Friday, April 6, 2018

Mister Mike - Chapter 19 – Part 1 of 2


The Domination of Mister Mike
By Karen Singer


Chapter 19 – Part 1 of 2

     I was at work Tuesday morning, anxiously shifting in my seat because my backside was still raw, when my phone rang.  As I expected, it was Joanna.  “Hello?”
      “Hi Mike.  How are things going?” she asked.
      “Okay.”
      “Just okay?”
      “Fine,” I replied flatly.
      “Mike, what’s wrong?”
      “My backside is still a bit tender to sit on.”
     She giggled.  “Good!  I want you to feel it.  I want you to remember and think about the consequences of not doing what we tell you.”
     I didn’t reply.  I understood, but I actually had different opinions on the issue.
      “I’m afraid I got quite a laugh,” she said, “when Ashley told me you actually managed to have another orgasm last night from just her spanking you.”
     Yeah she would laugh at that.  “Um…to be honest, I can’t believe it myself.”
      “I have no doubt Mike.  No doubt at all.”
      “This isn’t exactly fun, you know.”
      “What?  I have no doubt at all that you’re really loving it.”
      “Loving it?  How can I love it?  I hate being stuck in diapers all the time and having to wet them, especially when they’re so incredibly thick to begin with.  I hate having a stupid pacifier stuck in my mouth all the time, and I’m also not crazy about her handing me a baby bottle to drink when I go to bed every night.  And don’t get me started about her spanking me every evening.  There’s a whole lot of things that I’m not happy about.”
     She giggled.  “Oh Mike.  I’m sure you love it!  In fact, I’m sure you love all of it!”
     I made no comment.  To confirm it would have only incriminated me.
      “Mike,” she said more seriously, “that’s not why I called you this morning.  I wanted to let you know that I sent Ashley more instructions this morning.”
      “And let me guess, she hasn’t answered again.”
      “No, she texted back just a simple okay.  But I’m betting that it’s anything but okay with her.”
      “Why?  What did you ask her to do?”
      “Sign up for two on-line courses.  One of which she’s already taken, but she didn’t do well in.”
      “You want her to take it again?”
      “It’s anatomy, and she barely squeaked through it the first time.  For nursing, it’s critical.  Especially as she moves up the ladder.”
      “Okay.  So I can expect her to be extra miserable tonight?”
      “She may be, or maybe not.  I’d side on the cautious side though.  But I wanted to tell you that she may need you to help her get some books for the courses.  And that will mean you’ll have to drive her down to the college book store.”
      “Uh-oh.”  The phrase just popped out of my mouth.
      “Exactly Mike, and of course you’ll have to wear your high heeled shoes.  And Mike, since this is a punishment week for you, if Ashley does want you to take her out to get her books, then I’m going to let this stand as your extra punishment task for the day.  You’re still going to get spanked by her and you’ll still get locked into your shoes for the night, but nothing else.”
     I got the impression she was trying to make it sound easy, but my mind was still too preoccupied with the thought that I’d have no choice but to go out into public, while wearing high heels.  And worse, Ashley would be with me.  That alone could cause all too many problems.  “I just don’t know if I can do it,” I said rather urgently.  “I don’t know if I can go out in public all the time wearing women’s shoes.”
      “Mike, you’ve been through far worse already.  And remember, wearing the shoes was something we both agreed you could do last weekend.  So all we’re really doing is extending that…somewhat permanently I’m afraid.  And because of that, I can see no reason why this should stop you.  In fact, I’m already looking forward to hearing all about it from Ashley.”
     She would!  I searched for something to reply, but all I could say was, “I really wish I didn’t have to do this.”
      “I know Mike, but we’ve covered this territory before.  You signed up for exactly this, remember?”
      “I’m not sure it was for exactly this kind of thing,” I replied.  I also was reminded again that I’m still not sure how willingly I had gone along with it.
      “You knew in advance what it could mean.  We discussed this together before you signed the agreement.”
      “Yeah.  I know.  But that doesn’t mean I’m exactly happy about it.”
      “Maybe not, but you did agree.  And I have no doubt in the world that you’re getting far more out of this than you let on.”
     Again I didn’t reply, on the grounds that it might incriminate me.  “Okay, so I’ve got to look forward to a trip to the book store tonight.  I guess I can manage that.”
