouth, but I saw her mouth the words, “I’m sorry Ash. I’m sorry.”
She found her voice again. “Now
come out of there and play with me.”
“Uh?”
“Yeah,
play. Okay? We can play.”
“Uh?” Ashley
said again. I couldn’t believe it
either.
“Come on,”
Amanda said. “Maybe it will be fun.”
“Uuuhh?”
“Yeah, fun.”
The two of them
stared at each other again, but I got no sense of the hostility of a few
moments ago.
“Come on Ash,”
Amanda said. “What else do you have to
do?”
I saw Ashley roll
not only her eyes, but her whole head.
“Come on Ash,”
Amanda tried again. “We can play with
the toys.”
Ashley turned and
looked at me, as if she was unsure what to do.
I tried to shrug.
“You got
something better to do?” Amanda asked, still trying.
Once again Ashley
rolled her eyes, and her head. But she
finally climbed off of me and sat next to me.
“Geez. You guys really are tied together. Why is it pink where it goes between you?”
she asked, referring to the pink tether between us. I hope she wasn’t looking for an answer to
that question.
While Amanda
looked around at the few toys on our blanket, Ashley and I sat and watched her.
“Hey, what a
cute tea set,” she exclaimed.
Uh-oh. The tea set.
I hope she wasn’t planning….
“Hey, we can
have a tea party.”
…on having a tea
party. Oh goody. I had never had a tea party in my life. I guess that winning streak had to end
sometime. I looked briefly up at Jimmy,
who just stood back out of the way. He
looked lost. Trust me, I felt far more
lost than he could ever be!
While Amanda
handed out tea cups and cakes, I saw Joanna walk over and tap Jimmy on the
shoulder. “Can I borrow you for a little
while?”
I had no doubt
that Jimmy was glad to do anything to get him away from us. The minute Jimmy and Joanna were down the
hallway and out of sight, Amanda softly whispered, “I really am sorry,
Ash. I’m sorry for everything we
did. Really!”
Ashley just
looked at her for a moment, then nodded.
I didn’t know what they were talking about, but again I wondered if it
had anything to do with me.
Teeeeaaa
party. Some party. There was nothing about it that I could
actually associate with any kind of party I had ever been to. But Amanda pretended to pour out tea for both
of us. We “ate” the plastic pieces of
cake. And Amanda carried on the entire
conversation for us since our mouths were rather full…and not from plastic
cake.
Somewhere in the
middle of the tea party, Amanda dragged over that toy with the colorful shapes
on the spindles. For some unknown
reason, Amanda’s attention was turned mainly to me. She “encouraged” me to remove the plastic
shapes from the spindles, then put them back.
“Michelle” got praised every time I did something right…so of course,
due to the situation being so ridiculous, I somehow “managed” to make a lot of
mistakes and put things in the wrong order.
For some unknown reason, Amanda’s chiding me over it brought a small
giggle out of Ashley.
Joanna finally
came back into the living room to check on us.
I realized she had been gone a long time. She watched us “playing” for a few minutes,
then headed into the kitchen. It wasn’t
until then that I started to wonder where Jimmy was. What was he doing for her? That part worried me.
Pour more
invisible tea. Eat the plastic
cakes. Play with the shapes, and spend
way too much time cuddling and “loving” on those silly dolls. Jimmy finally came back from the
bedroom. He talked briefly with Joanna,
then went out the front door and left. I
saw Amanda look up at that, wondering where he was going. He was back just five minutes later though
where he disappeared back down the hallway.
Ten minutes later, he went back outside again. What the heck was he doing? He was back in the house right after that and
disappeared into the kitchen with Joanna.
The two of them headed back down the hallway, then came back. Okay, now I was worried about what those two
were up to. Um…what Joanna was up to,
because whatever it was, it had been Joanna having him do it. The two of them stayed hidden in the kitchen
after that.
Finally Joanna
came out of the kitchen again and came over to us. I really hoped we could stop “playing”
now. “Amanda,” she said. “I’ve got to get the babies fed before we
have our dinner. Are you going to help
or should I do it myself?”
“Oh, I can
help,” Amanda replied, sounding a bit too eager for my taste. I saw Ashley look over at me with a worried
look on her face.
Joanna
nodded. “Very well.” She turned to us. “Come on babies. Into the kitchen now. It’s dinner time.”
Something about
this didn’t sound good to me. Ashley
looked at me with a worried expression on her face. I’m sure my face reflected the same fear.
Amanda reached
down and grabbed Ashley’s arm. “Come on
baby,” she said. “Let’s get you to the
table.
With a sigh of
resignation, Ashley stood up, which meant that I had to stand up at the same
time. We got “dragged” into the kitchen
since Amanda was holding Ashley’s hand all the way. Joanna was waiting there for us and we got
put into our usual side-by-side seats.
