It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything other than the story. I’m afraid I don’t have much to talk about here either.
First off, another huge thank you to all who have posted comments. You don’t know how much I appreciate them.
Next. I’m probably going to miss the next usual posting of the story on Friday due to a little vacation I’m taking with the family. Don’t panic, I’ll be back – I hope.
A short while back, one reader suggested that I post the parts of the story more often. I wanted to particularly address this. Yes, I’d really like to do that. I know this story must be really frustrating to follow since I don’t put up much of it each week. But…
I went through kind of a writing slump not long ago – and it lasted almost two months. I didn’t write hardly a word. Not only that, I was kind of depressed about other things too. I really wanted to write… but I just couldn’t seem to do it. The result? You are all now a lot closer to were I am in writing the story than I’m comfortable with. Yes, I am writing again – fortunately. And I have regained a tiny bit of the ground in front of you back again, but not much yet. In fact, since the slump, I’ve only completed one chapter that I had started before it, one more complete chapter, and I’m now halfway through the next chapter. But I’ve done all that in less than three weeks, so I’m fully back into it again.
If I ever finish this story, (in about a thousand years I think) then I’ll start posting faster – maybe.
On a very sad note – to me. I have gone ahead and gotten rid of all my “fetish stuff” I had hidden in the attic. I’m very, very sad to say that. I hate it. But my life has changed now. I can see that I’ll probably never be left alone again… at least not for a very long time. My step son has moved into the house with us permanently, and more often than not, at least one of his two daughters are always here. Not only that, but we desperately need to do some repairs to the house – right around the area where I had every thing hid. Not a good thing!
I’m still recovering from my heart attack too. It’s going to be a longer road than I ever thought. I fee pains and aches all the time that have me worried that I might be having another one. It’s very frustrating! I’m trying so hard to regain strength and get back to “normal” again. But it’s just not happening. A good friend of this blog suggested that I need to get used to a “new normal” instead. I can see more and more where he’s probably very right. I just have to figure out what that “new normal” is. I want so much to be like I used to be. I just don’t know how to get there. Getting older probably isn’t helping matters much either… I celebrated yet another birthday last month.
So a huge thank you to all who are reading and enjoying this blog and story. You’re all the reason I keep going.