      “You can manage it, and you will manage it!”
      “Yeah, I know,” I replied rather sullenly.
      “Mike, there’s another issue I wanted to bring up with you today.”
      “What’s that?”
      “The money I still owe you for expenses last week.  It may be next week before I can give it to you.  But I promise, I will.  It’s just that I had few extra expenses this week to pay for.  One of them was for Ashley’s fine for that accident she had, and it cost me a bundle.  Plus, I’m probably going to have to fork out the money for her books for those courses as well.  So please Mike, I promise I’ll pay it all next week, along with whatever I owe you then for this week too.”
      “Yeah, sure,” I replied rather unkindly I’m afraid.  “It’s no problem.”
      “Thanks Mike.  You know this whole thing is costing me a bundle.”
      “Yeah, I know,” I replied.  But what I was thinking was that it might be costing her a little money, but it was costing me my life.
      “And Mike?”
      “Yeah?”
      “I’m really looking forward to next weekend.  I think it should be a special one for you.”
     My mind immediately brought up images of her in bed with me.  “I’m looking forward to it too,” I replied.  “I’d much rather have you pushing me around than Ashley.”
      “You still have me pushing you around,” she said.  “Don’t forget, some of the things Ashley has you doing, are because I told her to.”
      “I know,” I replied.  I did know that…sometimes.  But was Ashley telling me everything?  Now I had to wonder.

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     When I went home at lunch that day, I immediately checked to make sure the trash can out by the curb had been emptied, and then I dragged it into the backyard.  That was one piece of business that I accomplished that saved me some humiliation.  I headed into the house and immediately discovered that Ashley was in a mood again.
      “Do you know what my stupid mother has done now?”
     I knew, but I felt it prudent to not let her know that.  “What?”
      “She’s making me sign up for on-line classes – already!  My financial aid hasn’t even come through yet.”
      “So you won’t be able to take the courses?”
     She shook her head.  “No, I can sign up and take them, they already know the aid has been approved and it will come through eventually.”
      “Then what’s your problem?”
      “I just barely applied for school!  And she wants me to take two courses on-line right now.  Two!  I don’t have that much time?”
      “You don’t?”
      “Hell no.  Not for that much.  And to make matters worse, one of the courses she’s insisting I take, is anatomy.  That’s the hardest course I’ll ever have to take.”
      “How do you know that?”
      “Cause I already took it.”
      “And you’re taking it again?”
      “She thinks I nearly failed it last time, so she wants me to take it again.”
      “Sounds reasonable.”
      “But I passed the thing already!”
      “So are you going to bring that matter up with your mother?”
     She looked at me like I was crazy.  “Are you kidding?  And have her even think I’m arguing with her about something?  No way!  That would kill our agreement.”  She smiled wickedly at me.  “And Mom already hinted that next weekend should be very interesting.”
     Interesting?  She had hinted that same thing with me, although in a different way.  “Why?  What’s she got planned?” I asked nervously.
      “I don’t know.  She won’t tell me,” she replied disappointedly.  “And she won’t let me buy anything else on that card for you either.”
     That was definitely news to me, and I quickly realized that “anything else” had to mean that she had already bought something.  And if Joanna wasn’t letting her use the card, then did that mean that Joanna was buying something for me too?  After telling me earlier that she wouldn’t be able to pay me the weekly expenses this week?  Whatever it was that she had bought, must have been very interesting – to her!  That thought alone made me nervous.

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     That night, I did indeed have to drive Ashley out to the college to get her books.  Was it embarrassing?  Ugh!  I was nervous as heck even before we left the house.  Okay, before we go into any other details, yes, she did make me keep one of those super thick diapers on.  In fact other than for work, she was going out of her way to make sure I stayed in those darn things.  How many were in that box?  Way, way too many!  I can’t tell you how tired I was of wearing them…and wetting them.  I also won’t tell you how often they were fueling my fantasies and keeping me turned on.  But that’s beside the point.  Okay, back to business.  Yes, I wore a damn diaper.  And yes, I wore pantyhose, and yes I wore my high heeled boots.  And at Ashley’s insistence, I also somehow left the house carrying that damn purse that belonged to her, but she now kept calling my purse, and I had that stupid pacifier in my mouth again.  What part of going out dressed normally, except for my shoes, included carrying a purse and sucking on a pacifier?  But Ashley had ordered it, and somehow I had the impression that Joanna would easily side with her daughter over the matter. 