“Here Amanda,”
Joanna said as she tossed a couple of baby bibs to her. “You can do the honors.”
Amanda laughed
when she saw the bibs. She tied one
around each of our necks. “This is so
much fun!” she declared.
Who was she
kidding? Was she that demented? And to think there were times when I had
actually liked that girl. I guess you
never know.
“Give us a hand,
dear,” Joanna said to Amanda.
Amanda went over
to see what Joanna needed. “You’re
kidding, right?”
“Of course
not. What else do you expect them to
eat?”
Amanda’s
delighted laugh wasn’t a good sound. I
had no doubt at all that I wasn’t going to enjoy this dinner at all. The pressure from Ashley’s hand holding mine
increased again. Fortunately, she wasn’t
trying to break it this time.
Joanna, Amanda,
and Jimmy, all came back to the table with their hands loaded with jars of baby
food. Lots of jars.
“You two keep
your hands away from the table,” Joanna cautioned us. “And when I untie those pacifiers from your
mouths, you had better not make a sound…at least nothing intelligible
anyway. Got that? One wrong grownup word and you both will be
eating soap for the next couple of hours!”
She stopped and looked at us. “In
fact….”
She left the
kitchen. She was back a few minutes
later and I saw her set those two bars of soap that had been in our mouths on
the table. The soap was still wrapped up
in the scarves she had used earlier to hold them in.
I saw Amanda
staring wide-eyed at the soap and scarves.
“Really?” she asked.
“Really!” Joanna
confirmed. “One wrong move from either
of you,” she said to us, “and this is what you both get!”
Ashley’s eyes
were on the soap, and her hand was trying to crush mine again. I had no doubt at all that Joanna would carry
through with that threat at the least sign of trouble. I quickly resigned myself to eat whatever
baby food they stuck in front of me – silently!
“Do you want to
feed Ashley or Michelle?” Joanna asked Amanda.
“Feed them?”
“Of course,”
Joanna replied with a smile.
“Uh…I’ll take
Ashley.”
Joanna nodded and
pulled a chair over close to me. She
pulled half of the baby food jars close to her where she could reach them.
“Uh…mind if I
watch TV or something?” Jimmy asked. I
had no doubt he wanted to bail, on this disturbing scene. I absolutely couldn’t blame him. I wanted to bail too. I just didn’t have that option.
“Sure. Go ahead,” Joanna told him. I noticed that Jimmy was quick to
disappear. Joanna turned her attention
back to me…and all those jars of baby food.
And then I saw the tiny spoon in her hand. Oh shit!
This was going to take forever!
Joanna got up
from her seat and worked her way behind us.
She untied Ashley’s gag…I mean pacifier.
“Now remember you two, no adult words, and no other sounds I wouldn’t
want to hear. If you say anything at
all, it had better be something a baby might utter and nothing else. Otherwise, just be good and eat your dinner
for us. Amanda has been so kind to come
over and not only play with you two, but she’s helping to take care of you now
as well. So be good!”
I had already
gotten that point when she had brought out the soap. I didn’t need a second reminder.
I saw Ashley
stretching her mouth as Joanna worked on untying my gag…I mean pacifier. Finally mine was gone too. Such a relief. Joanna sat down, opened one of the jars of
baby food, stuck that tiny spoon into it, and my torture…I mean
dinner…began. The only thing I’ll say
about it, is that at least those jars of baby food tasted better than that baby
cereal she had made for us earlier that morning. There was one other good thing about it. Since she was opening the jars right in front
of us and then feeding us directly from them, I was sure that the food wasn’t
“doctored” with anything else like our breakfast had been. At least…I hoped it wasn’t.
I sat quietly and
accepted spoonful after spoonful of pureed mush. Each spoonful not giving me enough to really
swallow. Some of the jars I was able to
read the label to see what it was. That
actually helped me figure out what it was that I was trying to taste. Some, where I couldn’t read the label, I
could almost guess what it was. And then
there were others that I simply had no idea what she was shoving in my mouth at
all.
Joanna sat
quietly and fed me. But Amanda was far
more vocal in her treatment of Ashley.
Joanna had told her to treat us both like babies, and Amanda seemed to
be eating the situation up. Despite the
fact that I saw Ashley opening her mouth to easily take every spoonful of food
that Amanda was trying to feed her, Amanda was making all kinds of noises and
saying all kinds of babyish encouraging things to keep her eating. I almost felt for Ashley just then. Almost.
Oh how happy I
was when dinner was over! Except that I
didn’t exactly feel like I had eaten much at all. If Joanna was going to keep feeding us like
that all weekend, I was going to lose some weight! Joanna removed my bib for me and used it to
wipe my face off while Amanda was still feeding Ashley and telling her what a
good “baby” she was. Yeah, there was no
doubt at all that there was a hidden demented and cruel streak in Amanda.
