Surprise! My wife took off yesterday to visit with her mother in Louisiana again, leaving me “semi” alone for the next few weeks. I say “semi” because my step son is still in the house. But his work schedule is so opposite mine that we only see each other on the weekends. So I’ve decided to “play” a little bit again. I just need to be very careful.
Anyway, after work yesterday, I went out and bought two new pairs of heels, a short little skirt, and, of course, diapers. The shoe shopping was very interesting. I’m usually very nervous about doing it, but this time, even with a store full of people, I went in and wandered up and down the aisles, looking the shoes over carefully. I even picked some up, then went back and forth to compare several. I totally forgot to be nervous about it after the first few minutes – believe it or not! And low and behold… I found the absolute perfect pair of strappy heels on their super cheap sale rack! And I love them! Okay, they have a super high heel – which I love, but I noticed last night that after wearing them for several hours, the area under the ball of my foot was starting to give me a lot of pain. Ouch! But I kept them on. They’re the first set of strappy heels I’ve ever owned that I could stand to wear at all. Usually, it’s the straps that hurt me, not the heel. But this time the straps were wonderful, and the height of the heel became my nemesis. But they won’t defeat me! I love them too much!
The skirt that I bought is very short… and very stretchy. I was very surprised at how the thing kept riding up with the least little bit of movement. Climbing stairs was a real eye opening experience as each step up forced it higher and higher. I had to constantly pull it down all night long since it was so short that it kept exposing my diaper underneath. Not very modest or ladylike at all! (But fun!)
I spent the evening wearing one diaper under my very short skirt and wetting it fairly often, trying very hard to not control myself at all. It still amazes me how after so long between play sessions, my body almost automatically responds. It wasn’t long before trying hard became not having to try at all.
Just before bed, I put on my usual three disposable diapers. Then I got into bed and listened to two of the hypnotic files I purchased some time ago from Warp My Mind. The files are very, very similar. The only real difference between them is that the second file is longer, encompassing everything in the first file plus a bit more. The first file is supposed to induce incontinence while the second file not only does that but also starts to instill a few baby behaviors.
I must have been in just the right mood to listen last night. In the past, I’ve fallen asleep just listening to the second one alone. But I really enjoyed listening to both of them, one right after the other last night. And the results? Wow! Okay, I don’t really think I’ve ever been actually hypnotized, but after listening to both of these and relaxing so totally, I found myself wetting in bed all night long with little to no warning. Somewhere about three quarters of the way through the second file my thumb found its way into my mouth again (it’s done that to me before). Several times during the night I was tempted to stick it back into my mouth again, once I actually did for a few moments, then I pulled it out again. I’m not that fond of sucking my thumb. I prefer a pacifier, but I don’t have one right now.
I wet myself a lot during the night – an awful lot. Totally uncontrolled and totally pleasurable. I loved it! I kept my soaked diapers on till I got my shower for work this morning. Now, at work, I’m wearing a pull up kind of diaper under my underwear just because I’m still in that kind of state where I’m a bit worried about accidents – at least I was that way when I left for work. It’s all kind of worn off now – but I’m still enjoying the bulk of the thing between my legs here at work.
My intention for tonight is to listen to the second file again before I go to bed. I wonder how many nights in a row I can manage to listen to the thing (it’s awfully long).
Anyway… I’ll try to do some pictures of my shoes (one pair I absolutely love) and skirt. But don’t look for them right away. As to other interesting adventures? I don’t know. I seem to remember going to an Arby’s the last time I played while wearing high heeled boots and I ate my meal right in the restaurant. That was interesting. I don’t know if I’ll have to courage to do that or something else at all. Right now, my mind is blank as to ideas.
Don’t worry. I’m not going to interrupt my schedule for posting The Bet. I’m planning on sticking to that – every Tuesday and Friday – I hope.
So this will be just a little extra of me adding some thoughts and feeling as I “enjoy myself” a little bit.
Have fun everyone – I’m certainly going to try to,