     The diapers I already knew were a foregone conclusion…like it or not.  Which of course, I didn’t.  How badly did that bulk show under my pants?  Not that it mattered.  I could barely get my pants on over top of that diaper.  But beside the bulky diaper, I had no doubt at all that the stupid pacifier she made me suck on would call way too much attention to me, and that didn’t even count my heels or that stupid purse.  God how I was starting to hate sucking on that little thing.
     Wearing my winter coat did nothing at all to hide the bulk of my diaper.  And of course I already knew it wasn’t going to hide the stupid pacifier, or my purse, or my heels either, but that’s how I was dressed as I helped Ashley hobble out to my car and got her in it.  Feeling stupid and nervous and ready to wet myself, I got into the car and headed for the campus book store.  It goes without saying that I wished Ashley would just let me stay in the car while she went inside and took care of everything.  It also goes without saying that I didn’t even have to ask to know that wasn’t going to happen.
     Despite how much I wished we could, parking in the handicapped zone wasn’t an option, even though Ashley really did need it.  I dropped her off by the door and then found a parking place, much further away from the store than I was happy with.  And of course I had to walk, dressed as I was with heels on my feet, a stupid purse on my arm, and a dumb pacifier still in my mouth, from the car to Ashley who was waiting for me just outside of the store – phone in hand, taking pictures of me.  The clomping of my high heels was way too evident on the sidewalk for my taste.  The grin on Ashley’s face was from ear to ear – of course.
     A group of kids came out the door, stopped and stared at me.  The comments they made and the giggling from the girls only turned my face redder than I knew it was.  Ashley latched onto my arm and I helped her into the store, having trouble with the door because of Ashley in the way…and because that damn purse was in my free hand.  But I got her inside. 
     I had never gone to this college, but I wasn’t surprised by what I found inside.  There were books out on the shelves on full display, but mostly what was available was a lot of college paraphernalia and other junk, all displaying the college name and logo. 
     It actually didn’t happen right away.  It was more like a slow wave that gradually went through the other shoppers in the store, who were mostly collage age kids.  And there was little doubt by their looks that the first thing they noticed was the dumb pacifier stuck in my mouth.  And then I saw a girl pointing at my feet.  Slowly but surely, not only the line of kids waiting to get books, but most of the others in the store turned to…check me out.  Did they even notice Ashley at all?  Yeah, they did.  Not only because she was with me, but also because of her broken arm and leg…and the fact that she was literally hanging on me to help her stand.
     From the line of kids, I knew that in order to get the textbooks Ashley needed, we’d have to stand in line…and wait. 
      “What the heck?” one of the boys in the line just ahead of us uttered as we joined the line behind him.
     Yes, my face turned redder.
      “He’s my play toy,” Ashley told him a bit too loudly, and with too much of a smile on her face.
      “What’s with the baby binky?” one of the girls asked me.
      “And the heels?” her girlfriend added.
     Before I could answer, Ashley was covering their questions.  “He can’t talk much with that pacifier in his mouth,” Ashley told the person.  “But he’s wearing those heels and sucking on that baby pacifier, because I want him to.  He has to do anything I tell him, and this is how I want him.”
      “So you’re like…a dominatrix or something?” one of the kids asked.
      “Um…” Ashley said.  “Yes and no.  But maybe…more yes.”
      “So you make him go out wearing high heels?” another girl asked.
      “Of course,” Ashley replied.  “All the time.  He’s got to do whatever I tell him.”  And then her face turned positively wicked.  “You want to see what else he’s wearing?”
      “What do you mean?” one of the kids asked.
     She turned to me.  “Lower your pants and show them your diaper, dodo!” she ordered.
     I looked at her like she was crazy.  The kids’ weren’t so much in line anymore as crowded around us. 
      “A diaper!” someone exclaimed. 
      “Show them!” Ashley ordered again.
     With a sigh, I handed Ashley my purse and made sure she could stand on her own for a few minutes.  Then I unbuckled my belt and did my best to peel my pants down over top of that bulky diaper.  I felt like a total sleaze bag exhibitionist doing something totally illegal.  Was I?  I probably was.