Joanna waited
until Ashley was done eating and Amanda had untied her bib. “I’m going to leave those pacifiers out for a
little while,” she said, “but remember, no adult sounds out of either of you. Not even whispering between you! Got that?”
She pointed to the soap. “And
I’ve got your punishment right there if I need it!” Trust me, I got the point. No sounds at all! Even as lousy as that baby food had tasted,
all of it was far, far better than the soap!
Joanna got us up
from the table. “Back to your blanket,”
she ordered. “Since we don’t have a
playpen for you two, that’s going to have to do. I suggest you get used to it since you’ll be
spending most of the rest of the weekend on that blanket.”
Most of the
weekend? I almost couldn’t imagine
that. It was such a tiny place to be
banished too. And there were two of us
that had to share that blanket. But,
there was one very good point about it, it sounded like we wouldn’t be leaving
the house at all tomorrow. Hooray! For that much, I would gladly confine myself
to the blanket on the floor. At least it
was soft. I could have done without the
kiddie toys taking up part of it, but I was more than willing to overlook them
to just stay home!
While Ashley and
I sat ourselves down on the blanket again, Joanna turned the TV from the show
that Jimmy had been watching, back to the infantile cartoons again. Oh joy!
Stimulating and totally engrossing entertainment at its finest. Jimmy left for the kitchen. I guess he and Amanda were staying for dinner
with Joanna. They had simply fed the
babies first.
Five minutes into
the TV program that Ashley and I were “avidly” watching, both Joanna and Amanda
came back – with baby bottles in their hands.
Ugh! And worse, whatever was in
the bottles was white. I had no doubt it
was more of that miserable baby formula.
Had Joanna spiked it with those darn pills to keep us peeing again? Even as I wondered that, I felt my diaper
filling with pee from Ashley. Yeah, no
doubt I’d be doing the same thing back to her very shortly.
With nothing
better to do, we sat there like idiot babies drinking our bottles while we
watched cartoons created from nothing more than geometric shapes, dance across
the screen. Everyone else was in the
kitchen eating grownup food. My stomach
growled. I wasn’t sure if it was from
hunger, distress over what we had been forced to eat, from all the soap that
had gone into it earlier, or from something that Joanna might have put in those
bottles of formula we were drinking. I
couldn’t be sure about any of it. I only
knew my stomach wasn’t happy. To relieve
part of the problem, I went ahead and peed into Ashley’s diaper again. Without even looking at me, her hand lashed
out and punched me. What a friend!
When my bottle
was done, I tossed it off to the side.
It rolled off of the blanket. I
didn’t bother going after it. Didn’t
babies throw stuff out of their playpens and cribs all the time? Let Joanna deal with it, I was too busy
letting my brain be diminished down to the level of a toddler as I watched the
simplistic shapes move across the TV screen.
Riveting!
My bored stare…I
mean my rapt fascination with the TV show was briefly interrupted when Joanna
showed up and quickly shoved a pacifier in Ashley’s mouth, then my mouth. It mostly caught me by surprise because it
wasn’t the super big pacifier we had been sucking on all day. This was one of the smaller ones made for
real babies. Much more comfortable! But it still plugged our mouths! Ugh!
Amanda was back a
little while later to say goodbye. With
those pacifiers in, even as small as they were, neither Ashley nor I made a
sound…or maybe it was the threat of the soap that kept us quiet. Just before leaving, Amanda once again
mouthed the words that she was sorry. We
watched from our blanket as she and Jimmy left.
The minute the door was closed behind them, I could almost feel the
relief washing through Ashley. But I had
no doubt that Ash was even more worried about something than I was. What would happen when Amanda told a few of
her friends, and then they told more people, and so on? Who in the entire world wouldn’t know about
us soon? That was a very troubling
thought, I’m sure, for both of us.
All evening long
we stayed on that blanket watching kiddie TV while Joanna laid back on the
couch and read a book. Ashley peed into
my diaper a few times, and I returned the favor a little while later by peeing
into hers. Each time I did, Ashley was
kind enough to punch me in the arm or back or chest. It didn’t matter, she simply lashed out and
hit me, usually not bothering to even look at me.
One of the
mindless shows ended and Joanna finally turned the TV off. Now what?
“Come on kids,”
Joanna said. “Time to get you two
changed and into bed.”
Bed! Such a lovely word. I was still so tired I couldn’t wait. Even if I had to sleep connected to Ashley.
“Grab your dolls
and let’s go.”
Grab our dolls? What for?
But I noticed Ashley picking up her doll as she prepared to get to her
feet. She pulled me off balance as I was
trying to pick my doll up, which pulled her back down to her bottom again. She didn’t mind though. She punched me in the arm again. I retrieved my doll, and this time we
coordinated our efforts to get to our feet.
