Monday, December 29, 2008


I was “lucky” enough to catch a nice cold for Christmas this year. It’s not a bad one, just one that is very annoying. Anyway, my trip left me with very little sleep over the last few days and I wound up going to bed very early last night. But I woke up around midnight with a blinding headache from sinus pressure. I was forced to take a few aspirins and also an allergy pill to get any relief. The result is that I’m still very mentally unsound this morning.

Not much I can write about today though, but I’ll try. As I said yesterday, I stopped on my way home and got some diapers and diapered myself for the rest of the return trip. Actually, that was the start of me being continuously in diapers till I go pick up my wife again. So since 8:45 yesterday morning, I’ve been in diapers and haven’t used a toilet a single time. My plan is to stay in diapers of one sort or another all the time. I do plan to use the toilet at work this time, but I purchased some pull-up type diapers that I will be wearing at work every day. This is not just so I can say that I was wearing them, it’s mostly so I don’t have to worry about “accidents.”

I listened to my recordings twice yesterday. It’s absolutely amazing to me how much that first one affects me. As soon as it was finished I felt like there was no connection at all between my brain and my bladder. Almost like the whole muscle system there was dead. And I noticed that I was paying less and less attention to every single time I was peeing. I guess my body still remembers the last time I played and is ready for more.

Enough of that.

I’ve had this “yearning” for a pair of boots. And I got them. Not the ones I had wanted, but I got a pair I like just the same. Shoe carnival had lots of boot styles, but only one pair in my size. Wouldn’t you know it, they were the most expensive ones in the store. I bought them anyway. I considered them still cheap enough. And yeah, they fit and I love them. There was a salesman who helped me find and sort through every pair of boots they had. I’m fairly certain he never once even considered that they were for me, but if he did, he didn’t say anything. I don’t know how the shelves of stores in other parts of the country look, but all the stores around here are fairly empty after Christmas now. I guess I was lucky to get a pair at all.

I also stopped at Target (actually before I went to Shoe Carnival). I found a nice black skirt and also a black top to go with it (the boots are black too). The top is probably a size too big, but it’s not bad enough to worry about. I was afraid the skirt wouldn’t fit, but it fits perfectly. It’s a tight skirt and I like that.

Sorry, no pictures yet. I’ve been too “out of it” to even try. Hopefully I can do a photo shoot tonight, but no promises.

I’ll close this by saying that despite, my little cold, you’ll never know how wonderful it felt to get dressed up last night. I was in heaven wearing my boots all over the house. My skirt and new top were so comfortable. It was just great, great, great!

Now I have to get ready to spend the day at work instead of staying nice and femme – ugh!

Sunday, December 28, 2008


I finally have a chance now to play – for an entire week! During my 10 hour drive home this morning, I stopped at a Wal-Mart along the way where I usually stop. I bought some diapering supplies for myself and took a good long look at all their women’s clothes, but mostly, I didn’t like any of them. And skirts – I didn’t see a single one in the store. So all I bought was enough diapers to see me easily through the entire week. I know most of you aren’t interested in the diapers but… to each his own. I love them.

When I left Wal-Mart, I drove across the highway to a deserted parking lot and pulled my pants and under pants down, then I diapered myself for the rest of the trip (about 4 hours). I really enjoyed wearing them for the rest of my journey home. It sure made things easier not having to worry about finding a bathroom. I think I was stopping about every hour or so before that.

After I got home, I went to Target and to Shoe Carnival. I bought myself a new skirt – blouse outfit and some black boots. But more on that tomorrow. Right now, I’m very sleep depraved. Oh, I’m also planning to be spending a lot of time with my hypnotic tapes this week – starting as soon as I post this.

I hope you all had a merry Christmas.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Busy, Busy, Busy

Wow, what a Christmas season so far. And Christmas isn’t even here yet. I’ve put so many miles on my car, and we’ve had so much company that my wife and I are both worn out.

The plan – so far – is still for my wife to stay with her mother and father for a week after Christmas. So, hopefully, I’ll still get to play (I’m counting the days – desperately). I wish so much that I could get to my stash of stuff so I could have some of it for my drive home next Sunday, but that’s impossible. I wonder if I’ll be able to buy anything along the way to make the long drive more interesting.

I’m seriously thinking of buying myself some boots next week. I love the look of them. I know I’ll be buying a lot of other things too. I think I’d like a denim skirt if I can find one too. And, of course, I’ll need some warmer sweaters or something to wear on top. I can’t wait!

To everyone out there, a very happy holiday.

Thursday, December 11, 2008


It’s looking really good for me to have a little adventure time right after Christmas for about a week. Hooray!!!

Tonight starts all of my Christmas rush. Parties, kids programs, travelling, and lots and lots of company staying here at our house. It’s going to be a very busy time.

But the week after Christmas is shaping up to leave me alone here by myself – to play, play, play. I can’t wait!

Happy Hollidays

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Hoping For An Adventure

My mind and my body are going nuts! The desire to play a little bit is still growing in me. I am hopeful that within the next month or two I may get a few days to play a bit. I don’t really know if or when it might happen though, I’ll just have to wait and see – and hope.

If I do get to play a bit, I don’t know what I’ll do. Probably just take things as I can and do whatever I feel most comfortable doing. I know I’ll be back in diapers again because that has been growing on my mind more and more for the last couple of months. I’m also continuously thinking about the hypnotic recordings I have – I can’t wait to listen to them again. And heels… it would be so nice just to see them and hold them in my hands once again, let alone putting them on my feet.

So I remain hopeful that I may get to play again – if even for a few days. Even one day would be wonderful.

If you’ve been keeping up with the story, I have now finished posting Part 2. Chapter 26 begins Part 3. I wrote most of the chapters through chapter 25 at the rate of almost a chapter a day or maybe every other day. Since then, I’ve done less than a chapter a week so I’m now only a few chapters ahead of you.

Because I’ve slowed down on my writing and because the next few weeks of the Christmas season are going to be so busy for me, I may be slowing down on when the chapters get posted. So don’t worry if you expect a new chapter and it’s not up yet. I may be travelling, or I may have too much company, or a thousand other things getting in my way. But the story is continuing. I have to bring it to its inevitable end.

So smile and enjoy yourself in any way you can.