     There were all kinds of surprised exclamations, not to mention a few of the kids commenting on how big my diaper was.  Without being told, I pulled my pants up again. 
     Then we were saved.  Hooray!
      “Hey!” one of the store employees exclaimed loudly…and older man.  “You’re trying to stand there with a broken leg?”  I noticed he didn’t bother mentioning me, although his eyes never left me.  We didn’t even get to answer before he told us to move to the front of the line, and everyone else could like it or not.  He wasn’t going to let someone who was injured stand there like that. 
     We moved up to the counter where Ashley told him what courses she was taking and what books she needed.  The guy paid attention to her, but also glanced fairly often at me.  Then he went and got the books. 
     While he was gone, Ashley had one of the kids there take some pictures of us with her cell phone.  Some with me and Ashley, and then she took more of just me in the middle of all those kids.
     The guy came back with the books, and a short while later, Ashley and I were back in the car and I was gladly speeding…I mean driving away from there and heading home. 
      “Moms going to love all the pictures I got,” Ashley declared as she messed with her phone. 
     I had no doubt at all.
     A few hours later, I laid on my bed while Ashley again spanked me – until I managed to have another orgasm from it.  One thing was for sure, these nightly beatings were keeping me from having a better time of it by myself.  Especially since once I had managed to cum, I felt even worse about my situation than ever.

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     Amanda was there when I got home from work Wednesday night.  And unfortunately, she stayed not only for dinner, but to watch my very prolonged punishment exercise for the night.  Dressed in my thick diaper, five inch heels, bra with the breast forms, and my orange blouse, I had to spend thirty minutes holding a penny against the wall with my nose – while Ashley and Amanda were laughing at things they were looking at on the computer.  But one of the things I heard them talking about was whatever Ashley had already bought me.  I just never knew what that something was.
      “How long before it’s supposed to get here?” I heard Amanda ask.
      “The web site said two weeks, but I ordered it on Saturday, and I got an email on Monday telling me it had already been shipped.  So I’m hoping just a few more days.”
      “I can’t wait,” Amanda replied. 
      “Me either!” Ashley agreed.
     So what had she ordered?  With my nose pressed to the wall, I couldn’t see anything.  And they were obviously going out of their way to make sure I didn’t hear what it was.
     When my thirty minutes were up, I was again subjected to curtseying and repeating that lengthy speech I had to go through two nights before.  This time though, Amanda was there to egg me on and laugh at me as well.  I think she enjoyed it even more than Ashley did.  But then, Ashley had seen a whole hour of it two nights before.  Thankfully, I only had to do thirty minutes of it this time.  It still felt like several hours. 
     After that, I got to rest for thirty minutes – while I held that penny against the wall with my nose again.  Such fun!  Not!
     Since my diaper was only slightly wet, instead of getting a fresh one before bed, I had to open the one I was wearing and lay it out on the bed.  Then, with Amanda still there, Ashley made me stand there in front of both of them and play with myself, masturbating myself.  This time she let me play longer.  She still stopped me before I could cum.  And of course, once Ashley thought I was ready, she had be get up on the bed and the beating commenced.  Once again Ashley was hitting me as hard as I’m sure she could. 
     I had no doubt that Ashley fully expected me to have another orgasm from being spanked.  I had even heard her and Amanda discussing it.  So while Ashley was again blistering my backside, I did my best to think about my penis trapped between me and the bed, right below that blistering beating I was getting.
     But the beating suddenly stopped.
      “My turn now?” Amanda asked.
      “Have at it,” Ashely replied as she moved away. 
     I was shocked.  Now she was going to let Amanda spank me?
      “Just make sure you hit him really hard, on both cheeks,” Ashley told her.  “He’s got to really feel it hurting.”
      “Got it,” Amanda replied.  “Ready?” she asked.
     Was she asking me?  But before I could make any kind of reply, her hand came down on my already hurting backside, and she had hit me hard.  Very, very hard.  I grunted in surprise though the pacifier in my mouth.  The slap of her hitting me was extra loud too.  And then she hit my other butt cheek, just as hard, and it was just as loud.  This girl was stronger than Ashley!  She could really hit!  I no longer could think about what they wanted to happen below me, all I could think about was the pain this girl was delivering to my hurting bottom on top.