We followed Joanna back to the master bedroom where…huh?
I looked
around. Something was different, and it
didn’t take much to figure out what. The
nice big bed that was supposed to be living in that room was gone, and in its
place was the new mattress, all made up with the pretty new sheets, and laying
on the floor. I turned to look into the
master bedroom, but the door was closed.
Joanna had switched the beds around.
That was going to be great for me once Joanna left and I would be moving
back there again. Hooray! But in the meantime, for tonight at least, it
looked like Ashley and I were going to be stuck using the little mattress. I heard Ashley make a very soft, but very
frustrated sound behind her pacifier.
Like me, she wasn’t going to dare say anything else.
In short order,
Ashley and I were both changed (thankfully) and made to lie in the bed on the
floor. “I’ll be right back kids with
your bottles,” Joanna told us.
Oh joy. I couldn’t…
Oh shit! My diaper was filling
with pee again. I heard Ashley giggle a little.
She had done it to me again. As
soon as Joanna had finished getting me into a dry diaper, she had wet it again
– on purpose! I could just kill
her!
Joanna was back a
few minutes later with two bottles of formula for us. She noticed my now wet diaper right
away. “Michelle! You’ve wet yourself already? I just put that diaper on you. This is starting to become a habit with you
young lady!”
Yes, Ashley was
giggling. Funny, I couldn’t find any
reason at all to giggle about it.
Joanna pulled our
small pacifiers out and handed each of us a bottle to drink. “Finish those bottles and be good,” she told
us. “I’ll check on you in a little
bit.” Then she walked out. We were alone. Not that it mattered. I dared not say anything for fear that Joanna
would be standing right near the door just to listen for us.
Ashley and I laid
side by side drinking our bottles like…well, you know. It wasn’t until after I had been drinking a
while that I started to wonder if Joanna had put that drug in our formula again
to make us pee too much. I looked down
at my bottle. Half gone. Too late now.
Not that I could really do anything about it anyway. I decided to try not to care about it while I
finished drinking.
Just before my
bottle ran out, I peed into Ashley’s diaper.
She was so pleased by it that she elbowed me as hard as she could. Ouch!
With my bottle done, I tossed it aside onto the floor and closed my
eyes. Sleep. Last night had been miserable…waking up far
too often because I needed to pee, and then waking up even more often every
time Ashley peed into my diaper. It had
been a nightmare. What would tonight be
like? I had no doubt it would be even
worse.
I felt Ashley
rolling over onto her side. I stayed
put. A moment later, I almost hit the
ceiling – literally. She had stuck her
wet tongue right into my ear. Darn that
girl! And she was laughing about
it! Shit! She could have given me a heart attack doing
that. As I was trying to recover my
wits, I felt her snuggle up close to me to go to sleep. Or was she just trying to get closer to me to
hit me again in case I did anything to upset her. More likely, that was the case.
“What good
babies,” Joanna’s voice suddenly came as she walked into the room. Ashley rolled over onto her back as she came
in. “Sit up kids,” she ordered. With a bit of effort, we managed to get into
a sitting position. I wasn’t surprised
in the least when Joanna stuck those big pacifiers back in our mouths again and
tied them in place. Hey, one good point
about that. Ashley couldn’t stick her
wet tongue into my ear!
Joanna pulled the
covers over us, then she kissed Ashley goodnight. She came around to my side of the bed and did
the same to me. She picked up our
discarded bottles from the floor and turned out the light. “Goodnight kids,” she said. “See you in the morning.”
She walked out
and Ashley and I were left alone in the mostly dark room. Alone with oversized pacifiers tied into our
mouths. Alone, but tied closely
together. My thoughts turned to
tomorrow. I remembered Joanna saying we
would be spending the day on that blanket. After the day we had been through today, it
sure sounded good to me. Even if I was
stuck with that big pacifier tied into my mouth. I just hoped that I wouldn’t get anymore soap
stuck in my mouth instead!
Tomorrow we would
be staying home. That thought alone was
a big relief. But how was I supposed to
know that things tomorrow weren’t going to be quite what Joanna had said they
would. And because of it, all hell was going
to break loose, and everything was going to change.
1 comment:
Did Amanda bring Jimmy with her to visit because she was afraid Joanna was going to punish her as well? Nice for the tip-off, Michelle, but you shouldn’t get ahead of your story. Babies that age should crawl instead of walking when they can. And instead of threatening them for speaking, they should learn some baby babble.
One of the many unfortunate things about growing up as a boy was missing out on playing with dolls, and especially having tea parties. Wouldn’t really know what to do at one. Double knotting your shoelaces, too. Was that strictly a girl thing, or was it just a case of me not being taught?
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