      “Don’t forget to let us know when you start cumming Mister Mike,” Ashley giggled.  “Cause your beating doesn’t stop until you do.  So the sooner you manage it, the sooner we stop hitting you.  And there’s two of us here tonight, so we can keep going for a very long time.”
     I was practically crying already, and they wanted me to cum as soon as possible?  They had to be nuts!  Well, that much I knew for a fact about Ashley, and I was just now realizing that Amanda was crazy as well. 
     What choice did I have?  I had to cum in order to end the beating I was getting.  I did my best to concentrate on all those tiny feelings my cock was getting as it moved back and forth against the bed.  With each slap of Amanda’s hand, those feelings came.  They were tiny and brief, but they were there.  And this time, with each slap of her hand, I again tried to help things along by moving a little more than was absolutely necessary in order to increase those feelings.  I had to cum to get the beating to stop.  It was all that ran constantly through my mind.  Cum to make it stop.  I worked hard at it, possibly harder than they were working on me.  But the extra effort did pay off.  And eventually, despite the agonizing pain I was feeling, I eventually turned my head toward Ashley and grunted loudly though my pacifier.
      “Keep hitting him,” Ashley yelled suddenly.  “I think he’s going to cum.”
     Amanda of course kept hitting me, and yes, I did somehow manage to cum.  It wasn’t until I was done with it that I heard the telltale clicking and realized that Ashley was taking pictures of the whole thing.
     Amanda stopped hitting me.  “Did he do it?”
      “Did you do it?” Ashley asked me.
     I weakly nodded, not bothering trying to answer anymore because of the pain and the pacifier in my mouth.  I was just very, very happy that the beating was done.
      “Wow.  That didn’t take long at all,” Amanda said.  “I’ve only been hitting him for, what, less than five minutes, I’m sure.”
     Five minutes?  Try five hours.  I turned my head and gave her a nasty look.  Stupid girl.  I know it took longer than that.  It had to.  Didn’t it?
     Instead of me putting the rash cream on my backside, Amanda did it for me, along with a bunch of baby powder, then she had me turn over and she did my front side as well, laughing at the obvious cum goo on my stomach.  She pulled the used diaper up between my legs and fastened it as tight as she could.  I doubted I’d have to worry at all about it leaking that night, as if those big diapers ever leaked.

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Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Mister Mike - Chapter 18 – Part 2 of 2


The Domination of Mister Mike
By Karen Singer


Chapter 18 – Part 2 of 2 

     “Okay Mister Mike, now repeat after me.”  I was standing in front of Ashley’s chair in the living room, waiting to hear what stupid thing I’d have to repeat over and over again for a full hour.  Ashley consulted her phone and started to read the text she had gotten from her mother.  “Okay, here’s what she sent Mister Mike.  ‘I’m a big sissy and I want everyone to know it.’”
      “That’s it?” I asked.  “Okay, I’ve got it.”
      “No!” Ashley stopped me before I could repeat it.  “That’s only the first line.  There’s a lot more.”
     More?  She had to be kidding.
      “I love to do whatever Mistress Ashley and Mistress Joanna tells me to do, no matter what, because I love being a totally humiliated sissy for them.”
      “Mistress Ashley and Mistress Joanna?” I said out loud.
      “That’s us stupid.”
     Of course!
      “After that it says, ‘From now on I’m going to dress like a sissy as much as I can and I want everyone to see me and laugh at me.’”
     Ugh!  Not exactly what I’d ever say to anyone.  But Ashley surprised me by continuing to read.
      “I’m so grateful to Mistress Ashley and Mistress Joanna for helping me be the humiliated sissy of my dreams, and I promise to always be the best sissy possible for them.”  Ashley looked up.  “Then you curtsey.”
     I was pretty much dumbfounded.  It was practically a book!  “All that?”
      “All that,” she confirmed.
      “How am I going to remember it all?”
      “Don’t worry,” Ashley replied.  “I’ll help you, and we won’t even start the timing on your hour until I’m sure you’ve got it all down perfectly.”
     She had to be kidding.  Totally kidding.  “Did Joanna say that?”
      “No, but it doesn’t matter.  That’s the way I’m doing it.  Now let’s start at the top, let me see you curtsey first.”
     Ugh!  Ugh!  Ugh!  Once again I wondered how I had gotten roped into signing up for this.  I curtseyed, but naturally Ashley wasn’t satisfied at all.  I had to keep my head bowed, hold my arms and wrists out just so, and sweep my right foot back further, dipping down into a very exaggerated curtsey.  Ashley wasn’t going to have any of the easy stuff.  Then we started on the first phrase, learning that, and then curtseying.  We moved on to the next phrase, and the next.  One by one I learned the entire thing.  And by that time, I was already tired – not only from the curtseying, but just from having to say it all. 
     And then Ashley said, “Okay, I’ll start the timer on my phone as soon as you start saying the whole thing…the second time.”
     Yeah, I knew it before, and now she was only confirming it.  Ashley was cruel.
     Get busy!” Ashley ordered.  I dropped the elaborate curtsey Ashley was demanding, then launched into the speech.  “I’m a big sissy and I want everyone to know it.  I love to do whatever Mistress Ashley and Mistress Joanna tells me to do, no matter what, because I love being a totally humiliated sissy for them.  From now on I’m going to dress like a sissy as much as I can and I want everyone to see me and laugh at me.  I’m so grateful to Mistress Ashley and Mistress Joanna for helping me be the humiliated sissy of my dreams, and I promise to always be the best sissy possible for them.”  I curtseyed again while Ashley giggled.  I started all over again.  It wasn’t until after that run-through of it all that I saw her hitting the button on her phone to start the timer.  And she had said she would do it after the first one!  She lied!!!!
     Over and over and over again.  Ad nauseam.  And of course I had no idea what time it was or how long I had been at it.  I only knew that Ashley never let me even slow down without yelling at me to keep going.  Say the stupid wordy phrase, then curtsey, over and over and over and over.  At some point, it had gone on so long that my mind went numb – along with my feet, my legs, and everything else about me.  I was only glad that I had decided on the four inch heeled boots instead of the five inch heeled t-straps I usually got stuck in.  But trust me, the boots weren’t much help at all. 
     Say the phrase, curtsey.  Say the phrase, curtsey.  Ignore Ashley telling me to keep going…and keep going.  The first hour went by, I was sure, and so did the second.  How long was she going to make me do this?  I think I was in the sixth hour when Ashley finally told me to stop.  I didn’t even pay attention.  I just kept going.  I’m pretty sure my mind was fully asleep. 
      “I said you can stop now!” Ashley said much louder. 
     I finally realized what she had said, I finished my curtsey and just stood there, totally out of it.  My mind in a total fog. 
      “You were so funny,” Ashley said.
      “I managed to ask.  “How long was that?  Five hours?  Six?”
      “Don’t be silly,” she replied.  “Only one.”  She held her phone up.  “See.  I set the timer.”
     I couldn’t believe it.  She may have set the timer, but it had to be for five or six hours.”
      “What are you?” Ashley suddenly asked.
      “A big sissy and I want everyone to know it,” suddenly popped out of my mouth without any thought. 
     Ashley laughed.  “You can say that again!”
     Had I really just said that?  Damn!
      “Okay Mister Mike.  Help me get out of this chair.  Let’s go get your shoes.”
     My shoes.  I had forgotten about that.  Still in half a daze I helped her up, then followed her slowly as she made her way into my new bedroom – without her crutch.  I had noticed her getting around more and more that way.  Somehow, she was mastering the art of walking on that big cast on her leg better than I thought she would.  Ten minutes later, I deposited all my shoes, except one pair, onto the floor of her closet where they would be out of my reach.  And evidently, according to Joanna, next weekend she would be taking them completely out of my reach by taking them home with her.  And my bigger problem – I was going to be stuck wearing women’s shoes everywhere I went.  But I still had my one pair of shoes I wore to work.  And I had every intention of wearing them a lot more than that!

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      “I think it funny,” Ashley proclaimed with a laugh.
     She would of course.  She was sitting on the toilet seat, something she claimed I wasn’t allowed to use anymore, and if she had her way and could figure out how, then I wouldn’t be using any toilets anywhere else either, not even at work.  I thanked my lucky stars Joanna had pretty much made my workplace out of bounds for everything we did. 
     She sat on the toilet, and I stood in the tub, razor in hand, trying to shave parts of my body I had never shaved before.  Not even that one time I had shaved my legs just to see how it felt.  I ran the razor over my naked backside, taking long swipes over where I had soaped it up. 
      “You missed a spot,” she said.  “In fact, you missed several places.”
      “I can’t see back there,” I complained around the pacifier once again in my mouth.
      “I know,” she said with a giggle.  “But you’re going to have to figure out how to do it anyway.”
      “Can’t you help me?  At least this time?” I asked.
     She thought about it.  “Okay.  I guess just this one time.”
     I handed her the razor and turned my back to her. 
      “Here, let me do this all again for you,” she said.  “You actually missed quite a bit.
      “I can’t reach back there,” I told her.
      “You’ll have to figure something out,” she replied.
     A moment later, I felt her liberally lathering up my entire back with soap, as well as my entire rump.  I felt her slowly scraping the razor down my back, over and over again, shaving every bit of it.  I wasn’t the most hairy guy in the world, but I did have what I considered to be the normal amount of body hair that everyone else had.  I felt her finishing with my upper back and then moving down to the lower part.  That part didn’t take very long before she started moving down to my rump. 
      “You’ll have to bend over,” she said, “I can’t do this very well standing up.  I can’t bend over far enough to see down there.”
     I wasn’t crazy about bending over with my backside to her.  But then, I wasn’t crazy about having to shave my entire body either, even though it did bring a certain amount of excitement to my warped and demented brain.  I just considered myself lucky just then that nothing of that excitement was showing. 
     I felt her shaving me back there, and I particularly noted the razor getting closer and closer into that very intimate place back there.  In fact, she brought that razor over and over again shaving way up inside of there. 
      “Bend more,” she said, “I can’t get in there good enough.”
     It had sure felt like she had done good enough to me.  More than good enough!  I bent further over anyway. 
      “Hold still,” she said.  I felt her put one hand on my back, and all of a sudden, I felt her poking her finger straight into my asshole.  And I mean into! 
     I jumped like crazy, banging my head hard against the wall while she cracked up laughing. 
      “You should have seen yourself,” she laughed.
     Yeah, I had no doubt it was funny – to her!  I stood up and turned around.
      “Okay, now do your cock and balls.”
      “Do what?”
      “Mom said to make sure you get all of it, and especially that part.”
     I should have known, and I really had no doubt at all that Joanna wanted it that way.

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      “Play with it!” Ashley ordered.
     I nearly lost the pacifier in my mouth.  “What?” I said as I grabbed the darn pacifier before it could fall to the ground.
      “You heard me.  Play with it.  Make it hard.”
      “But we’re…”
      “I know what we’re going to do!  But first I want to see you playing with it, so put that pacifier back in your mouth and get busy.”
     I know my eyes were still bulging over what she had just ordered me to do.  I also know that I was completely naked, except for those darn five inch t-strap heels once again locked to my feet.  There was a fresh diaper spread out on the bed waiting for me to lay down on it so she could blister my backside – as if I really wanted that.  And here she was asking me to start playing with myself first.  I couldn’t believe it.  But of course I remembered what had inadvertently happened last night when I had orgasmed during the beating she had given me.  I could only guess that she wanted to see if it would happen again. 
     Against everything I’d rather do, I shoved that stupid pacifier back in my mouth and did as she requested. I started playing with freshly shaven cock, making myself hard.  Once I was fully erect, I plucked the pacifier from my mouth with my other hand and asked, “Is this enough?”
     She seemed to consider it.  “No.  Better do it a little more.”
     I kept at it, slowly bringing up my excitement level.  I doubted she was going to let me cum that way, but you never knew with her.  But only a few moments later, she said, “That’s enough.  Stop.”
     I stopped, even though after playing with myself just that much, I’d much rather keep going.
      “Up on the bed.  Let’s see if I can hit you even harder tonight.”
     Harder?  I couldn’t imagine it.  I got myself into position, with my cock still hard and now pressed into that waiting diaper under me.  Ashley hobbled over to the side of the bed, leaned against it, and got her balance.  I closed my eyes waiting for the inevitable sting, but instead, I heard a click.  I looked up to see her taking a picture of my back end for her mother.  I had forgotten about that.  She hobbled over to my dresser and put her phone down, then hobbled back and got herself into position again.  This time I knew it was coming for sure, and no surprise, I actually heard the whoosh of air as her hand swung down with all the force she could muster.  Despite myself, my body jerked at the pain and a grunt escaped my lips around the pacifier that still had my mouth plugged.  But before long her hand came down again, and then again.  Over and over, obviously as hard as she could.  There was no doubt at all that she really was trying to hit me harder than she had the night before.  What was this to her, some kind of body building exercise where she got stronger the more she did it?  She had really hurt me the night before, and this time she was trying to do an even better job of it. 
     And despite all the pain I felt in my rear end, once again I noticed a completely different feeling from my cock directly below all that pain.  But I hadn’t played with it all that long before she started beating me, and unlike the night before, as good as it felt, I was far more concerned with how hard she was hitting me, and how much my backside hurt – already.  And I knew it was only going to get worse.  A lot worse.
     Ashley was at it for what felt like a long time when she suddenly said, “I’m going to keep hitting you like this, until you actually manage to cum again like you did last night.”
     I was so shocked, the pacifier fell from my mouth.  “You’re what?” I grunted as her hand hit me again.  “Ouch!”
      “I’m going to keep beating you until you manage to cum again.”
      “But it hurts!”
      “It did last night too, and you still did it.”
      “But what if I don’t.”
      “Then I’m going to keep this up all night.  You won’t be sitting down at all when you go to work tomorrow.”
      “But it’s too much.  It’s already too much.  It hurts!  What will your mother say?”
      “Frankly, I don’t care,” she replied.  “Just don’t forget to tell me as soon as you manage it.  I couldn’t even tell you had done it last night.  Oh, you didn’t already do it, did you?”
      “Ouch!” I complained again.  “That hurts!  And what if I did already do it?”
     She immediately stopped hitting me.  “You did?  Already?  Let me see.”  She was breathing heavily from the exertion.
     I was just glad she had finally stopped hitting me.  “No, I didn’t do it,” I told her.  You’re hurting me too much.”
      “So you didn’t do it yet?”  She shook her head, then her hand hit me hard once again.
      “Ouch!” I cried.
      “Shut up and…”  She slapped me again.  “…get that pacifier back in your mouth.  I don’t want to hear you.  Just let me know when you manage to get off on this.”  She went back to blistering my already raw rump.
     Yeah, she was seriously demented.  Something I already knew.  I wanted the beating to stop…now!  But as I saw things, the only way I could get her to stop, would be to manage to have an orgasm while she was trying to kill me.  As her hand came down again, I concentrated more on my cock and ground it harder into that diaper and the bed under me.
      “Don’t hump the bed like you usually do!” she ordered quickly.  “You’ll have to cum from me hitting you and nothing else.”  Slap!
     Ouch!  Again.  A thousand times – ouch!  I had no choice but to lay there and let her hit me, and do my best to concentrate on my cock, and the minute feelings it was getting each time her hand slapped my backside.  And the funniest thing was, the more I concentrated on that, the better it started to fee.  My cock grew even harder, and suddenly I wasn’t only hurting with each slap of her hand, I was gaining wonderful erotic feelings as well. 
     And then it happened.  She had somehow built me up to the point where my body actually started shuddering during that spanking, and I shot my load.  It took the space of eight spanks to my raw backside before I started coming down from that high.  And now I noticed that Ashley was laughing. 
      “You did it!” she said as continued to spank me.  “You actually came from me hitting you.  Wow, you really are sick.”  She finally stopped, and I collapsed into the bed.  I was exhausted and hurting from her beating…and from the orgasm.  An orgasm from pain!  But now that it was over, the only thing I could think about was how much my backside hurt – even more than the night before – even without the diaper rash this time.
     I heard Ashley laughing as she took another picture of me to send to her mother.  “Get that diaper on,” she ordered.  “And maybe you better use some more of that diaper rash cream again.  You were looking just fine…before I beat you raw again tonight.”  She turned and started hobbling out of the room.  “I wonder how fast you’ll be able to cum tomorrow night when I spank you.”  And then she laughed again.
     I didn’t want to think about tomorrow night.  My backside was seriously burning.  I got up from the bed, found that rash cream, and spread it liberally over everything I could.  That super thick diaper was needed to keep that messy ointment from getting all over the bed or anything else.  But at least the stuff worked.  I just wished it worked a lot faster.  I was in pain!  And I had to go through this for the rest of the week?  At least?
     Ugh!